Going

Down but desperately dodging despair. A soul to bond with i quest. Yet,never to know the elation of love and care,a stressful pest i be at best.  Down to earth i descend,forsaking pride to prove a point. Judge my intentions not with contempt,my friend i speak not from the loins. And love you won't appreciate;albeit,until its gone. It's dew's due to evaporate,and vanish into the sun. In weakness my strength's hidden,loving you,my darkest crime. Fated for doom the unforgiven,to serve for an endless time. My best is meaningless,my right's always wrong. To hold on;there's nothing left,no reason to be strong. Now love has taken my all,nothing but misery's left for me. Without control i fall,to grasp oblivion eternally. Where is the sunlight,where is the love you promised? In tears i head for my abode,home. The abused,the damned,the dead,condemned to solitude...Going