I love you

Is there someone out there for me?
In this world of tragic,
in this life of havoc?
Is there someone to save me from my thoughts?
Because I would give and do anything,
right now the only thing that helps is to sing,
But the words I write can't save me from me for too long.
I just one find one person,
who won't dissapoint,
Who thinks just like me,
and sees the point.
Well what's the point in speaking?
If no one truely hears me?
And what's the point in living?
Without someone beside me?
And I just wanna be alone,
because it's the only time i'm not feeling lonely.
Because in a room full of people,
it's like no one sees or hears me.
I was stuck in my darkers days,
until he let it all out.
But i'm scared to trust again
because he didn't listen to the screams and shouts.
He didn't listen to by silence,
All he ever cared for was violence.
How could I think he was so perfect,
someone so cold and vile,
wasn't worth it.
Turned into such a waste of my time.
But it wasn't like that when he was mine.
Why am I uncapable of being loved?
Why am I unsavable and dying of cancer?
well won't you answer me?
Why am I depressed?
Why am I distressed?
When he was the one messing with my head?
Why does he have to want her?
Why does he have to flaunt her?
Until I met you,
And all my dreams came true.
Once you knew i was in fear,
you wouldn't let me down.
I wasn't gonna turn around.
I'm real glad i didn't die before meeting you,
even happier i didn't let you
go after meeting you.
I'm glad you let me save you.
From you.
Please let this be true.
Please come through.
Ever since the day I bumped into you,
It all felt so new.
The breeze never felt so cool,
No longer feel like a social tool.
Don't feel like a fool,
because I could never be so cruel.
You are my fuel.
You are my fuel.
I feel I can do whatever I want to,
as long as I'm beside you.
And I'll never question who is right for me,
because you just set me free.
And you just let me be,
and you helped me to open up my eyes and see.
Guess after all what i'm trying to say is,
I've never fallen so hard.
And it's the first time I fell for someone,
fell down to the ground,
without getting scared.
So after all thats been said,
there's three words that still circle my head,
But I can't find the point in saying them because,
I think you know what they are.
I promise it's true,
I love you,
I'm in love with you,
Hope you don't take me a fool,
because I love you.