Submissions by Sexyseaschelle (Seaschelle_Fairy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my stuff was written years ago altho i have gone back and re written many pieces i felt weren't that good and I've edited some but i have some recent ones also so i hope someone finds some enjoyment from some of my stuff. Happy everything
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Jan 2021 3:46pm
7th Jan 2021 3:46pm
Why do I bother?
So I try once again, before i give up and give in.
There's really not much else i can do..
So i ask myself why, as i continue to cry...
But i know that i don't have a clue.
So i climb into bed and i cover my head,
because the voices are loud in my brain.
And it's just so much to bear, as i lie alone there,
and my tears fall steady like rain.
In my mind i keep thinking,
of how low i've been sinking...
With all these thoughts in my head running loose ...
The rejection does sting but I can't do anything.
I know in my heart...
There's really not much else i can do..
So i ask myself why, as i continue to cry...
But i know that i don't have a clue.
So i climb into bed and i cover my head,
because the voices are loud in my brain.
And it's just so much to bear, as i lie alone there,
and my tears fall steady like rain.
In my mind i keep thinking,
of how low i've been sinking...
With all these thoughts in my head running loose ...
The rejection does sting but I can't do anything.
I know in my heart...
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#emptiness
403 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th Jan 2021 4:21am
6th Jan 2021 4:21am
Wes
Wesley Ray I miss you ..
Although its been awhile.
I miss your laugh , I miss our talks and the way you make me smile.
I miss everything about you ,
And that sexy little grin.
I miss the way you make me gasp
Each time you push it in. .
The days pass by and life goes on
I know this much Is true.
But my life has grown much darker now
Since I haven't been with you.
Inside my body's aching,
Longing for your touch.
Outside I'll just keep waiting
Cuz I miss you very much.
Although its been awhile.
I miss your laugh , I miss our talks and the way you make me smile.
I miss everything about you ,
And that sexy little grin.
I miss the way you make me gasp
Each time you push it in. .
The days pass by and life goes on
I know this much Is true.
But my life has grown much darker now
Since I haven't been with you.
Inside my body's aching,
Longing for your touch.
Outside I'll just keep waiting
Cuz I miss you very much.
#love
#hope
#emotions
673 reads
7 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
6th Jan 2021 4:13am
6th Jan 2021 4:13am
For my sexy cowboy part 4
#lover
#sensual
#passion
338 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Apr 2020 9:00am
28th Apr 2020 9:00am
How I feel (another unfinished start )!
I've thought about this letter,
And the words I long to write.
I'm so TROUBLED with confusion,
I can hardly sleep at night.
Cuz here is where I fear a change,
And man change can be tough.
But alas the plot doth thicken,
Cuz I think I've had enough.
But I don't want it to be over .
Not when you are all I've got.
And truthfully let's face it ,...
The sex is really hot.
I really want to call you ,
Hear your voice and kinda smile.
I wish that i could hold you close
For just a little while.
Its just so...
And the words I long to write.
I'm so TROUBLED with confusion,
I can hardly sleep at night.
Cuz here is where I fear a change,
And man change can be tough.
But alas the plot doth thicken,
Cuz I think I've had enough.
But I don't want it to be over .
Not when you are all I've got.
And truthfully let's face it ,...
The sex is really hot.
I really want to call you ,
Hear your voice and kinda smile.
I wish that i could hold you close
For just a little while.
Its just so...
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken #confusion
#heartbroken #confusion
467 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
27th Apr 2020 10:11pm
27th Apr 2020 10:11pm
How I really feel.
I've thought about this constantly,
And the words I want to write.
I'm so tormented by confusion ..
I can't hardly sleep at night.
I wish that I could call you.,
Cuz your voice just makes me smile,
I wish that I could hold you close ,
For just a little while.
I wish that I could send a text ,
And get one in return.
I've been thru this so many times,
You'd think id finally learn.
But I think of you so easily ,
A thousand times a day.
And when your sleeping next to me ,
I lie awake and pray.
And I've said...
And the words I want to write.
I'm so tormented by confusion ..
I can't hardly sleep at night.
I wish that I could call you.,
Cuz your voice just makes me smile,
I wish that I could hold you close ,
For just a little while.
I wish that I could send a text ,
And get one in return.
I've been thru this so many times,
You'd think id finally learn.
But I think of you so easily ,
A thousand times a day.
And when your sleeping next to me ,
I lie awake and pray.
And I've said...
#sadness
#loneliness
#disappointment #emptiness
#disappointment #emptiness
556 reads
8 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
8th Apr 2020 1:53am
8th Apr 2020 1:53am
For my sexy Cowboy part 3
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
1013 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Apr 2020 00:33am
6th Apr 2020 00:33am
For my son
I know you don't think much of me.
I know I'm not that great.
I know sometimes you look at me and your eyes are filled w hate.
I can't undo what has been done ,
The past is set in stone .
I can't get back your childhood years,
And now your almost grown .
I thought I knew how fast time flew,
But I realized much to late .
I can't force love into your heart
If already there is hate.
I can't take back the pain you feel,
The damage has been done .
All I can do is try to prove ,
How much I love you son.
I...
I know I'm not that great.
I know sometimes you look at me and your eyes are filled w hate.
I can't undo what has been done ,
The past is set in stone .
I can't get back your childhood years,
And now your almost grown .
I thought I knew how fast time flew,
But I realized much to late .
I can't force love into your heart
If already there is hate.
I can't take back the pain you feel,
The damage has been done .
All I can do is try to prove ,
How much I love you son.
I...
#father
#parent
#separation #son
#separation #son
657 reads
10 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
25th Mar 2020 6:56pm
25th Mar 2020 6:56pm
For my sexy cowboy ( part 2)
#sex
#erotic
#lover #dirty
#lover #dirty
1212 reads
15 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2020 9:27pm
23rd Mar 2020 9:27pm
Love as a sickness
Im so very tired, Lord.
So weak and unsure.
I feel so sick deep inside,
And I'm afraid there's no cure.
I don't know how to fight it.
Don't even know if I can ....
Because whatever happens ,
It's all part of a plan.
But Heavenly Father,
Please spare me more pain .
I'm not sure j can take it ,
Without going insane.
I've learned so many lessons,
From so many mistakes.
And I've found there's no cure ,
For the heart when it breaks.
No one is immune ,
And there is no vaccine.
They say time will heal it ,...
So weak and unsure.
I feel so sick deep inside,
And I'm afraid there's no cure.
I don't know how to fight it.
Don't even know if I can ....
Because whatever happens ,
It's all part of a plan.
But Heavenly Father,
Please spare me more pain .
I'm not sure j can take it ,
Without going insane.
I've learned so many lessons,
From so many mistakes.
And I've found there's no cure ,
For the heart when it breaks.
No one is immune ,
And there is no vaccine.
They say time will heal it ,...
#sadness
#frustration
#despair
389 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2020 10:33am
23rd Mar 2020 10:33am
I played the fool...
Was I only dreaming?
Was I playing pretend?
Was I ooking for love?
Or did I just need a friend?
Was I really that stupid?
I bet I looked like a fool.
I acted so confident .
I thought it was cool.
Was everyone laughing,
When my back was turned?
I'm strong but I'm hurting ,
From this lesson I learned.
God grant me wisdom.
Was I really that dense?
What on Earth was I thinking ?
Il lacked common sense.
Looking back, I feel foolish .
Surely j must've known..
But once again I'm...
Was I playing pretend?
Was I ooking for love?
Or did I just need a friend?
Was I really that stupid?
I bet I looked like a fool.
I acted so confident .
I thought it was cool.
Was everyone laughing,
When my back was turned?
I'm strong but I'm hurting ,
From this lesson I learned.
God grant me wisdom.
Was I really that dense?
What on Earth was I thinking ?
Il lacked common sense.
Looking back, I feel foolish .
Surely j must've known..
But once again I'm...
#regret
#shame
#disappointment
694 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Mar 2020 1:33am
21st Mar 2020 1:33am
What it is ...
It's a tragedy, it's a paradox..
It's so much mass confusion.
In memory of hopes and dreams,
A mere optical illusion.
It's a fantasy , it's a fairytale,
Make believe or just pretend.
It's the sudden realization,
That no one is your friend.
It's insanity , it's reality ,
It's a dream without no hope.
It's when you spent your whole life,
Wasting time and doing dope.
It's both a fear and longing ,
And a loneliness so deep.
You toss and turn all night in bed.
But you can't fall asleep.
It's the cold hard truth...
It's so much mass confusion.
In memory of hopes and dreams,
A mere optical illusion.
It's a fantasy , it's a fairytale,
Make believe or just pretend.
It's the sudden realization,
That no one is your friend.
It's insanity , it's reality ,
It's a dream without no hope.
It's when you spent your whole life,
Wasting time and doing dope.
It's both a fear and longing ,
And a loneliness so deep.
You toss and turn all night in bed.
But you can't fall asleep.
It's the cold hard truth...
#loneliness
#confusion
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
528 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Mar 2020 10:02am
20th Mar 2020 10:02am
Alright Father God
Alright Father God,
I'm here and I'm mad !
I'm not sure if you hear me,
But I need your help bad .
No one here really knows me,
On both the inside and out.
They just don't have a clue ,
What I'm really about.
I mean , I'm a pretender,
And I talk a good talk ,
But I'm getting so tired,
Of walking the walk.
I put on an image,
And it's not even that good.
But I've been trying so hard
And I'd change if I could.
But I just don't have it in me,
I'm just so bitter and week.
I...
I'm here and I'm mad !
I'm not sure if you hear me,
But I need your help bad .
No one here really knows me,
On both the inside and out.
They just don't have a clue ,
What I'm really about.
I mean , I'm a pretender,
And I talk a good talk ,
But I'm getting so tired,
Of walking the walk.
I put on an image,
And it's not even that good.
But I've been trying so hard
And I'd change if I could.
But I just don't have it in me,
I'm just so bitter and week.
I...
#God
#faith
#spiritual
697 reads
8 Comments
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