Submissions by pumkinking
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been through a lot and have depression. That's why my poems are sad and i can spell at all sorry :(.
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
27th Jun 2016 8:29pm
27th Jun 2016 8:29pm
finding love at warped tour
I woke up and laid in bed for a while. I didn’t want to get up my bed was so worm and comfy but my alarm went off playing I hate this town by a day to remember. I rolled over and looked at my phone screen. ”VANS WARPED TOUR!!” I got up and stared to get dressed baggy black shorts, falling in reverse shirt and chain wallet , that was 2 ft to long but I didn’t care. I went into the bathroom and put my black and green hair in to a Mohawk. My phone went off
Bff” hey sorry I wont really be able to hang out there today ill be with this guy I met last night.”
Me” its okay I have plenty of...
Bff” hey sorry I wont really be able to hang out there today ill be with this guy I met last night.”
Me” its okay I have plenty of...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2016 5:11pm
23rd Jun 2016 5:11pm
tif
Are you just dragging me along
Do you know that this is wrong
All I feel is pain
I should see that your just playing with my brain
Its driving me insane
You only want to be friends
Then why say you love me
What do you want to be
Because I though you missed me too
But I can see that that isn’t true
Now you say you never needed me
I just want to run and flee
All ur baggage come with I fee
I just cant pay
If you love me stay
If not go away
I cant give you anymore of my heart
It was missing pieces from the start...
Do you know that this is wrong
All I feel is pain
I should see that your just playing with my brain
Its driving me insane
You only want to be friends
Then why say you love me
What do you want to be
Because I though you missed me too
But I can see that that isn’t true
Now you say you never needed me
I just want to run and flee
All ur baggage come with I fee
I just cant pay
If you love me stay
If not go away
I cant give you anymore of my heart
It was missing pieces from the start...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jun 2016 5:16pm
22nd Jun 2016 5:16pm
I wish you were mine
yOu always look so fine
No one can hold a match to your beauty
Cupid must be off duty
Because your still not head over heels
I don’t know if any part of me appeals
But ill stand hear and try
When im with you I feel like I can fly
I can get lost in your eyes
Its like im on a high
I never want to come down
yOu always look so fine
No one can hold a match to your beauty
Cupid must be off duty
Because your still not head over heels
I don’t know if any part of me appeals
But ill stand hear and try
When im with you I feel like I can fly
I can get lost in your eyes
Its like im on a high
I never want to come down
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Jun 2016 5:05pm
14th Jun 2016 5:05pm
heart shaped razor
Ill slit my wrist with a heart shaped razor
But when I hug her it wont faze her
She feeds of my pain
But I don’t know what she has to gain
I go lower and lower
I run out of love to show her
Its like she has a gun to my head
Ill always do what she said
Her smile
Makes it all worth while
But when I hug her it wont faze her
She feeds of my pain
But I don’t know what she has to gain
I go lower and lower
I run out of love to show her
Its like she has a gun to my head
Ill always do what she said
Her smile
Makes it all worth while
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2016 5:20pm
2nd Jun 2016 5:20pm
fine
Drag the razor across my wrist
Tell me you love me as I die
The good thing is ill never know if it’s a lye
So stab your knife in my back
Ill be fine
This cut is just a line
And the blood dripping down my wrist feels like a old friend
Coming to tell me that my suffering is coming to a end
But as the blood would make a splat on the floor my friend was gone
Coming down from the high
Realizing I started to cry
Coming back to reality
Ill just sit here and plea
For you to leave my mind
But that’s just another dream with you in...
Tell me you love me as I die
The good thing is ill never know if it’s a lye
So stab your knife in my back
Ill be fine
This cut is just a line
And the blood dripping down my wrist feels like a old friend
Coming to tell me that my suffering is coming to a end
But as the blood would make a splat on the floor my friend was gone
Coming down from the high
Realizing I started to cry
Coming back to reality
Ill just sit here and plea
For you to leave my mind
But that’s just another dream with you in...
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SELF POEM
Published
31st May 2016 5:11pm
31st May 2016 5:11pm
i cant smile
How can I smile
I forgot
I haven’t don’t it in a while
It feels like I got shot
But im physically okay
Meantaly I died yesterday
I am just so done
30 days of night there is no sun
Im always dipressed
Sorry my righting isn happy
Sorry you don’t like the way im dressed
Im just trying to be me
Im sorry I cant conform to what you want me to
Im to fat to fit
So throw your words at me
Ill take it like another hit
The bruses will go away
But my fucked up mind is here to stay
I forgot
I haven’t don’t it in a while
It feels like I got shot
But im physically okay
Meantaly I died yesterday
I am just so done
30 days of night there is no sun
Im always dipressed
Sorry my righting isn happy
Sorry you don’t like the way im dressed
Im just trying to be me
Im sorry I cant conform to what you want me to
Im to fat to fit
So throw your words at me
Ill take it like another hit
The bruses will go away
But my fucked up mind is here to stay
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th May 2016 5:26pm
20th May 2016 5:26pm
first kiss
My first kiss
Your blue eyes sparkled like freshly polished jasper
I was shanking like a leaf
But you said it would a fun date
so I went along
we stepped on to the ice and I fell
I said I was ok
But it hurt like hell
I grabbed you hand
As we made our ay across the ice
Ide slip
You’d smile
I was hoping this would last for a while
You were right
I wont lye it a amazing night
We waited for your folks to pick you up
I did know what to say
But you kissed me
And I never felt that way
I know you problably...
Your blue eyes sparkled like freshly polished jasper
I was shanking like a leaf
But you said it would a fun date
so I went along
we stepped on to the ice and I fell
I said I was ok
But it hurt like hell
I grabbed you hand
As we made our ay across the ice
Ide slip
You’d smile
I was hoping this would last for a while
You were right
I wont lye it a amazing night
We waited for your folks to pick you up
I did know what to say
But you kissed me
And I never felt that way
I know you problably...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th May 2016 5:14pm
20th May 2016 5:14pm
did you
Can I change my past
Put your memory last
Forget all the pain
Hell I still cant listen to drops of Jupiter by train
I know we no ongerr talk
When im around you im a gawk
I still have you secrets buried in my skin
Every now and then I think what we could have been
I mean I though you loved me
Was that not true
Is hurting people something that you just do
I know I shouldn’t have crawled back
For the 20th time
But what you did should be a crime
Letting me feel passion
Then dropping me like I went out of fashion
I...
Put your memory last
Forget all the pain
Hell I still cant listen to drops of Jupiter by train
I know we no ongerr talk
When im around you im a gawk
I still have you secrets buried in my skin
Every now and then I think what we could have been
I mean I though you loved me
Was that not true
Is hurting people something that you just do
I know I shouldn’t have crawled back
For the 20th time
But what you did should be a crime
Letting me feel passion
Then dropping me like I went out of fashion
I...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th May 2016 8:37pm
18th May 2016 8:37pm
Failure generation
Im from the tech generation
Their to busy looking at their phone screens to see whats wrong
My generation is more worried about getting high off of drugs
Then getting high grades
Their all thugs or so they think
A video of a fight
will have them talking all night
im part of the generation that ashames America
we bring nothing to the table
our biggest achievement is getting I high score in gta
my generation wants everything handed to them
they think past generations should pave the way
im from the generation I hate
I feel like I...
Their to busy looking at their phone screens to see whats wrong
My generation is more worried about getting high off of drugs
Then getting high grades
Their all thugs or so they think
A video of a fight
will have them talking all night
im part of the generation that ashames America
we bring nothing to the table
our biggest achievement is getting I high score in gta
my generation wants everything handed to them
they think past generations should pave the way
im from the generation I hate
I feel like I...
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SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2016 5:18pm
10th May 2016 5:18pm
to big
Weight
Im fat
I cant hide it
It takes years to get over the names I was called
Tubby
Fat ass
In public everyone says its okay
They say Body shaming is bad
But online in closed chats
The names fly like bullets
And In the target in 4th grade
I was the outlier
All the kids were 60 70 lbs
I was 130
I almost fail gym
I couldn’t run a mile in under 10 min
But they could hide behind me in dodge ball
Middle school started and things got worse
My weight was noticed by everyone
Going to school fat was like...
Im fat
I cant hide it
It takes years to get over the names I was called
Tubby
Fat ass
In public everyone says its okay
They say Body shaming is bad
But online in closed chats
The names fly like bullets
And In the target in 4th grade
I was the outlier
All the kids were 60 70 lbs
I was 130
I almost fail gym
I couldn’t run a mile in under 10 min
But they could hide behind me in dodge ball
Middle school started and things got worse
My weight was noticed by everyone
Going to school fat was like...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2016 5:24pm
22nd Feb 2016 5:24pm
hate
I hate this
The way I feel about you
The way I miss your kiss
The way I know everything you said isn’t true
I hate the way I love your eyes
The way I forgave you for all the lies
That I became addicted to your pain
And when you leave me alone I go insane
I hate that you have all my love
I hate that I let it go when push comes to shove
I’m love you and I always will
I hate that as you live im left in the past still
I hate you
I love you
The way I feel about you
The way I miss your kiss
The way I know everything you said isn’t true
I hate the way I love your eyes
The way I forgave you for all the lies
That I became addicted to your pain
And when you leave me alone I go insane
I hate that you have all my love
I hate that I let it go when push comes to shove
I’m love you and I always will
I hate that as you live im left in the past still
I hate you
I love you
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Jan 2016 12:35pm
25th Jan 2016 12:35pm
dear nurse
Dear nurse
Please don’t tell me im lucky to be alive
If I was lucky I would be in a morgue
Laying on a cold metal slab
So my mind can cool off from being called fat
I would be able to say I have a death bed
If I was lucky I would be dead
If I was lucky this rope burn
Would be the last scar
The last mark
Staining the canvas of my skin
Dear nurse
Don’t tell me what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger
How dose knowing I cant even end my life make me stronger
If I was stronger wouldn’t I be able to hold on to life longer
Because I...
Please don’t tell me im lucky to be alive
If I was lucky I would be in a morgue
Laying on a cold metal slab
So my mind can cool off from being called fat
I would be able to say I have a death bed
If I was lucky I would be dead
If I was lucky this rope burn
Would be the last scar
The last mark
Staining the canvas of my skin
Dear nurse
Don’t tell me what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger
How dose knowing I cant even end my life make me stronger
If I was stronger wouldn’t I be able to hold on to life longer
Because I...
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