Submissions by smackdownraven
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
moodiness
alter the course with some venom
seethining inside I reside in the darkness
anxiiety crawling, lashing out at the world to escape
claustrophobic in my body, it aches
pulling at the seems of reality, while i unravel
painful feeling my hurt only grows larger
an enormous weight I feel I can't get away
trapped within an emotion it is my fate
fractured trust, cursing at the skies
blackest day, no sunshine
the grey moves in on me
my depressed state gets out of control
desiring mercy, for my sin
I petition my Father ...
seethining inside I reside in the darkness
anxiiety crawling, lashing out at the world to escape
claustrophobic in my body, it aches
pulling at the seems of reality, while i unravel
painful feeling my hurt only grows larger
an enormous weight I feel I can't get away
trapped within an emotion it is my fate
fractured trust, cursing at the skies
blackest day, no sunshine
the grey moves in on me
my depressed state gets out of control
desiring mercy, for my sin
I petition my Father ...
#love
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word vomit
you can't run away from the dark
it lurks inside your heart
with a wicked demeanor, it clamors and haunts
vividly dreary, its evil deceptive
this is its art
to tell you lies
and get you to do what you despise
off kilter and hexed you march
obscenely oblivious, to what you've wrought
all manner of beasties are freed, when your anger ingnites
wrath comes free flowing, taking people under with the onslaught
dreary ache, becomes awful hate real fast
treacherous rage, will burn you faster than you can think
soon,...
it lurks inside your heart
with a wicked demeanor, it clamors and haunts
vividly dreary, its evil deceptive
this is its art
to tell you lies
and get you to do what you despise
off kilter and hexed you march
obscenely oblivious, to what you've wrought
all manner of beasties are freed, when your anger ingnites
wrath comes free flowing, taking people under with the onslaught
dreary ache, becomes awful hate real fast
treacherous rage, will burn you faster than you can think
soon,...
#dark
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falter
inside the sacred black
my heart falter
things turned dark and I was afraid
never to love again
in the immortal pull, to be understood
egos rise and words are exchanged
souls shatter every day
holding onto what is true is difficult
when illusion seems prefferable
taking a sip of what is offered
your head spins it's dizzying
the delusion is plausible
and you hang onto to it
preffering it to what's real
the madness doesn't last
as the passion of the moment fades
and you are left reflecting on...
my heart falter
things turned dark and I was afraid
never to love again
in the immortal pull, to be understood
egos rise and words are exchanged
souls shatter every day
holding onto what is true is difficult
when illusion seems prefferable
taking a sip of what is offered
your head spins it's dizzying
the delusion is plausible
and you hang onto to it
preffering it to what's real
the madness doesn't last
as the passion of the moment fades
and you are left reflecting on...
#love
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vicious
feelings linger refusing to rise
down in my depths they reside
in the dark they ache
I can't name them but know them well
if I could pinpoint them more clearly
perhaps I could displace the hurt
it comes forward without warning
causing me to be mean
a threatened feeling overcomes me and I strike
I'm always taken aback by its intensity
it's so deeply entwined with my soul
I don't know if I could explain how deep it goes
how far back in my memory
seems it was always there
like a feral cat not trusting ...
down in my depths they reside
in the dark they ache
I can't name them but know them well
if I could pinpoint them more clearly
perhaps I could displace the hurt
it comes forward without warning
causing me to be mean
a threatened feeling overcomes me and I strike
I'm always taken aback by its intensity
it's so deeply entwined with my soul
I don't know if I could explain how deep it goes
how far back in my memory
seems it was always there
like a feral cat not trusting ...
#dark
#love
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cringe
disturbing the silence my thoughts scream
cringing in the eternal noise
I have to let it out
anxiety is building
screws are turning tighter
the feeling explodes inside
my hands grip tight, hanging on for the ride
then letting go wave after wave
the pain is unbearable, the pain is good
my intensity burns
dialing it down, I back away from others
feeling too much hurts
scald the senses
reverbated insanity I feel it on the air
playing back to me my thoughrs
screaming through the energy
bringing...
cringing in the eternal noise
I have to let it out
anxiety is building
screws are turning tighter
the feeling explodes inside
my hands grip tight, hanging on for the ride
then letting go wave after wave
the pain is unbearable, the pain is good
my intensity burns
dialing it down, I back away from others
feeling too much hurts
scald the senses
reverbated insanity I feel it on the air
playing back to me my thoughrs
screaming through the energy
bringing...
#anxiety
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sated
darkest secrets revealed I'm in love with you
vicious feelings, culted need
sanctifying the desire I bleed
coroded bliss, you hunger
tittilating, the storm within you
blowing across your dark greed
temptation beckons long legged and needy
I felatio the bleak inside you
your soul longs to be broken
masochistic, I feel your passion
with a sigh, smiling at you I blush
feasting with my eyes, what I'm about to receive
dining on your hate we fuck
we didn't come to make love
it is your disdain of me that...
vicious feelings, culted need
sanctifying the desire I bleed
coroded bliss, you hunger
tittilating, the storm within you
blowing across your dark greed
temptation beckons long legged and needy
I felatio the bleak inside you
your soul longs to be broken
masochistic, I feel your passion
with a sigh, smiling at you I blush
feasting with my eyes, what I'm about to receive
dining on your hate we fuck
we didn't come to make love
it is your disdain of me that...
#lust
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obession
pent up energy explodes from my sex
seducing me wildly
to entertain you my goal
flirrting with danger
massaging the ego
you're so good looking
with a deadly intellect
worshiping your desire
such a turn on
with a desire of a devil
yeah like that
your need matches mine
if not, exceeds my lust
cavorting with you is so exciting
in love with the moment
but i'll withhold
so I don't blow it
fantasizing you and me
sexy fucker and you know it
killing ladies with your persuasion ...
seducing me wildly
to entertain you my goal
flirrting with danger
massaging the ego
you're so good looking
with a deadly intellect
worshiping your desire
such a turn on
with a desire of a devil
yeah like that
your need matches mine
if not, exceeds my lust
cavorting with you is so exciting
in love with the moment
but i'll withhold
so I don't blow it
fantasizing you and me
sexy fucker and you know it
killing ladies with your persuasion ...
#lust
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Emma
Emma or Sky as you knew her
was full of wonderment and imagination
her beauty shine in the celestial realms
and she delighted us with her poetics
I've never known anyone like her
she challenged me to poetic heights
we often wrote together
when there was some bad business here, she took up my side
sadly getting banned
we were very close and I miss her
often wishing that altercation never occurred
her bohemian style and easy nature calmed me
when things were unbearable
and she never judged me as crazy
sister...
was full of wonderment and imagination
her beauty shine in the celestial realms
and she delighted us with her poetics
I've never known anyone like her
she challenged me to poetic heights
we often wrote together
when there was some bad business here, she took up my side
sadly getting banned
we were very close and I miss her
often wishing that altercation never occurred
her bohemian style and easy nature calmed me
when things were unbearable
and she never judged me as crazy
sister...
#love
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beautiful
a sigh escapes me and I chase it to where it flee
my dreams float away on a breeze
holding tight to my visions
aware of my short comings
still I have hope
yielding to sorrow, I let it have it's say
broken of heart, I have to rise above it
a woman in the world
I try not to be seen
no notice taken, this frightens me
to have people stare
I drift on the winds, invisible
touch the sky, I dream new dreams
they're are in my grasp
my faith, renewed
my beauty, viewed
with belief it will be okay ...
my dreams float away on a breeze
holding tight to my visions
aware of my short comings
still I have hope
yielding to sorrow, I let it have it's say
broken of heart, I have to rise above it
a woman in the world
I try not to be seen
no notice taken, this frightens me
to have people stare
I drift on the winds, invisible
touch the sky, I dream new dreams
they're are in my grasp
my faith, renewed
my beauty, viewed
with belief it will be okay ...
#hope
#love
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Sage of ages
unadulterated sinful lust, of the dark arts
rub the need, it will rise within
inked in blood, my faith
secret of sorcery, not to be misunderstood
a sacred ritual begins
upon the alter of desire, I plead
placating God with what I give
torrid seed, there are some among us that displease
an offering of silence for these unfortunates
all to keep the balance
purifications rites, taken seriously
as I chant to listening ears
the angels watch on somberly
reserving judgement for the almighty
my prayers rise...
rub the need, it will rise within
inked in blood, my faith
secret of sorcery, not to be misunderstood
a sacred ritual begins
upon the alter of desire, I plead
placating God with what I give
torrid seed, there are some among us that displease
an offering of silence for these unfortunates
all to keep the balance
purifications rites, taken seriously
as I chant to listening ears
the angels watch on somberly
reserving judgement for the almighty
my prayers rise...
#metaphor
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weirdo
escape the hurt, of relationships that don't click
I'm offbeat with my thoughts
a missing something, others have
a natural flow
I'm too honest, this is a problem
filtering through sunlight
it comes out blaring, not shiny
it could be beautiful, if I was normal
picking up on nuances, others miss
seemingly I'm off, with the body language
reading people in their depths
forgetting, I'm not supposed to be picking up on this part of a person
people are caught off guard, by what seems quite normal for me
sensitity of...
I'm offbeat with my thoughts
a missing something, others have
a natural flow
I'm too honest, this is a problem
filtering through sunlight
it comes out blaring, not shiny
it could be beautiful, if I was normal
picking up on nuances, others miss
seemingly I'm off, with the body language
reading people in their depths
forgetting, I'm not supposed to be picking up on this part of a person
people are caught off guard, by what seems quite normal for me
sensitity of...
#aliens
#spiritual
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devious lust
devious desire delves deep
seeping into my sanity
confusion bleeds and i seek
the touch of the devil
consecrated need rises
and I fall for your dark art
Sadistic passion for control
I tell myself it's good for me
lacking dignity, I succumb
to torturous greed
it feeds your ego, my humility
my body betrays me and I respond
to this form of discipline
you say no and I push
reaching the limits, you will permit
disregarding warning, I take it to the limit
reprimanded, I must dig it
...
seeping into my sanity
confusion bleeds and i seek
the touch of the devil
consecrated need rises
and I fall for your dark art
Sadistic passion for control
I tell myself it's good for me
lacking dignity, I succumb
to torturous greed
it feeds your ego, my humility
my body betrays me and I respond
to this form of discipline
you say no and I push
reaching the limits, you will permit
disregarding warning, I take it to the limit
reprimanded, I must dig it
...
#lust
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