Submissions by pumkinking
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been through a lot and have depression. That's why my poems are sad and i can spell at all sorry :(.
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Mar 2015 12:46pm
17th Mar 2015 12:46pm
memory
Your memory cuts like a knife
All you gave me was pain
Im slowly ending my life
This is driving me insain
Your name is carved in my wrist
I feel so alone
My razor is in my fist
Will you just leave me alone
I always go back to you
Even though your bad for me
This is true
Your my poison that’s plain to see
I cant kill you memory
This pain wont end
Will someone save me
My heart no one can mend
All you gave me was pain
Im slowly ending my life
This is driving me insain
Your name is carved in my wrist
I feel so alone
My razor is in my fist
Will you just leave me alone
I always go back to you
Even though your bad for me
This is true
Your my poison that’s plain to see
I cant kill you memory
This pain wont end
Will someone save me
My heart no one can mend
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Mar 2015 8:06pm
6th Mar 2015 8:06pm
mylife
Im just a waste
Im a problem that was never faced
My thigh looks like a cutting board
The blood just poured and poured
Someone please put a bullet in my head
If im lucky I will be dead
This is my life
My best friends are a razor and a knife
I fake a smile
It works for a while
Maby no one will ever know
Ill try not to show
Isn’t this fun
Playing Russian roulette with no gun
But tons of pills
But the don’t have any kills
Every night I cry
And wonder why I cant die
Buts all the same
My life is a...
Im a problem that was never faced
My thigh looks like a cutting board
The blood just poured and poured
Someone please put a bullet in my head
If im lucky I will be dead
This is my life
My best friends are a razor and a knife
I fake a smile
It works for a while
Maby no one will ever know
Ill try not to show
Isn’t this fun
Playing Russian roulette with no gun
But tons of pills
But the don’t have any kills
Every night I cry
And wonder why I cant die
Buts all the same
My life is a...
505 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Mar 2015 7:36pm
6th Mar 2015 7:36pm
love
I loved you
You hurt me
I feel pain
But don’t feel bad
Im not sad
I moved on
Im over our song
It only took too long
You said you love me
But they was a lye
I lost sleep just wondering why
I couldn’t die
How I wasn’t good enough
Your hate made me tough
My heart is black
A soul I lack
No trust
No lust
No faith
You said I don’t care
U said I was never there
But who did you cry too
When your cuts were all new
Im sorry no fuck you
All I feel is pain
Its all for...
You hurt me
I feel pain
But don’t feel bad
Im not sad
I moved on
Im over our song
It only took too long
You said you love me
But they was a lye
I lost sleep just wondering why
I couldn’t die
How I wasn’t good enough
Your hate made me tough
My heart is black
A soul I lack
No trust
No lust
No faith
You said I don’t care
U said I was never there
But who did you cry too
When your cuts were all new
Im sorry no fuck you
All I feel is pain
Its all for...
663 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Mar 2015 8:26pm
4th Mar 2015 8:26pm
...
She was lying in bed
Life wasn’t what she was told
Wanting to be dead
It was summer but people were so cold
She wanted to clear her mind
So she went for a walk
Not knowing what she wanted to find
A fire escape with no lock
She went to the top
Wondering if she could fly
There was nothing to make her stop
She stepped to the ledge
And started to cry
This was the
Its her turn to die
Her final words before she went to fly
Good bye
Life wasn’t what she was told
Wanting to be dead
It was summer but people were so cold
She wanted to clear her mind
So she went for a walk
Not knowing what she wanted to find
A fire escape with no lock
She went to the top
Wondering if she could fly
There was nothing to make her stop
She stepped to the ledge
And started to cry
This was the
Its her turn to die
Her final words before she went to fly
Good bye
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2015 8:21pm
3rd Mar 2015 8:21pm
across the wrist
dull eyes
sharp razor
her mind is scared
just like her wrist
blood flows freely
pulse slowing
breath getting deeper
razor runs across her wrist
time and time again
when she didn't feel anything
it runs up her forearm
white skin turns red
soon floods her bed
this is the end
faint smile
doesn't last for a while
all fears are gone
all pain let go
last moments
last thoughts
last goodbyes
before she dies
sharp razor
her mind is scared
just like her wrist
blood flows freely
pulse slowing
breath getting deeper
razor runs across her wrist
time and time again
when she didn't feel anything
it runs up her forearm
white skin turns red
soon floods her bed
this is the end
faint smile
doesn't last for a while
all fears are gone
all pain let go
last moments
last thoughts
last goodbyes
before she dies
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Feb 2015 8:34pm
18th Feb 2015 8:34pm
alone
she gives a fake smile
we all know that has been hiding behind this mask for a while
and that he pillow is full of tears
its been catching them for years
from every time shes been called names
to her its hell to all the kids they're just games
but they have people who care at home
when she leaves school shes all alone
she never knew her dad
she only talks to her mom through the phone
and only sees her when shes passed out
they bully her for her moms choices
say shes going to follow moms foot steps
what they don't know is they're words...
we all know that has been hiding behind this mask for a while
and that he pillow is full of tears
its been catching them for years
from every time shes been called names
to her its hell to all the kids they're just games
but they have people who care at home
when she leaves school shes all alone
she never knew her dad
she only talks to her mom through the phone
and only sees her when shes passed out
they bully her for her moms choices
say shes going to follow moms foot steps
what they don't know is they're words...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Feb 2015 4:50pm
18th Feb 2015 4:50pm
everything is ruined
its getting worse
i'm digging my own grave
picking out the hearse
for my last ride
all i do is cause pain
i'm sorry i lied
but my thigh shows that i cried
the blood wouldn't stop
the cut was so deep
my thigh looks like it came from a chop shop
i know you don't care
i know this isnt your falt
but is blaming me fair
for telling you how i feel
i know you think i'm fake
but every word was real
they came straight from my heart
dont you think thats a start
i'm digging my own grave
picking out the hearse
for my last ride
all i do is cause pain
i'm sorry i lied
but my thigh shows that i cried
the blood wouldn't stop
the cut was so deep
my thigh looks like it came from a chop shop
i know you don't care
i know this isnt your falt
but is blaming me fair
for telling you how i feel
i know you think i'm fake
but every word was real
they came straight from my heart
dont you think thats a start
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2015 2:47pm
4th Feb 2015 2:47pm
one cut
One cut two cuts three cuts fore
Are you happy that im bleeding out on to the floor
One pill two pills three pills fore
Im still alive so ill take a few more
All ill ever be is a failure
There isn’t anything I can do right
Except for fuck everything up
My end is surly in sight
All I have left is a empty cup
No friends no joy
I am just treated like a toy
As if I don’t feel too
But believe me that isn’t true
I torcher my self every day
One cut two cuts three cuts fore
Are you happy that im bleeding out on to the floor
One...
Are you happy that im bleeding out on to the floor
One pill two pills three pills fore
Im still alive so ill take a few more
All ill ever be is a failure
There isn’t anything I can do right
Except for fuck everything up
My end is surly in sight
All I have left is a empty cup
No friends no joy
I am just treated like a toy
As if I don’t feel too
But believe me that isn’t true
I torcher my self every day
One cut two cuts three cuts fore
Are you happy that im bleeding out on to the floor
One...
733 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Feb 2015 1:22pm
4th Feb 2015 1:22pm
gone
I gave you my heart
And let you just hold it
I’m sorry its turned black
But life is something I lack
I started to feel it again
When you used smile
I know it’s been a while
And somehow you died before me
But I still love you
Isn’t that plain to see
Our love wasn’t perfect but it wasn’t a bereft
I gave up because your all I had left
Now im covered in scars
Knowing ill never see you again
I find peace in the stars
Because I know ur in haven
And let you just hold it
I’m sorry its turned black
But life is something I lack
I started to feel it again
When you used smile
I know it’s been a while
And somehow you died before me
But I still love you
Isn’t that plain to see
Our love wasn’t perfect but it wasn’t a bereft
I gave up because your all I had left
Now im covered in scars
Knowing ill never see you again
I find peace in the stars
Because I know ur in haven
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Nov 2014 3:27am
21st Nov 2014 3:27am
less and less
how many people out there had a dream that got replaced by a nightmare
and they mastered how to hide their fear with a blank stare
no matter how hard you try
you still wanna die
no matter how many pills they give you
there is still nothing doctors can do
you're just a lost soul sitting in the dark
With the razor sliding across your wrist
you tried for you vain but missed
across the river down the stream
let the blood flow out the seems
you running out of blood just like dreams
my life is becoming less and less
im cracking...
and they mastered how to hide their fear with a blank stare
no matter how hard you try
you still wanna die
no matter how many pills they give you
there is still nothing doctors can do
you're just a lost soul sitting in the dark
With the razor sliding across your wrist
you tried for you vain but missed
across the river down the stream
let the blood flow out the seems
you running out of blood just like dreams
my life is becoming less and less
im cracking...
761 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Nov 2014 8:43pm
18th Nov 2014 8:43pm
life
There words are stuck in my mind
Coming from people of every kind
No matter how popular
There words turned in to blackness
Witch turned in to rage
I took it out of my self
Can show you all my scars
I know all there stories
I know my life wasn’t ment to last longer than 14 years
My brother who says I should be dead
He Doesn’t know I used to cut
Every night in my bed
And in my head
I’ve killed my self over 1000 times
Day after day
I get called gay
Fat
Ugly
Dumb
Words hurt more then the razor
I used to cut...
Coming from people of every kind
No matter how popular
There words turned in to blackness
Witch turned in to rage
I took it out of my self
Can show you all my scars
I know all there stories
I know my life wasn’t ment to last longer than 14 years
My brother who says I should be dead
He Doesn’t know I used to cut
Every night in my bed
And in my head
I’ve killed my self over 1000 times
Day after day
I get called gay
Fat
Ugly
Dumb
Words hurt more then the razor
I used to cut...
1066 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
13th Nov 2014 6:37pm
13th Nov 2014 6:37pm
revolution
there's a darkness rising
turning it to rage
the revaluation is near
its time to turn a new page
no longer will we stand in the shadows
and black of night
we know what to do
soon we shale fight
this is a revolution
revolution
so come my friend
your scars we can mend
with us your safe
it will all be over soon
revolution
revolution
this is a revolution
revolution
so come my friend
were close to the end
this is a place of refugee
things will change you will...
turning it to rage
the revaluation is near
its time to turn a new page
no longer will we stand in the shadows
and black of night
we know what to do
soon we shale fight
this is a revolution
revolution
so come my friend
your scars we can mend
with us your safe
it will all be over soon
revolution
revolution
this is a revolution
revolution
so come my friend
were close to the end
this is a place of refugee
things will change you will...
548 reads
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