Submissions by phantomatic1117 (soap_soap)

people enjoy watching true crime.
the gore.
the murder.
people enjoy watching natural disasters.
the floods.
the fires.
they stare in awe.
i think people like to watch my suffering too.
the chemical burns on my soul.
they watch as it eats away at every part of me.
completely enraptured by the destruction it does to me.
helpless…
agonizing…
when did a tortured soul become a show for others to gaze at?

Possessed by my infatuation.
I’m intoxicated  
yet drowning in the idea of you.
A confession of my obsession.
Or merely the portrayal of my love.
 
The amount of love i feel towards you is
equating in the extremity as a love for God.