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Why Not?

Why should'nt i die
i have nothing left to give
i'm sickof all my troubles
i no longer wish to live
i ask myself everyday for
the reason on behind my birth
i have no point in living,
my life hold nothing that i wonted
my soul is no longer with me
it has left my body; abandened
and so now the thoughts of
death becomes my only companian
sick of hiding behind a smile
and living out a lie
tired of all the times when
all i did was cry
all the broken promis
and misgolded lies
all the ways that i've been hurt
right for my eyes can't look
no longer want to live it or even
think about tomorrow
cause with every passing day
my life only brings more
sorrow the question that
i ask cut me like
a razor to the wrist
woundering on the thought
and if i'll ever be missed
but i no longer care or
even wish to see
i only want it to end it
all and let life go on
without me
i can almost hear the
sulenece as all the
lights fade away
i see a climful light
ahead i no longer have
to stop leaving behind
me nothing and to come
back
i now have nothing
left with regret
i now close my eyes

FOREVER!!!