Submissions by smackdownraven
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
quiet affection
I'm quietly waiting, exhale and breathe
the dark ebbs and flows with an intensity it's hard to explain
sincerity in a feeling, I think it loves me, sometimes
caressing the notion, then revolt
it comes close during the day so kind
then night comes and it eats my terror
fear a neccesary factor in this odd relationship
respect being paramount
to take him for granted, would infuriate this being
twist the horror and bring it into understanding, he desires my company
we walk together in the daylight and I discuss all manner of topics ...
the dark ebbs and flows with an intensity it's hard to explain
sincerity in a feeling, I think it loves me, sometimes
caressing the notion, then revolt
it comes close during the day so kind
then night comes and it eats my terror
fear a neccesary factor in this odd relationship
respect being paramount
to take him for granted, would infuriate this being
twist the horror and bring it into understanding, he desires my company
we walk together in the daylight and I discuss all manner of topics ...
#dark
#love
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shine
sulking in the shadows
solace doesn't find me, sadness does
my peace altered by fear
the lurking phantoms, always about
torturing my thoughts
with gruesome scenarios
a heavy debt, for my association with the deep dark
swimming well enough in the depths
until my emotional sharks, come through and pull me under
it's out of my hands
it's a cold place, of no favor
I'm not highly redeemed in this place
I am known for being cruel
it's my response to these beings
my gentleness shows
until it doesn't ...
solace doesn't find me, sadness does
my peace altered by fear
the lurking phantoms, always about
torturing my thoughts
with gruesome scenarios
a heavy debt, for my association with the deep dark
swimming well enough in the depths
until my emotional sharks, come through and pull me under
it's out of my hands
it's a cold place, of no favor
I'm not highly redeemed in this place
I am known for being cruel
it's my response to these beings
my gentleness shows
until it doesn't ...
#anxiety
#dark
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need
greedy need causes lust to fester
sated glory I don't think I'm gory enough for you
demented trust infatuation over the sacred art of death metal
a man.whose occult magic calls me from the shadows
cultivating the want of a driving force
whose insanity is addicting
causing me to wonder about him
masochistic, hedonistic, ritualistic offerings to seal the rite
a virtue of vulnerability
confesses secrets of doubt
in the eternal scorn, where I find myself
sated glory I don't think I'm gory enough for you
demented trust infatuation over the sacred art of death metal
a man.whose occult magic calls me from the shadows
cultivating the want of a driving force
whose insanity is addicting
causing me to wonder about him
masochistic, hedonistic, ritualistic offerings to seal the rite
a virtue of vulnerability
confesses secrets of doubt
in the eternal scorn, where I find myself
#dark
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plea
taking my time to disect the moment
seeking to slow down time
altering my perceptions help
tunnel vision I see only one thing
the rest is a blur
time hesitates and I move fast
with precicion I cultivate need
massaging its want
it grows inside me
madness stirs but I don't have time for her
mischief is called forward
and chaos laughs
children of the damned to do my bidding
confessing my sins to the dark council
bidden to divulge my secrets
they burn my tongue with the purging
devils of the...
seeking to slow down time
altering my perceptions help
tunnel vision I see only one thing
the rest is a blur
time hesitates and I move fast
with precicion I cultivate need
massaging its want
it grows inside me
madness stirs but I don't have time for her
mischief is called forward
and chaos laughs
children of the damned to do my bidding
confessing my sins to the dark council
bidden to divulge my secrets
they burn my tongue with the purging
devils of the...
#dark
#lust
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Quake
inside the the storm I reside
anxiety thunders and fear quakes
the darkness glowers
and lightening cracks bones
demons cower from the beast that haunts my vision
I hide my fear
you won't get any respect from the powers that be that way
sacred art concealing oneself
sunshine in a glance will disarm you
a big smile grows sharp teeth
honey you're just too sweet
how I got in with the dank of realtiy I don't know
dreadful, I know first hand what exists in the shadows
reeling understanding i yearn to get it
the...
anxiety thunders and fear quakes
the darkness glowers
and lightening cracks bones
demons cower from the beast that haunts my vision
I hide my fear
you won't get any respect from the powers that be that way
sacred art concealing oneself
sunshine in a glance will disarm you
a big smile grows sharp teeth
honey you're just too sweet
how I got in with the dank of realtiy I don't know
dreadful, I know first hand what exists in the shadows
reeling understanding i yearn to get it
the...
#anxiety
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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culted
culted feelings, don't lie you have my honest soul
vulnerable to your darkness, drink my sunshine
inventive little Vixen, amusing herself with her imagination
monsters whisper to me
phantom thoughts entertain
my secrets sacred, my demons keep them private
sanctuary, within hell's dominion
you might not see beauty there but I do
there you can be yourself, no restraint
beguiled temptation, I blow off steam
lusting a Dark Lord
feverish understanding, masohistic,
he's the only one who gets me
uttering enchantments...
vulnerable to your darkness, drink my sunshine
inventive little Vixen, amusing herself with her imagination
monsters whisper to me
phantom thoughts entertain
my secrets sacred, my demons keep them private
sanctuary, within hell's dominion
you might not see beauty there but I do
there you can be yourself, no restraint
beguiled temptation, I blow off steam
lusting a Dark Lord
feverish understanding, masohistic,
he's the only one who gets me
uttering enchantments...
#dark
#love
#lust
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rip
death to the day that beheld you
screaming epiphanies burn into my mind
dark vision the day I first saw you
awakening to the horror of your sickening face
enter into an understanding I can't stand you
reaper dear please tear him apart
rip the soul leave the flesh cold
screaming epiphanies burn into my mind
dark vision the day I first saw you
awakening to the horror of your sickening face
enter into an understanding I can't stand you
reaper dear please tear him apart
rip the soul leave the flesh cold
#dark
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Melancholy's secret
it's a bad day
my ache is talking to my soul
grey feelings lost in the shuffle
rise to the surface demanding attention
my sorrow speaks first
she can't reconcile hurt feelings inside me
girl, you have to deal with this
sorrow follows behind her full of emotion, tears in her eyes
they both carry the weight of forgotten need
a desire to be loved wholly without conditions
without expensive emotional price tags, my soul can't afford
with my best not always being enough
I sometimes give up
disconnecting from self...
my ache is talking to my soul
grey feelings lost in the shuffle
rise to the surface demanding attention
my sorrow speaks first
she can't reconcile hurt feelings inside me
girl, you have to deal with this
sorrow follows behind her full of emotion, tears in her eyes
they both carry the weight of forgotten need
a desire to be loved wholly without conditions
without expensive emotional price tags, my soul can't afford
with my best not always being enough
I sometimes give up
disconnecting from self...
#emotions
#love
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2 Comments
incessant
incessant noise comes on the air
I shut it out but it finds it's way in
there is no escaping it
darkness chatters and the horde gossips
telling tales of slaughter
a Sadistic nightmare
figures, I would be assigned them
the spirits of the host
the demons cluck
what the fuck girl
don't you love us anymore?
animalistic needs I am to feed
they greedily press in
apeasing their need
a view for wicked eyes
masturbating my madness
they feast from my pussy hollows
fresh meat for the beast in you...
I shut it out but it finds it's way in
there is no escaping it
darkness chatters and the horde gossips
telling tales of slaughter
a Sadistic nightmare
figures, I would be assigned them
the spirits of the host
the demons cluck
what the fuck girl
don't you love us anymore?
animalistic needs I am to feed
they greedily press in
apeasing their need
a view for wicked eyes
masturbating my madness
they feast from my pussy hollows
fresh meat for the beast in you...
#dark
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moodiness
alter the course with some venom
seethining inside I reside in the darkness
anxiiety crawling, lashing out at the world to escape
claustrophobic in my body, it aches
pulling at the seems of reality, while i unravel
painful feeling my hurt only grows larger
an enormous weight I feel I can't get away
trapped within an emotion it is my fate
fractured trust, cursing at the skies
blackest day, no sunshine
the grey moves in on me
my depressed state gets out of control
desiring mercy, for my sin
I petition my Father ...
seethining inside I reside in the darkness
anxiiety crawling, lashing out at the world to escape
claustrophobic in my body, it aches
pulling at the seems of reality, while i unravel
painful feeling my hurt only grows larger
an enormous weight I feel I can't get away
trapped within an emotion it is my fate
fractured trust, cursing at the skies
blackest day, no sunshine
the grey moves in on me
my depressed state gets out of control
desiring mercy, for my sin
I petition my Father ...
#love
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2 Comments
word vomit
you can't run away from the dark
it lurks inside your heart
with a wicked demeanor, it clamors and haunts
vividly dreary, its evil deceptive
this is its art
to tell you lies
and get you to do what you despise
off kilter and hexed you march
obscenely oblivious, to what you've wrought
all manner of beasties are freed, when your anger ingnites
wrath comes free flowing, taking people under with the onslaught
dreary ache, becomes awful hate real fast
treacherous rage, will burn you faster than you can think
soon,...
it lurks inside your heart
with a wicked demeanor, it clamors and haunts
vividly dreary, its evil deceptive
this is its art
to tell you lies
and get you to do what you despise
off kilter and hexed you march
obscenely oblivious, to what you've wrought
all manner of beasties are freed, when your anger ingnites
wrath comes free flowing, taking people under with the onslaught
dreary ache, becomes awful hate real fast
treacherous rage, will burn you faster than you can think
soon,...
#dark
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falter
inside the sacred black
my heart falter
things turned dark and I was afraid
never to love again
in the immortal pull, to be understood
egos rise and words are exchanged
souls shatter every day
holding onto what is true is difficult
when illusion seems prefferable
taking a sip of what is offered
your head spins it's dizzying
the delusion is plausible
and you hang onto to it
preffering it to what's real
the madness doesn't last
as the passion of the moment fades
and you are left reflecting on...
my heart falter
things turned dark and I was afraid
never to love again
in the immortal pull, to be understood
egos rise and words are exchanged
souls shatter every day
holding onto what is true is difficult
when illusion seems prefferable
taking a sip of what is offered
your head spins it's dizzying
the delusion is plausible
and you hang onto to it
preffering it to what's real
the madness doesn't last
as the passion of the moment fades
and you are left reflecting on...
#love
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