Submissions by Sexyseaschelle (Seaschelle_Fairy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my stuff was written years ago altho i have gone back and re written many pieces i felt weren't that good and I've edited some but i have some recent ones also so i hope someone finds some enjoyment from some of my stuff. Happy everything
The Bible, a savior and a broken heart!
On I wish I knew just what to say ,
To help u ease your pain.
Spending too much time alone
Can make a man insane.
I know that you are broken,
And I know just how u feel ...
I know that it will take some time,
Before u start to heal...
I've spent lots of hours,
All alone and torn apart.
I still have scars that bleed sometimes
Deep inside my heart.
I didn't want to meet you..
Didn't want to take a chance.
Wasn't looking for a new friend
Or even fake romance.
I seldom make much effort,
Cuz I don't...
To help u ease your pain.
Spending too much time alone
Can make a man insane.
I know that you are broken,
And I know just how u feel ...
I know that it will take some time,
Before u start to heal...
I've spent lots of hours,
All alone and torn apart.
I still have scars that bleed sometimes
Deep inside my heart.
I didn't want to meet you..
Didn't want to take a chance.
Wasn't looking for a new friend
Or even fake romance.
I seldom make much effort,
Cuz I don't...
#sadness
#loneliness
#rejection #heartbroken
#rejection #heartbroken
110 reads
5 Comments
Human nature
As humans we long to find love and affection,
Wandering lost, w no sense of direction .
So many lost souls, but no 2 are the same ,
And most people these days are all pretty lame.
Some how on the inside, I've been losing my mind. But reality is something im not trying to find.
Its all very stupid if ull look at the facts.
Just shut up for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short and the time just flies by.
Father time is the pilot so I assume he gets high.
They say you'll get good things if your willing to wait ,
But...
Wandering lost, w no sense of direction .
So many lost souls, but no 2 are the same ,
And most people these days are all pretty lame.
Some how on the inside, I've been losing my mind. But reality is something im not trying to find.
Its all very stupid if ull look at the facts.
Just shut up for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short and the time just flies by.
Father time is the pilot so I assume he gets high.
They say you'll get good things if your willing to wait ,
But...
#regret
#loneliness
#emptiness
81 reads
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Sisters
Thru years of laughter, and even tears.
Thru all the pain and happy cheers!!
Thru bullshit fights, and cold cold shoulders.
To arguments cuz you acted older.
Sly remarks, and evil eyes.
Yet choked back sobs from each goodbye.
Slamming doors, breaking glass..
Funny jokes and smoking grass.
Talking shit, fights and screams..
To hanging out and sharing dreams.
Thru childhood trauma, we got got thru somehow ..
We stuck together, at least until now,
It shouldn't matter the mood were in..
Tomorrow will come and we can try...
Thru all the pain and happy cheers!!
Thru bullshit fights, and cold cold shoulders.
To arguments cuz you acted older.
Sly remarks, and evil eyes.
Yet choked back sobs from each goodbye.
Slamming doors, breaking glass..
Funny jokes and smoking grass.
Talking shit, fights and screams..
To hanging out and sharing dreams.
Thru childhood trauma, we got got thru somehow ..
We stuck together, at least until now,
It shouldn't matter the mood were in..
Tomorrow will come and we can try...
#anger
#regret
#rejection
#shame
#disappointment
137 reads
5 Comments
The man across the hall
Dear Father God In Heaven, yes its only me again.. asking for forgiveness for I know that I have sinned.
I just need a moment , I don't mean to bother you. I know your time is precious and you've more important things to do .
Lord I know you know that little man who lives across the hall...
He told me thats he resting while he's waiting for your call.
And that just touched my heart so deep , it was so sweet and sad.
And I think of all the many years that old man must have had.
Hes one of my favorites, up there where my mom stays...
And I always...
I just need a moment , I don't mean to bother you. I know your time is precious and you've more important things to do .
Lord I know you know that little man who lives across the hall...
He told me thats he resting while he's waiting for your call.
And that just touched my heart so deep , it was so sweet and sad.
And I think of all the many years that old man must have had.
Hes one of my favorites, up there where my mom stays...
And I always...
#God
123 reads
4 Comments
Where did the time go?
Sometimes the silence is so loud in my ears.. my mind can't stop thinking and I end up in tears.
Sometimes the solitude will drive me insane. ,
But there's no one around who isn't a pain.
Am I coming or going , or just standing still.
I might find the way if I just have the will.
I took a wrong turn somewhere on the way
And I got lost it seems, what can I say ?
So im spinning my wheels and im going nowhere..
Just hanging out here, cuz im not really all there.
And im searching for peace that comes from within ...
And asking forgiveness...
Sometimes the solitude will drive me insane. ,
But there's no one around who isn't a pain.
Am I coming or going , or just standing still.
I might find the way if I just have the will.
I took a wrong turn somewhere on the way
And I got lost it seems, what can I say ?
So im spinning my wheels and im going nowhere..
Just hanging out here, cuz im not really all there.
And im searching for peace that comes from within ...
And asking forgiveness...
#sadness
#regret
#loneliness #despair
#loneliness #despair
143 reads
3 Comments
Death!!
One by one, they disappear from your life.
Mom or dad, husband or wife..
Gramma or papa, you uncle or aunt .
You try to get thru it but at first you just can't.
A brother or sister, someone you adore,
A pastor, a teacher. The old lady next door.
A small child ,a mentor, a lifelong friend...
it just keeps going an going and when does it end?
Yeah I know that its just part of life....
One day your married , husband n wife..
The next yoir a widow and your all on your own.
No reason or warning ...u wake...
Mom or dad, husband or wife..
Gramma or papa, you uncle or aunt .
You try to get thru it but at first you just can't.
A brother or sister, someone you adore,
A pastor, a teacher. The old lady next door.
A small child ,a mentor, a lifelong friend...
it just keeps going an going and when does it end?
Yeah I know that its just part of life....
One day your married , husband n wife..
The next yoir a widow and your all on your own.
No reason or warning ...u wake...
#grief
#death
#emotions
154 reads
9 Comments
Dear Dad
I miss you so much !
This worlds just isn't the same without you.
There's a huge void, a giant emptiness where you used to be.... I walk around in it during the day and cry in the dark at night.
I know death is part of life and they say your in a better place but I guess I'm just selfish cuz I want you back here!!
Its so hard, even tho I know what I need to do, because I don't want to do nothing without you here, because I need you here to talk me thru this. I need you to get on my ass and tell me stop playing around and get my shit together. I just need to hear your...
This worlds just isn't the same without you.
There's a huge void, a giant emptiness where you used to be.... I walk around in it during the day and cry in the dark at night.
I know death is part of life and they say your in a better place but I guess I'm just selfish cuz I want you back here!!
Its so hard, even tho I know what I need to do, because I don't want to do nothing without you here, because I need you here to talk me thru this. I need you to get on my ass and tell me stop playing around and get my shit together. I just need to hear your...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken #emptiness
#heartbroken #emptiness
106 reads
4 Comments
No justice
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#emptiness
79 reads
5 Comments
My sexy, friend, cowboy. Part ???
Thank you Wes !!
For coming thru for me last night.
I needed help and you came to my rescue.
I guess we're just friends now and ill take that.
I called you and needed help and you didn't hesitate to come thru.
It was great to see you.
You said I was one of the strongest willed women you ever met.
My dad said that once so it touched me.
I still love you but im glad we're still friends.
My sexy cowboy and true friend!
I still am amazed and still wonder was I dreaming but it was not an erotic encounter. Just a friend.... and I needed...
For coming thru for me last night.
I needed help and you came to my rescue.
I guess we're just friends now and ill take that.
I called you and needed help and you didn't hesitate to come thru.
It was great to see you.
You said I was one of the strongest willed women you ever met.
My dad said that once so it touched me.
I still love you but im glad we're still friends.
My sexy cowboy and true friend!
I still am amazed and still wonder was I dreaming but it was not an erotic encounter. Just a friend.... and I needed...
#BestFriend
#friendship
#heroic
152 reads
4 Comments
Insanity
Have you ever felt so awkward
That u don't know what to say
U don't know if u should sit there or get up and walk away...
Have u ever felt so lonely
Tho in a crowded place...
Wishing u could disappear
Somewhere w out a trace .
Do u avoid new people...
Because u don't wanna take a chance?
They could be friend or enemy or another failed romance ....
Sometimes its so much easier to do things on your own.
but I can't stand most people yet I hate to be alone.
Can u not win for losing. No matter what u do...
I can totally...
That u don't know what to say
U don't know if u should sit there or get up and walk away...
Have u ever felt so lonely
Tho in a crowded place...
Wishing u could disappear
Somewhere w out a trace .
Do u avoid new people...
Because u don't wanna take a chance?
They could be friend or enemy or another failed romance ....
Sometimes its so much easier to do things on your own.
but I can't stand most people yet I hate to be alone.
Can u not win for losing. No matter what u do...
I can totally...
#regret
#loneliness
#despair #disappointment
#despair #disappointment
308 reads
7 Comments
Monma
I used to think you were so mean.
We didn't get along at all.
I lived w different people and you told me many lies, how could u have done that when I was just a child?
I was daddy's girl.
You tried hard to turn us against him ,
But it just made me love him more.
And I hated you.
If not for dad I wouldn't be here taking care of you.. he showed me I had to find forgiveness. So I did.
I forgave but I never forgot.
Now your broken , lying in bed and my heart breaks for you .
Crazy how thats changed .
I once hated you , but loved...
We didn't get along at all.
I lived w different people and you told me many lies, how could u have done that when I was just a child?
I was daddy's girl.
You tried hard to turn us against him ,
But it just made me love him more.
And I hated you.
If not for dad I wouldn't be here taking care of you.. he showed me I had to find forgiveness. So I did.
I forgave but I never forgot.
Now your broken , lying in bed and my heart breaks for you .
Crazy how thats changed .
I once hated you , but loved...
#anxiety
#illness
#MentalHealth
#diabetes
#vulnerability
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My daddy
He was one of those men that are getting so hard to find.
He was rugged and tough and he was one of a kind.
Tough on the outside but with such a big heart.
He had the answers , he was handsome and smart.
He played football in high school as rho he invented the game.
And the crowds in the bleachers always chanted his name
He was a son and a brother Before he became dad,
And now he's in heaven and it makes me so sad .
He taught me in life there's no reason to stress,
Then he married a wife who couldn't care less.
He loved to go...
He was rugged and tough and he was one of a kind.
Tough on the outside but with such a big heart.
He had the answers , he was handsome and smart.
He played football in high school as rho he invented the game.
And the crowds in the bleachers always chanted his name
He was a son and a brother Before he became dad,
And now he's in heaven and it makes me so sad .
He taught me in life there's no reason to stress,
Then he married a wife who couldn't care less.
He loved to go...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken #death
#heartbroken #death
158 reads
4 Comments
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