Submissions by Sexyseaschelle (Seaschelle_Fairy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my stuff was written years ago altho i have gone back and re written many pieces i felt weren't that good and I've edited some but i have some recent ones also so i hope someone finds some enjoyment from some of my stuff. Happy everything
Wishes and dreams
Oh! Hi! ...
I didn't see you there.
Well come on over and have a seat,
I was just looking at the stars.
Aren't they beautiful?
Have u ever tried to count the stars?
I tried once when I was little, but i kept losing count. Lol
Have u ever seen a falling star?
You have ?
Did you make a wish?
Oh I do, anytime I see one.
Have your wishes ever came true?
No?.. mine didn't either.
What about those little flowers?
You know, the fuzzy ones with the long stem?
Yes dandelions! ...you suppose to make a wish and blow and...
I didn't see you there.
Well come on over and have a seat,
I was just looking at the stars.
Aren't they beautiful?
Have u ever tried to count the stars?
I tried once when I was little, but i kept losing count. Lol
Have u ever seen a falling star?
You have ?
Did you make a wish?
Oh I do, anytime I see one.
Have your wishes ever came true?
No?.. mine didn't either.
What about those little flowers?
You know, the fuzzy ones with the long stem?
Yes dandelions! ...you suppose to make a wish and blow and...
#dreams
#LifeChangingMoment
#PersonalGrowth
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Time
The days will come and years will pass.
As sand falls thru the hourglass.
Patience forces us to wait , while our future lies in the hands of fate.
One moment here, one moment gone...
Time doesn't stop and life goes on.
Father time don't always heal..
He doesn't care the pain u feel.
Its just his job to make time go by , he's not in charge of when we die.
He guards the glass and the sands of time..
Innocent of any crime.
But it isn't fair at all you see, regardless if it's meant to be.
So yeah life goes on and time does pass,...
As sand falls thru the hourglass.
Patience forces us to wait , while our future lies in the hands of fate.
One moment here, one moment gone...
Time doesn't stop and life goes on.
Father time don't always heal..
He doesn't care the pain u feel.
Its just his job to make time go by , he's not in charge of when we die.
He guards the glass and the sands of time..
Innocent of any crime.
But it isn't fair at all you see, regardless if it's meant to be.
So yeah life goes on and time does pass,...
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
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Unhappily married
Lying awake in the darkness, trying so hard to see, .. feeling trapped in this blackness tho I long to be free.
Contemplating the shortness of each natural life... unhappily married, as husband and wife.
But I've been living like this since I was 16...and still nothing has changed, its the same old routine.
All along, for some time, your heart has been stone. But the fight to stay married , I have battled alone
I've tried so hard to prove your accusations are wrong ..
But im so tired of trying.. ive fought u so long.
And all that I've given, you've...
Contemplating the shortness of each natural life... unhappily married, as husband and wife.
But I've been living like this since I was 16...and still nothing has changed, its the same old routine.
All along, for some time, your heart has been stone. But the fight to stay married , I have battled alone
I've tried so hard to prove your accusations are wrong ..
But im so tired of trying.. ive fought u so long.
And all that I've given, you've...
#marriage
#abuse
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The Battle
Dear God, my heart is broken and it has been for so long.
I feel so weak inside myself but im trying to be strong.
I fight this battle daily and im not sure that I can win ...
Im still stuck in the past you see where I have always been.
I miss all the ones God took away , especially my dad.
In recovery I dwell on things that make me very sad.
In addiction I avoided things, my mind was such a mess.
I just tried to numb the pain , I really must confess .
Sobreity is hard as hell, cuz all I do is think.
Its really bad because they say I...
I feel so weak inside myself but im trying to be strong.
I fight this battle daily and im not sure that I can win ...
Im still stuck in the past you see where I have always been.
I miss all the ones God took away , especially my dad.
In recovery I dwell on things that make me very sad.
In addiction I avoided things, my mind was such a mess.
I just tried to numb the pain , I really must confess .
Sobreity is hard as hell, cuz all I do is think.
Its really bad because they say I...
#sadness
#regret
#grief
#loneliness
#bittersweet
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For my son.
Once upon a summer day, many years ago.
My life was just beginning but so much I didn't know.
I thought that I was ready, to be all grown up and free, but I really didn't have a clue, how life was supposed to be.
But Our Father, who is in control, was busy see that day.
As spirits entered heaven, he sent babies back this way.
As hours passed, in so much pain, I thought that I would die.
Then suddenly I heard it.. my precious baby cry.
I held u close and looked at you, looking up at me... and then I felt such a warmth...turned out u had to pee. ...
My life was just beginning but so much I didn't know.
I thought that I was ready, to be all grown up and free, but I really didn't have a clue, how life was supposed to be.
But Our Father, who is in control, was busy see that day.
As spirits entered heaven, he sent babies back this way.
As hours passed, in so much pain, I thought that I would die.
Then suddenly I heard it.. my precious baby cry.
I held u close and looked at you, looking up at me... and then I felt such a warmth...turned out u had to pee. ...
#hope
#forgiveness
#motivational
#TimeHeals
#emotions
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My dysfunction...
My poor head is pounding, and my mouth is so dry.
My eyes are so puffy but its because i got high.
My mind is all rattled, ive killed cells in my brain..
Everyone has a way of dealing with pain.
Ive got wounds on the inside that ive heard time will mend..,
Living life in the fast lane, until i hit a dead end...
Im so easily angered and I so seldom smile,
I talk way too much but i say nothing worthwhile.
I went from a daughter and sister,
to a mother and wife...
And yet still I feel worthless,
like i have wasted my life.
Ive been...
My eyes are so puffy but its because i got high.
My mind is all rattled, ive killed cells in my brain..
Everyone has a way of dealing with pain.
Ive got wounds on the inside that ive heard time will mend..,
Living life in the fast lane, until i hit a dead end...
Im so easily angered and I so seldom smile,
I talk way too much but i say nothing worthwhile.
I went from a daughter and sister,
to a mother and wife...
And yet still I feel worthless,
like i have wasted my life.
Ive been...
#sadness
#dark
#bittersweet
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Another Sexy Cowboy poem
#sex
#lover
#dirty
#passion
#orgasm
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Long lost ..
I think of you and my thoughts are intense . I miss you so bad and it doesn't make sense .
"You and I" never did exist.
But you captured my heart from the first time we kissed.
God your so sexy...when I remember your smile.
But I just haven't seen you in such a long while.
But I feel like im trapped so deeply within... and I live for the moment when ill see you again.
So many emotions, that consume me inside
I could fill up an ocean with the tears that I've cried.
One phone call from you and I'd be on my way. .
And mile after mile,...
"You and I" never did exist.
But you captured my heart from the first time we kissed.
God your so sexy...when I remember your smile.
But I just haven't seen you in such a long while.
But I feel like im trapped so deeply within... and I live for the moment when ill see you again.
So many emotions, that consume me inside
I could fill up an ocean with the tears that I've cried.
One phone call from you and I'd be on my way. .
And mile after mile,...
#love
#strength
#hope
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Existing vs Living
It's human nature to crave love and affection.
If we are merely EXISTING and we're seeking direction.
Yes we all may be human, but we're not all the same,
you really don't know me, you just know my name.
Are you lost on the inside?
Are you losing your mind?
Is reality something your not trying to find?
If your seeking DIRECTION, let'j just look at some facts...
Hush for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short, and the years just fly by.
Father Time is a speedfreak so you know he gets high.
And one thing is certain, the...
If we are merely EXISTING and we're seeking direction.
Yes we all may be human, but we're not all the same,
you really don't know me, you just know my name.
Are you lost on the inside?
Are you losing your mind?
Is reality something your not trying to find?
If your seeking DIRECTION, let'j just look at some facts...
Hush for a minute, sit down and relax.
Life is so short, and the years just fly by.
Father Time is a speedfreak so you know he gets high.
And one thing is certain, the...
#courage
#inspirational
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Absence
Absence....
Makes the heart grow fonder.
Or so i heard.
And it has been awhile since i seen you.
But trust that i have thought of you every single day.
.....and wondered what your doing....
....and how have you been?
Do you ever think of me?
It was strange how you came into my life at a time
when i had prayed for so hard for someone.. {like you!}.
....and how crazy was it that just for a moment, you filled up
my emptiness and became EVERYTHING i had wanted,
......needed, and longed for!
JUST FOR A MOMENT! ...
Makes the heart grow fonder.
Or so i heard.
And it has been awhile since i seen you.
But trust that i have thought of you every single day.
.....and wondered what your doing....
....and how have you been?
Do you ever think of me?
It was strange how you came into my life at a time
when i had prayed for so hard for someone.. {like you!}.
....and how crazy was it that just for a moment, you filled up
my emptiness and became EVERYTHING i had wanted,
......needed, and longed for!
JUST FOR A MOMENT! ...
#love
#hope
#TimeHeals
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Remembering James..
Memories of you race around in my head,
i can still hear you laughing, something funny you said.
I was with you my whole life, since i was 15..
Thru good times and bad times and all the stuff in between...
Now your not here and i'm not sure what to do,
I took you for granted but you did me that way too.
Now the core of my being is riddled with grief,
and this pain that i'm feeling is beyond my belief..
Im so lost without you and I feel so alone.
I stand at your grave, i see your name there in stone.
How on earth do I do this, without...
i can still hear you laughing, something funny you said.
I was with you my whole life, since i was 15..
Thru good times and bad times and all the stuff in between...
Now your not here and i'm not sure what to do,
I took you for granted but you did me that way too.
Now the core of my being is riddled with grief,
and this pain that i'm feeling is beyond my belief..
Im so lost without you and I feel so alone.
I stand at your grave, i see your name there in stone.
How on earth do I do this, without...
#sadness
#regret
#grief
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Once upon ....
Once upon reality, where nothings as it seems,
Once upon a sleepless night, null and void of dreams.
Once upon a lifetime, a modern fairytale...
"If at first you don't succeed, forever you will fail."
Once upon a daydream, in which you know you don't belong,
Once upon a heart break, where the pain was very strong.
Once upon some high hopes, when the truth came crashing down...
Once upon the solitude, when no one is around.
Once upon lost kisses, that could light a fire inside..
Once upon a sea of tears, that i alone have cried.
Once upon a...
Once upon a sleepless night, null and void of dreams.
Once upon a lifetime, a modern fairytale...
"If at first you don't succeed, forever you will fail."
Once upon a daydream, in which you know you don't belong,
Once upon a heart break, where the pain was very strong.
Once upon some high hopes, when the truth came crashing down...
Once upon the solitude, when no one is around.
Once upon lost kisses, that could light a fire inside..
Once upon a sea of tears, that i alone have cried.
Once upon a...
#regret
#loneliness
#disappointment
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