Submissions by demoninthedarkness
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
25th Nov 2012 6:29pm
25th Nov 2012 6:29pm
Escape
The blood rushes out of my body. I look down and see the knife. I look at you and try to scream but no words escape from my mouth. I never thought that you would do this. I never thought that you would even try. Bile rises in my throat, and my lungs feel like they are going to explode. I cough and gag until there is nothing left. No blood, no pain. My mouth feels dry. My stomach heaves one last time but nothing comes out. I lay there in that dark alleyway and try to put the pieces together. But nothing makes any sense. I dont remember what had happened. So I just lay there until my eyelids...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Nov 2012 6:10pm
25th Nov 2012 6:10pm
Joe Wallace
My mind
My body
My soul
Burns for you
Your touch
Your taste
Your smell
Is desirable
Loving you is easy
Loving you is all I want
These feelings will never end
Im falling on the deep end
For you
And your love thats true
My body
My soul
Burns for you
Your touch
Your taste
Your smell
Is desirable
Loving you is easy
Loving you is all I want
These feelings will never end
Im falling on the deep end
For you
And your love thats true
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Nov 2012 7:08pm
19th Nov 2012 7:08pm
My one and only true love(2)
I love you but this illness makes it hard.
I need you but the pain hurts too much.
I want you but loving you is hard enough.
But all I can say is that Im trying.
Trying so hard for us to work.
I need you but the pain hurts too much.
I want you but loving you is hard enough.
But all I can say is that Im trying.
Trying so hard for us to work.
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th May 2012 6:59am
16th May 2012 6:59am
my one and only true love
You fill me with joy and happiness.
I love you so.
You fixed up my dark heart
but I still feel like I am falling to pieces.
I dont mean to hurt you.
Sometimes its hard to tell you that I love you.
Sometimes its hard to show you that I care.
Ive been broken many times and its so hard to love.
Sometimes my heart cannot take it.
It cannot take the love that you give me.
I still feel the hate and pain that is inside of me...
but my one and only true love shall fix it.
I love you so.
You fixed up my dark heart
but I still feel like I am falling to pieces.
I dont mean to hurt you.
Sometimes its hard to tell you that I love you.
Sometimes its hard to show you that I care.
Ive been broken many times and its so hard to love.
Sometimes my heart cannot take it.
It cannot take the love that you give me.
I still feel the hate and pain that is inside of me...
but my one and only true love shall fix it.
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th May 2012 00:48am
9th May 2012 00:48am
Why?
There is pain pouring out of my heart.
I never forgot you.
Never will...
What would it have been like if we were still together?
Would I have caused you more pain and suffering?
My lonely and dark heart will never heal.
All it feels now is pain and suffering at the loss of you...
My heart will forever bleed.
Just like my soul.
Im so confused and lost without you.
I loved you so.
Im afraid that you never loved me.
Why do I have to live this way?
Why am I tortured by this love?
Why.... oh why?
I never forgot you.
Never will...
What would it have been like if we were still together?
Would I have caused you more pain and suffering?
My lonely and dark heart will never heal.
All it feels now is pain and suffering at the loss of you...
My heart will forever bleed.
Just like my soul.
Im so confused and lost without you.
I loved you so.
Im afraid that you never loved me.
Why do I have to live this way?
Why am I tortured by this love?
Why.... oh why?
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2012 6:27am
15th Apr 2012 6:27am
dead inside
my heart is breaking
my mind is numb
this illness is taking over me
i cannot feel
i cannot love
i still love you but you are with her.....
suddenly my life is falling apart
all i wanna do is go back to my old ways
maybe ill cut once again
now suddenly i am dead inside
my mind is numb
this illness is taking over me
i cannot feel
i cannot love
i still love you but you are with her.....
suddenly my life is falling apart
all i wanna do is go back to my old ways
maybe ill cut once again
now suddenly i am dead inside
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SELF POEM
Published
24th May 2011 4:45pm
24th May 2011 4:45pm
This sickness inside me
Is making me go insane.
Sometimes I think that they are going to hurt me.
They have done many things to me.
Things that I cannot talk about.
Disgusting things that noone will believe me.
This sickness inside of me is now controlling my thoughts and feelings.
Its making me angry and sad.
These things I think are real.
But Im not sure if my brain is messing with me.
I sometimes dont know what to do about them.
They follow me everywhere.
They fill me up with sickness.
My brain is a giant mess.
Thinking things that are not true. ...
Sometimes I think that they are going to hurt me.
They have done many things to me.
Things that I cannot talk about.
Disgusting things that noone will believe me.
This sickness inside of me is now controlling my thoughts and feelings.
Its making me angry and sad.
These things I think are real.
But Im not sure if my brain is messing with me.
I sometimes dont know what to do about them.
They follow me everywhere.
They fill me up with sickness.
My brain is a giant mess.
Thinking things that are not true. ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2011 4:34pm
24th May 2011 4:34pm
My one love
It will never die.
I miss you so much and the warmth of your skin.
Those kisses are a sense of belonging.
I miss them so.
Your body laying next to mine I also miss.
Your hair so soft.
Your touch I also regret giving up.
I miss you like hell.
I didnt want to give you up.
You were my one and only love.
I cant wait for the day when I can see you again.
To kiss those soft lips and hear your voice.
My love for you will never die.
I will be here waiting for you.
I will never give up on you and us.
I hope that you will take me...
I miss you so much and the warmth of your skin.
Those kisses are a sense of belonging.
I miss them so.
Your body laying next to mine I also miss.
Your hair so soft.
Your touch I also regret giving up.
I miss you like hell.
I didnt want to give you up.
You were my one and only love.
I cant wait for the day when I can see you again.
To kiss those soft lips and hear your voice.
My love for you will never die.
I will be here waiting for you.
I will never give up on you and us.
I hope that you will take me...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2011 7:25pm
7th May 2011 7:25pm
Untitled
I am lost in this world.
just an empty soul.
Waiting for the day when you will be mine again.
Sometimes I dont understand you at all.
Sometimes I think about those months that we have beentogether.
I still love you
but this darkness is consuming me and telling me to forget you.
I cannot and will not forget you Joe.
I will always love you
and think about theday when we will be together again.
But rightnow I am lost, alone and empty .
When we were together I felt an extreme happiness
and felt like I belonged with you.
My heart is stitching...
just an empty soul.
Waiting for the day when you will be mine again.
Sometimes I dont understand you at all.
Sometimes I think about those months that we have beentogether.
I still love you
but this darkness is consuming me and telling me to forget you.
I cannot and will not forget you Joe.
I will always love you
and think about theday when we will be together again.
But rightnow I am lost, alone and empty .
When we were together I felt an extreme happiness
and felt like I belonged with you.
My heart is stitching...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Apr 2011 8:56pm
7th Apr 2011 8:56pm
Those pills (IDK if you'd consider this a poem)
I am finally quitting...
for the better.
These past few days I've been moody and withdrawn...
but its definitely worth it.
I have always hated that seroquel xrshit.
I am finally off.
And Im gonna see how I am without any medication.
Schizophrenia doesn't seem to bother me anymore.
Right now, I am very glad to be off.
I want to help myself for once.
I've been depressed and angry on them.
When I'm off I am the same.
If I need them again, I will eventually take them.
No more of that shit.
Hopefully I'll be ok.
Hopefully.
for the better.
These past few days I've been moody and withdrawn...
but its definitely worth it.
I have always hated that seroquel xrshit.
I am finally off.
And Im gonna see how I am without any medication.
Schizophrenia doesn't seem to bother me anymore.
Right now, I am very glad to be off.
I want to help myself for once.
I've been depressed and angry on them.
When I'm off I am the same.
If I need them again, I will eventually take them.
No more of that shit.
Hopefully I'll be ok.
Hopefully.
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Mar 2011 3:17pm
25th Mar 2011 3:17pm
What am I?
Am I just an empty soul waiting for someone to love me?
Am I the blood that drips down my arm after each cut?
Am I the tears that roll down my face every time you hurt me?
Am I the darkness that had surrounded me all my life,
or just a mistaken demon trapped in someone's body.
Am I the monster that rages up inside of me every time I get angry,
or a depressed girl that thinks she is a monster.
Am I the dark clouds that surround the planet?
The thunder that claps in the sky.
The lightning that strikes the ground.
Maybe a future serial killer that...
Am I the blood that drips down my arm after each cut?
Am I the tears that roll down my face every time you hurt me?
Am I the darkness that had surrounded me all my life,
or just a mistaken demon trapped in someone's body.
Am I the monster that rages up inside of me every time I get angry,
or a depressed girl that thinks she is a monster.
Am I the dark clouds that surround the planet?
The thunder that claps in the sky.
The lightning that strikes the ground.
Maybe a future serial killer that...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Mar 2011 2:59pm
25th Mar 2011 2:59pm
I love you
But I am afraid that I am losing you.
You know that I want to hear your voice every day.
But I can't talk to you because I would cry.
When we talk over the phone, it gets hard.
My throat closes up
and I can barely breathe.
I'm choking on my own tears.
My heart still yearns for your touch....
your love....
those sweet and passionate kisses.
I want you to hold me again.
To be with me forever.
I miss you.
My love for you will NEVER go away.
I cant wait for you to be with me again.
I love you Joe Wallace,
don't forget that.
You know that I want to hear your voice every day.
But I can't talk to you because I would cry.
When we talk over the phone, it gets hard.
My throat closes up
and I can barely breathe.
I'm choking on my own tears.
My heart still yearns for your touch....
your love....
those sweet and passionate kisses.
I want you to hold me again.
To be with me forever.
I miss you.
My love for you will NEVER go away.
I cant wait for you to be with me again.
I love you Joe Wallace,
don't forget that.
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