I won't be taking any more prisoners no one else will do hard time chained to me I won't let my heart fall and charm another I know I'm not the faithful kind...I thought I was once when I was young and in love
I've learned there is a love of another kind one of the familiar it's selfish and cares only for self
I'm not made for relationships not cut right or some damned thing I always was a wild child should have known that wouldn't change
I'm easily distracted somehow you knew that and looked the...
broken trust... love built on lies you told your share but I didn't want to let go I knew the truth...of you
I told lies of my own to keep my heart happy now here we are twenty years later our great castle of omission is coming crashing down it's your turn now...you refuse to leave me I know it's time to get out before the darkness crushes us
looking back I can see how things led to this but while I was looking the other way resentment was growing the life choked out of our marriage ...
words are my lovers... I bend them in a mental acrobatics they hold my reason or lack of do I pay a toll for my seeming careless handling of them?
well I'll tell you about my darkness it's always been with me since my very first memories taking my first steps they stepped with me
my guardians... to never let them have voice would be to shut me up too I would never talk at all fine by you? but I have secrets to tell I intend to help this isn't the first time I've written to you ...