A POEM ABOUT A TEEN NAMED CERAH

~This poem is not for attention, so do NOT take it that way. I wrote this becuase this is how im feeling about my life right now, everything im going through. Writing is my escape, and if its dark writings, well thats me~

There's so much more to me,
Then someone will ever know.
Very few know my whole story,
But many think that they do.
I hide so much of my pain from so many,
Sometimes, it's hard to tell I'm depressed.
Everday, I feel as though the whole world,
Is completely against me.
Most will never be able to tell that about me though,
Becuase it is covered by a mask.
I have a huge heart,
Completely covered by steal.
I have been hurt so much,
And by so many..
I'll always mask my pain though,
Because I never want my depression to effect someone else.
I am not broken.
Yet I have to always keep my guards up.
People say that is my best idea,
YOU ARE WRONG!
I have kicked so many people out of my life,
And it takes so much to get into it.
I've basically made my life,
100% writing music/poems, singing, modeling, and my boyfriend and some family that i know is there.
I used to be an A and B studemt.
But everything that I'm going through has changed me.
I struggle to keep my grades high enough to pass,
Everyday I feel weak,
I feel alone and abandoned,
When I know that I am not.
There's only one thing of my past,
That only two poeple know about,
And I will keep  it that way.
I am extremely distant,
From ones that I once called "Friends"
Whenever someone asks me whats wrong,
I will always say "I'm Fine".
-Cerah Anne