Submissions by damagedandy
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Mar 2014 5:17am
5th Mar 2014 5:17am
I hurt myself
I stabbed myself
I slashed my delts now I'll flop about as my arms bleed out
Cut my wrist I ended this, holding drugs in both my fists
in my right hand I hold the blue pill
in my left I hold the red
on the table is some brandy I took them both and now I'm dead
There is no afterlife it's a lie they made so you'll pay the price
a story so you don't think twice when you take up arms against your brother's wife
I digress
I'm under too much stress
adderall caffeine lsd and...
I slashed my delts now I'll flop about as my arms bleed out
Cut my wrist I ended this, holding drugs in both my fists
in my right hand I hold the blue pill
in my left I hold the red
on the table is some brandy I took them both and now I'm dead
There is no afterlife it's a lie they made so you'll pay the price
a story so you don't think twice when you take up arms against your brother's wife
I digress
I'm under too much stress
adderall caffeine lsd and...
1192 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Feb 2014 9:58pm
24th Feb 2014 9:58pm
ouch
that awkward moment
when someone hates you
she was here first so theres not much I can do
i’m a little confused kuz her writing sucks
so maybe she’s jealous
like I give two fucks
I think she hates men
though it could just be me
by the way, she’s the one who thinks i’m a creep
she thinks I need help
she deduced that from my writing
it’s a pathetic person who finds words frightening
with her immense knowledge of my personal life
she feels qualified to comment on the things I write
i’m really quite...
when someone hates you
she was here first so theres not much I can do
i’m a little confused kuz her writing sucks
so maybe she’s jealous
like I give two fucks
I think she hates men
though it could just be me
by the way, she’s the one who thinks i’m a creep
she thinks I need help
she deduced that from my writing
it’s a pathetic person who finds words frightening
with her immense knowledge of my personal life
she feels qualified to comment on the things I write
i’m really quite...
802 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Feb 2014 6:31pm
24th Feb 2014 6:31pm
don't even read this one
acid bath
fucking trap
lovely dreams
looping fast
blotter race
i'm off my face
you're privy to
my disgrace
bones of steel
will of iron
mental spaceman
i'm really flying
colors blur
he's a her
pumping him
prince of sin
needle fills
innocence spills
this nightmare will
give you chills
get some help
you fucking creep
stay away from me
don't chase the sheep
the world hates you
plan your escape
they can't chase you
if you're not awake
fucking trap
lovely dreams
looping fast
blotter race
i'm off my face
you're privy to
my disgrace
bones of steel
will of iron
mental spaceman
i'm really flying
colors blur
he's a her
pumping him
prince of sin
needle fills
innocence spills
this nightmare will
give you chills
get some help
you fucking creep
stay away from me
don't chase the sheep
the world hates you
plan your escape
they can't chase you
if you're not awake
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Feb 2014 5:32am
24th Feb 2014 5:32am
hindsighted
filled with hate
overcome with love
pierced by an arrow but i'm still a dove
injured kittens are just as cute
I don't know why I bother, this point it moot
no matter how angry you think you can make me
you won't win, you'll never break me
you choked me with infidelity
now I see, the problem wasn't you it was me
I was being selfish
I wanted you to love me
you did love me, that's not what I meant
I wanted too much of you
asked too much from you
and now my despair screwed up my lament
Hugged you...
overcome with love
pierced by an arrow but i'm still a dove
injured kittens are just as cute
I don't know why I bother, this point it moot
no matter how angry you think you can make me
you won't win, you'll never break me
you choked me with infidelity
now I see, the problem wasn't you it was me
I was being selfish
I wanted you to love me
you did love me, that's not what I meant
I wanted too much of you
asked too much from you
and now my despair screwed up my lament
Hugged you...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Feb 2014 4:47am
24th Feb 2014 4:47am
meow
murder porn makes me warm
the wolf revealed, the sheep is shorn
terrified with angels eyes
filled with fear and paralyzed
the flock all fled, your friends all left
it's just you here to face your death
your cry for help and beg for mercy
I don't know her, did you mean Marcy?
I live on blood, I'm fucking starving
feels like christmas, let's do some carving
four inch blade, gleaming steel
touched to skin, how does it feel?
I want to know for i'm not real
it's lost on me, this ordeal
too...
the wolf revealed, the sheep is shorn
terrified with angels eyes
filled with fear and paralyzed
the flock all fled, your friends all left
it's just you here to face your death
your cry for help and beg for mercy
I don't know her, did you mean Marcy?
I live on blood, I'm fucking starving
feels like christmas, let's do some carving
four inch blade, gleaming steel
touched to skin, how does it feel?
I want to know for i'm not real
it's lost on me, this ordeal
too...
764 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Feb 2014 5:47pm
21st Feb 2014 5:47pm
grumpy
fuck you, you slut
I hate you I regret that I ever dated you
I hated you while I dated you and I cheated on you
I fucked a stripper named candy
hey look at that candy and andy
not making this shit up, you know that kuz you met her
Ignored you
bored of you
get away from me my days bad enough without you interrupting my sleep
locked my door and you just stood there banging away for hours
knocking and knocking
no thought of stopping
you got what you wanted though you evil cunt
fucking british people
fucking british women...
I hate you I regret that I ever dated you
I hated you while I dated you and I cheated on you
I fucked a stripper named candy
hey look at that candy and andy
not making this shit up, you know that kuz you met her
Ignored you
bored of you
get away from me my days bad enough without you interrupting my sleep
locked my door and you just stood there banging away for hours
knocking and knocking
no thought of stopping
you got what you wanted though you evil cunt
fucking british people
fucking british women...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Feb 2014 5:42pm
21st Feb 2014 5:42pm
distracted scribbles
I don't still miss you
remember the last time I kissed you
saw a shooting star and the only wish I had was that you weren't so far away
every day I wake alone
cold and empty
lonely bones
lost in love
please don't release the doves
perfect escaped and now we hurt everyday
it's the same each dawn, adds another bar to the gate
resentment grows, love stories begin to grate
blackening heart filled with hate
lost
the only time I believed in fate
I wish I had the strength to fight but Lacey it's...
remember the last time I kissed you
saw a shooting star and the only wish I had was that you weren't so far away
every day I wake alone
cold and empty
lonely bones
lost in love
please don't release the doves
perfect escaped and now we hurt everyday
it's the same each dawn, adds another bar to the gate
resentment grows, love stories begin to grate
blackening heart filled with hate
lost
the only time I believed in fate
I wish I had the strength to fight but Lacey it's...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
21st Feb 2014 4:24am
21st Feb 2014 4:24am
thank you for being there for me
i'm cringing
so much whinging
and from me
looking back makes the sadness attack
that I could let something take me over like that
clear headed with open eyes
looking back at all my lies
there was something deep inside
that made my real voice run and hide
I was in pain
but i'm always in pain
just my willpower wasn't the same
I tried and tried but it seemed in vain
head trauma clouded me
shrouded me in misery
forgot how to speak
it just got worse by the week
i'm making excuses
that's why i'm...
so much whinging
and from me
looking back makes the sadness attack
that I could let something take me over like that
clear headed with open eyes
looking back at all my lies
there was something deep inside
that made my real voice run and hide
I was in pain
but i'm always in pain
just my willpower wasn't the same
I tried and tried but it seemed in vain
head trauma clouded me
shrouded me in misery
forgot how to speak
it just got worse by the week
i'm making excuses
that's why i'm...
945 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Feb 2014 4:22pm
18th Feb 2014 4:22pm
hey andy, it's been a while
i'm so sober
this is finally almost over
my self control has returned
evicted the animal before too much of me got burned
daily fight
when you don't sleep the pain doesn't end at night
my thoughts are becoming more clear
I even made it here without causing someone to spill tears
that's a lie
I try but care for me is lessening
I was too busy being Andy to take the time for those that matter to me
i'm genuinely regretful
friendships forgotten because of me
i'm too shy and I forget how to speak
but now i'm clean...
this is finally almost over
my self control has returned
evicted the animal before too much of me got burned
daily fight
when you don't sleep the pain doesn't end at night
my thoughts are becoming more clear
I even made it here without causing someone to spill tears
that's a lie
I try but care for me is lessening
I was too busy being Andy to take the time for those that matter to me
i'm genuinely regretful
friendships forgotten because of me
i'm too shy and I forget how to speak
but now i'm clean...
851 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Feb 2014 00:16am
16th Feb 2014 00:16am
I had a sore throat
font=Times New Roman][font=Trebuchet MS]nyquil is such a bitch
who would have thought cough medicine could make the insides of my eyes itch
it's a shame
who's to blame
i'm only 8
only just learned to spell my name
in cursive
i'm a big boy
innocent and my soul is clean but it's so weird
the feeling from this liquid green
mother thinks she's helping me but she's only just creating me
faking sick so she goes to get it
I wasn't being manipulative I just didn't think to ask for it
now i'm downing half the bottle so I can get some...
who would have thought cough medicine could make the insides of my eyes itch
it's a shame
who's to blame
i'm only 8
only just learned to spell my name
in cursive
i'm a big boy
innocent and my soul is clean but it's so weird
the feeling from this liquid green
mother thinks she's helping me but she's only just creating me
faking sick so she goes to get it
I wasn't being manipulative I just didn't think to ask for it
now i'm downing half the bottle so I can get some...
741 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Feb 2014 4:28pm
14th Feb 2014 4:28pm
if my mother wrote me a letter
i'm so sorry about that day
the day I gave you away
I wish i had the strength to do what was right
but the drugs made me weaker when i fell onto my knees at night
artificial existence, by paying for it I lost my ticket to reminisce
too suggestible, like herding animals
living in a dream, not qualified to be a wife
but for the cunt that fucked me i'm good enough to carry life
sleepwalk for my fear of talking
what that means is I was afraid of life so turned to the pipe
tinkerbell helps me fly, through my day
through my...
the day I gave you away
I wish i had the strength to do what was right
but the drugs made me weaker when i fell onto my knees at night
artificial existence, by paying for it I lost my ticket to reminisce
too suggestible, like herding animals
living in a dream, not qualified to be a wife
but for the cunt that fucked me i'm good enough to carry life
sleepwalk for my fear of talking
what that means is I was afraid of life so turned to the pipe
tinkerbell helps me fly, through my day
through my...
905 reads
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