China Doll

I'm like a china doll.
This world makes me feel so very small.
Be careful, I'm easily broken.
Don't leave any kind words unspoken.

Everything always seems the same.
It's all nothing but an endless game.
All I can do is engulf myself in poetry.
Devoting my life to secrecy.

Everyone always ends up leaving.
At least that's what I'm believing.
When you drop me to the ground.
I no longer make a sound.

There are no more pieces of me to break.
All everyone does is take.
I used to think I was strong.
Truth is, I have held everything in for far too long.

I wonder if anyone thinks of me when I'm not around.
or if it's like I'm six feet underground.
I also wonder if anyone looks at me and thinks I'm beautiful.
Or if anything I have ever said is meaningful.

I have friends and family that fill in the cracks.
With their love, there is no give-backs.
They're always there.
Their love is actually fair.

I don't want anymore people to walk out of my life.
Don't want my last resort to ever be a knife.
With them, I'm stronger than ever.
The love from family members lasts forever.