She's so pretty

You're blinded by narsicistic love.
I'm blinded by vain love.
I failed to see;
what you would do to me.
So self centered,
So self righteous
and everyone told me,
It wasn't meant to be.
But I wasn't gonna just sit back,
and not see what would happened to you and me.
How long we would last;
Would it all go to fast?
I didn't want to look at it
like 'when will this end'
And convince myself that it was all pretend
though it was
cause
she's so pretty
and i'm just a fly;
caught in a web of pretty lies.
She's so pretty,
and i'm so icky....
And I can see why you prefer her to me.
You're just so vain,
the things you say are insane.
I thought they were so lame,'
but still I thought I was to blame.
You're blinded by fame,
I'm blinded by shame.
She's so pretty,
I'm so bitchy.
Always smiles,
Just for a while.
You're convinced you perfect;
and you convinced me you were worth this.
But
she's so pretty
that's not likely of me,
my messy hair,
torn up jeans
and blatant stare.
She's just perfect;
I've never been worth it.
Trust me i get it,
but what you did I can't forget it.
So trust me I know
about you and her
so why not make it official?
Make me be the shadow of her.
Tell everyone you know.
Get it all out;
let's go.
Tell everyone you know
all the reasons why you let me go.
Apparently;
I said I was in love with you.
I don't recall this;
You should probably tell the truth.
I can't make out what you did to me.
Teary eyes;
Bittersweet symphony.
All alone
I'm the one all alone.
You saw her again but she doesn't know.
Will you do the same thing to her?
It's complicated.
And me?
I'm just overrated.
I'm sorry;
I guess your just not the one for me.
And I'm fighting
to smile again just for me.
And be okay to some degree.
So tell me.
I got boring.
Had you snoring.
Once adoring,
now ignoring.
She's so pretty,
I'm so shitty.
She's so upbeat;
My heart doesn't beat.
I'm so fucked up,
I've had enough.
You're so fucked up
and you've had enough of me.
But she's so pretty;
I'm so gritty.
And you've finally come to see
that i'm not so pretty,
that girl has never been me.
I don't see what you saw in me,
But i see what you see in her.
I try not to be hard on myself;
even when it starts to hurt like hell.
Even when i'm fighting tears;
wishing you were here.
She's so pretty;
I look sickly.
Curly dark brown hair;
messy kool-aid dyed hair.
Deep brown eyes;
Sad skies, grey blue eyes.
Pretty voice,
Bright smile,
Sings off key,
Crooked teeth.
She's so important,
I'm so unimportant.
She's so lovely,
I'm so ugly.
She's perfectly normal;
I'm fucking weird,
Unusual.
She so pretty (x4)
And it kills me.