Submissions by CeCeSkitzo
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write a little of everything, my poems & songs come from my heart and pain
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th May 2013 10:33pm
24th May 2013 10:33pm
f**k it
I fucking cry,
Living high on life.
I thought everything was fine,
Til the day you died,
my life isnt easy.
My dreams arent fa-ar.
But i can tell you one thing, this is my goodbye
Living high on life.
I thought everything was fine,
Til the day you died,
my life isnt easy.
My dreams arent fa-ar.
But i can tell you one thing, this is my goodbye
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DARK POEM
Published
19th May 2013 1:37am
19th May 2013 1:37am
Razorblades
The ball dropped, people kissed. You sit locked away in the bathroom, crimson blood dripping from your wrists, legs, and stomach. So much happiness around you, you watch in envy as people are being loved. Another year of being invisible, forgotten, alone. It's like you're already gone. You cut deeper to see the monsters within. Your New Year's resolution? To die before the night is over. This is the one thing you hope to accomplish
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SELF POEM
Published
17th May 2013 1:23am
17th May 2013 1:23am
Who am i?
Dear myself,
Who have you become? Why are you the way that you are? Who the hell are you?!? Im disgusted in who you are, Your not worth anyones time. Modeling? Bitch please. -_-
Everyday these run through my head, I feel im never going to get anywhere with waht I do, I feel alone and trapped.. Who am i?
Who have you become? Why are you the way that you are? Who the hell are you?!? Im disgusted in who you are, Your not worth anyones time. Modeling? Bitch please. -_-
Everyday these run through my head, I feel im never going to get anywhere with waht I do, I feel alone and trapped.. Who am i?
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th May 2013 1:06am
12th May 2013 1:06am
Less Than Nothing
Don’t hold my hand if you plan on letting go,
Don’t kiss me if you’ll need to breathe,
Don’t hug me if you won’t hold me forever,
And don’t love me if it’s not true.
You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,
I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.
You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,
But because I know you’re doing it without thought,
It means less than nothing to me.
All I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved.
He was the first chance I got at that,
So I of course jumped and fell hard.
You’d think...
Don’t kiss me if you’ll need to breathe,
Don’t hug me if you won’t hold me forever,
And don’t love me if it’s not true.
You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,
I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.
You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,
But because I know you’re doing it without thought,
It means less than nothing to me.
All I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved.
He was the first chance I got at that,
So I of course jumped and fell hard.
You’d think...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2013 1:51am
10th May 2013 1:51am
My Pain
my pain was nothing,
my pain wasnt there,
my pain never existed,
my pain was never there.
my pain is caused from you,
my pain is now my weakness.
my pain comes from years of abuse,
my pain makes me cry
my pain puts me a lone
my pain gives me no friends.
my pain causes scars.
my pain is my biggest weakness
my pain means nothing to anyone else
my pain is my best friend.
my pain wasnt there,
my pain never existed,
my pain was never there.
my pain is caused from you,
my pain is now my weakness.
my pain comes from years of abuse,
my pain makes me cry
my pain puts me a lone
my pain gives me no friends.
my pain causes scars.
my pain is my biggest weakness
my pain means nothing to anyone else
my pain is my best friend.
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SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2013 1:49am
10th May 2013 1:49am
Self Harm *Have to finish to understand*
I lie back and cry,
I think of the pain and misery I have lived through,
I try and try to think of positives of every situation,
but thats no longer possible.
My lifes falling apart,
the worlds crashing in on me.
I dont even know what to think anymore.
I want to fake a smile,
But when I do,
I know im lieing.
Fucking medicine has me all fucked up,
hospital pins me down and ties me up,
What did i do?
What can i say?
I want free,
I am okay I swear on it.
"No no, please no, someone save me",
Im screaming at the...
I think of the pain and misery I have lived through,
I try and try to think of positives of every situation,
but thats no longer possible.
My lifes falling apart,
the worlds crashing in on me.
I dont even know what to think anymore.
I want to fake a smile,
But when I do,
I know im lieing.
Fucking medicine has me all fucked up,
hospital pins me down and ties me up,
What did i do?
What can i say?
I want free,
I am okay I swear on it.
"No no, please no, someone save me",
Im screaming at the...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th May 2013 1:33pm
9th May 2013 1:33pm
LOOK AGAIN <3
If you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror.
Look a little closer.
Stare a little longer,
because there is something inside you that made you keep trying,
despite everyone who told you to quit.
You built a cast around your broken heart,
and signed it yourself.
You signed it "They were wrong."
Cause maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
Maybe they decided to pick you last from basketball and everything.
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show and tell,
but never told,
because how...
Look a little closer.
Stare a little longer,
because there is something inside you that made you keep trying,
despite everyone who told you to quit.
You built a cast around your broken heart,
and signed it yourself.
You signed it "They were wrong."
Cause maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique.
Maybe they decided to pick you last from basketball and everything.
Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show and tell,
but never told,
because how...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2013 1:31pm
9th May 2013 1:31pm
DRIFTING
farther and farther she drifts away,
why must you go can you not stay,
at last she cannot,
her heart can bear no more,
forget the world,
erase your hate,
defy your fate to be with whom you love truly,
farther and farther I drift away,
no longer shall we stay
why must you go can you not stay,
at last she cannot,
her heart can bear no more,
forget the world,
erase your hate,
defy your fate to be with whom you love truly,
farther and farther I drift away,
no longer shall we stay
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SONG LYRICS
Published
9th May 2013 3:39am
9th May 2013 3:39am
UNTITLED
Chorus]
I was suppose to forget you
After you said those faithful words
That without you my life would be normal
But now you’re all I can remember.
It all started one cold rainy morning
Not seeming any different from the rest
Went through my daily routine
And I left unseen with no one in the house but me.
From class to class up until lunch
Sitting among friends laughing along
Then a sparkle caught my eye. It was you
I couldn’t bring myself to look away
Until you noticed me
[Chorus]
I was suppose to forget you
After you...
I was suppose to forget you
After you said those faithful words
That without you my life would be normal
But now you’re all I can remember.
It all started one cold rainy morning
Not seeming any different from the rest
Went through my daily routine
And I left unseen with no one in the house but me.
From class to class up until lunch
Sitting among friends laughing along
Then a sparkle caught my eye. It was you
I couldn’t bring myself to look away
Until you noticed me
[Chorus]
I was suppose to forget you
After you...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2013 4:43pm
8th May 2013 4:43pm
TRUTH c:
Now it's time you've gotta admit,
even after all the bullshit.
You're beautiful and strong
Unusual,
Maybe I'm wrong.
You're perfectly imperfect with a head held high
,I'm very proud of you for trying not to cry
.I'd give anything to take away your pain
,seeing you hurt is a razor to my vein.
You're pain are my kryptonite and when they shed tears
,I see a pain even the devil shouldn't have to bare.
Throughout your whole life you kept a smile on your face,
you've got the power your heart can embrace.
You're fascinating..
almost like magic,...
even after all the bullshit.
You're beautiful and strong
Unusual,
Maybe I'm wrong.
You're perfectly imperfect with a head held high
,I'm very proud of you for trying not to cry
.I'd give anything to take away your pain
,seeing you hurt is a razor to my vein.
You're pain are my kryptonite and when they shed tears
,I see a pain even the devil shouldn't have to bare.
Throughout your whole life you kept a smile on your face,
you've got the power your heart can embrace.
You're fascinating..
almost like magic,...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th May 2013 4:40pm
8th May 2013 4:40pm
RIP NIKK JAMES
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING GAY! Seriously, bullying someone so bad they commit suicide isnt going to get you anywhere except feeling horrible inside. You guys that bully, killed one of my best friends last night.
One person I talked to if i needed someone and had no where to turn to, he was there, but now hes not because you guys have to think theres something wrong with being gay? i think not, we cant help who we are attracted to, it took him YEARS to finally accept to himself he was gay, Do you think he wanted to be? NO! He used to make himself date girls so no one would know he...
One person I talked to if i needed someone and had no where to turn to, he was there, but now hes not because you guys have to think theres something wrong with being gay? i think not, we cant help who we are attracted to, it took him YEARS to finally accept to himself he was gay, Do you think he wanted to be? NO! He used to make himself date girls so no one would know he...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th May 2013 2:47pm
7th May 2013 2:47pm
</3
You guys don't see me behind the scenes,
You don't see the true pain I'm ever in,
You will never see or know truly how much I cry,
I know I am not perfect,
I know I am not skinny,
But that doesn't mean I'm not someone,
It doesn't make me a nobody.
It makes me a stronger person inside,
I am only one person,
I am only able to handle so much pain,
Yet everyone always wants to bring me down,
Everyone is ready to see me fail.
I'll say this once,
I won't fail,
I may be slower in everything I do,
But bevause you want to see me fail,
I...
You don't see the true pain I'm ever in,
You will never see or know truly how much I cry,
I know I am not perfect,
I know I am not skinny,
But that doesn't mean I'm not someone,
It doesn't make me a nobody.
It makes me a stronger person inside,
I am only one person,
I am only able to handle so much pain,
Yet everyone always wants to bring me down,
Everyone is ready to see me fail.
I'll say this once,
I won't fail,
I may be slower in everything I do,
But bevause you want to see me fail,
I...
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