Submissions by Liziantus-Marantus (Ivelina Boneva)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Jun 2022 3:59pm
30th Jun 2022 3:59pm
Honest Love
I envy your lies. it took you so many tries.
You burst my bubble and got me into trouble.
Your love is like alcohol. It might feel good,but it's really unhealthy.
I tried to reduce my stress,but my feelings are a mess.
i faced the rude,cruel and evil. The borders I passed,the emotions I felt.
But life hit me with a belt. I understood various signs of depression.
Only to reveal the oppression of this world. I went through rough times,
now I die from lies. Why can't you just be honest?
Do you even love me with all your heart?
...
You burst my bubble and got me into trouble.
Your love is like alcohol. It might feel good,but it's really unhealthy.
I tried to reduce my stress,but my feelings are a mess.
i faced the rude,cruel and evil. The borders I passed,the emotions I felt.
But life hit me with a belt. I understood various signs of depression.
Only to reveal the oppression of this world. I went through rough times,
now I die from lies. Why can't you just be honest?
Do you even love me with all your heart?
...
#depression
#relationships
#breakup #conflict
#breakup #conflict
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Jun 2022 12:49pm
24th Jun 2022 12:49pm
A Bite Out Of Insanity
Not everything can be fixed. Some things are just jinxed.
This habit is making me cry. Why do i feel the need to die?
I got dizzy from all the stress. My life is now a mess.
My face is blank,but deep inside I'm dead. Nobody ever understood me.
Why can't you just shoot me? i fell for the lies and slipped on the rain.
Now I can feel only pain. I seem okay,but I'm not. I am starting to rot.
You took a fork and ate out of my brain. Now I am going insane.
Was my sanity tasty to you? Is your love really true?
I tried to attend and make...
This habit is making me cry. Why do i feel the need to die?
I got dizzy from all the stress. My life is now a mess.
My face is blank,but deep inside I'm dead. Nobody ever understood me.
Why can't you just shoot me? i fell for the lies and slipped on the rain.
Now I can feel only pain. I seem okay,but I'm not. I am starting to rot.
You took a fork and ate out of my brain. Now I am going insane.
Was my sanity tasty to you? Is your love really true?
I tried to attend and make...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Jun 2022 4:28pm
19th Jun 2022 4:28pm
Misunderstanding
Your actions are the worst. And this really makes me burst.
You didn't even give me attention. You took all the protection.
Aside, I am running on a hill of flowers. But why can't I see the numbers?
I became trouble,molded in your hand.
But now my head is full of hate. Why didn't you let me breathe?
I suffocated from the years of trauma.
You tell me not to cause drama.
i miss the days I was happy. Now my clothes are stained with black paint.
I'm not functioning,so I pretend. Now the music is playing in reverse.
Why am I in...
You didn't even give me attention. You took all the protection.
Aside, I am running on a hill of flowers. But why can't I see the numbers?
I became trouble,molded in your hand.
But now my head is full of hate. Why didn't you let me breathe?
I suffocated from the years of trauma.
You tell me not to cause drama.
i miss the days I was happy. Now my clothes are stained with black paint.
I'm not functioning,so I pretend. Now the music is playing in reverse.
Why am I in...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Jun 2022 2:25pm
11th Jun 2022 2:25pm
False Freedom
Cross my heart and hope to die. Oh,what a lonely life.
Just love me all you could. But it's not like you should.
The crowd is cheering, but the voice has changed.
Now it sounds like it's made in Hell. I can't break out of my shell.
I discover new ways to die. All I want is to fly in the sky,free.
Please,feed me the bread of the gods. I made a scene and it's not my fault.
I worked hard to earn this fame. And now you are calling me lame,
like a flame. I swimmed like a fish,free in the water.
Now it doesn't even matter. The land was full...
Just love me all you could. But it's not like you should.
The crowd is cheering, but the voice has changed.
Now it sounds like it's made in Hell. I can't break out of my shell.
I discover new ways to die. All I want is to fly in the sky,free.
Please,feed me the bread of the gods. I made a scene and it's not my fault.
I worked hard to earn this fame. And now you are calling me lame,
like a flame. I swimmed like a fish,free in the water.
Now it doesn't even matter. The land was full...
#depression
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jun 2022 6:18pm
5th Jun 2022 6:18pm
Painful Nights
Basic actions can hurt the worst.
You pull my hair and I feel your true emotions.
You made sure I am alright, but then you took a flight to a new light.
That sounds like nothing, but it's more, believe me.
You put me in a simulator, cage of hell. And then you did an ancient spell.
I remember a scene where I was happy ,alive.
Now it's forever a lonely night.
After that,I put a smile on my face. But I still felt like a disgrace.
I was a fan of your work, then you threw me in mud.
I punished myself everyday. Oh, why can't I just...
You pull my hair and I feel your true emotions.
You made sure I am alright, but then you took a flight to a new light.
That sounds like nothing, but it's more, believe me.
You put me in a simulator, cage of hell. And then you did an ancient spell.
I remember a scene where I was happy ,alive.
Now it's forever a lonely night.
After that,I put a smile on my face. But I still felt like a disgrace.
I was a fan of your work, then you threw me in mud.
I punished myself everyday. Oh, why can't I just...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th May 2022 9:44am
28th May 2022 9:44am
His Lonely Heart
He's an item, he's a sin. But just look at him! Bald hair and lonely heart, he's just what I need to recover.
A kind smile, friendly face - it makes my heart race.
I felt his touch, I felt his soul - it's made of pure gold.
I had crushes, I can't deny. But look at that lonely guy!
All I wanted was love, and he gave me a lot.
Sure, his reputation is bad. But he tried to fix my heart.
A hug made of love he gave me, but it's not just a hug to me.
For me it's destiny. Why don't you believe me?
You think I'm crazy, you think I'm mad.
...
A kind smile, friendly face - it makes my heart race.
I felt his touch, I felt his soul - it's made of pure gold.
I had crushes, I can't deny. But look at that lonely guy!
All I wanted was love, and he gave me a lot.
Sure, his reputation is bad. But he tried to fix my heart.
A hug made of love he gave me, but it's not just a hug to me.
For me it's destiny. Why don't you believe me?
You think I'm crazy, you think I'm mad.
...
#love
#FallingInLove
#crush
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SONG LYRICS
Published
25th May 2022 6:07pm
25th May 2022 6:07pm
Healing & Hurt Incantation
NOT MADE BY ME Credit: https://youtu.be/FGr32j56Yrw?list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA ]
Healing incantation :
Flower, gleam and glow,
let your power shine.
Make the clock reverse,
bring back what once was mine.
Heal what has been hurt,
change the fate's design.
Save what has been lost,
bring back what once was mine.
What once was mine...
Sun Incantation :
Power of the sun,
gift me with your light.
Shine into the dark,
restore our fading light.
Rise into the dawn,
blazing stars...
Healing incantation :
Flower, gleam and glow,
let your power shine.
Make the clock reverse,
bring back what once was mine.
Heal what has been hurt,
change the fate's design.
Save what has been lost,
bring back what once was mine.
What once was mine...
Sun Incantation :
Power of the sun,
gift me with your light.
Shine into the dark,
restore our fading light.
Rise into the dawn,
blazing stars...
#sadness
#grief
#dark
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd May 2022 3:24pm
23rd May 2022 3:24pm
Life Is A Lie
I apply makeup on my face,but i still look like a disgrace.
I really tried to impress,but I couldn't. At first it was adorable.
I was eating candy. Now I have bloody cavities.
Life was a brownie made of sugar, but now it's rotten with poison.
The gates of my heart closed. I watched myself burn.
I was a sailor in a sea of hope. Now it's getting cold.
They asked me questions a lot,but all I could say is ""not"".
I was really fit, now I'm getting big. Please, drain the calories of trauma.
I don''t want to start drama. You noticed my...
I really tried to impress,but I couldn't. At first it was adorable.
I was eating candy. Now I have bloody cavities.
Life was a brownie made of sugar, but now it's rotten with poison.
The gates of my heart closed. I watched myself burn.
I was a sailor in a sea of hope. Now it's getting cold.
They asked me questions a lot,but all I could say is ""not"".
I was really fit, now I'm getting big. Please, drain the calories of trauma.
I don''t want to start drama. You noticed my...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
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SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2022 1:36pm
14th May 2022 1:36pm
Lost Spark
Stop trying tricks. You are throwing on me bricks.
The waters of my heart are really deep,but bloody.
In it is my dead body. Its skin is so dry,you can't even cry.
The organs are full of cockroaches. But the history is why it's like this.
Oh,how I miss being a child.
Now there are bloody tissues all over the room.
They have spots of trauma.
I'm sure I lost the spark. My scale of self esteem is black.
I wore shoes of spikes inside them.
One day I will remake them. Please,grab me some love from the store.
A black...
The waters of my heart are really deep,but bloody.
In it is my dead body. Its skin is so dry,you can't even cry.
The organs are full of cockroaches. But the history is why it's like this.
Oh,how I miss being a child.
Now there are bloody tissues all over the room.
They have spots of trauma.
I'm sure I lost the spark. My scale of self esteem is black.
I wore shoes of spikes inside them.
One day I will remake them. Please,grab me some love from the store.
A black...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
9th May 2022 11:02am
9th May 2022 11:02am
Bulgarian Poem #6
Ти ме изяде докато още се топях.
Но ти го правиш да прилича на грях.
сега сърцето ми е от камък...
Но ти го правиш да прилича на грях.
сега сърцето ми е от камък...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfWorth
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd May 2022 12:18pm
3rd May 2022 12:18pm
Lack Of Love
I'm enchanted by your lies. I got trapped in a box of trust issues.
When will I shine? I don't think it's the time.
I'm chained to a ball of trauma. I'm way ahead of you.
You keep acting rad,but are really bad,deep inside.
You destroyed my precious locks. Now I have broken bones.
I need a meal of healthy love.. I don't need a toxic friend,no.
My structure is getting worse and worse.
We were rangers fighting in the sky, but you finally said goodbye.
You never gave me attention. Please,just give me a dissection.
I got...
When will I shine? I don't think it's the time.
I'm chained to a ball of trauma. I'm way ahead of you.
You keep acting rad,but are really bad,deep inside.
You destroyed my precious locks. Now I have broken bones.
I need a meal of healthy love.. I don't need a toxic friend,no.
My structure is getting worse and worse.
We were rangers fighting in the sky, but you finally said goodbye.
You never gave me attention. Please,just give me a dissection.
I got...
#sadness
#depression
#dark #death
#dark #death
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Apr 2022 5:58pm
28th Apr 2022 5:58pm
Bleeding Soul
This volume is full of screech. It sounds like millions of souls suffocating. Please,treat my wounds. I'm getting really scared.
My fears are escaping out of my mouth.
All you needed was my heart,but you did not do your part.
Migraines forming in my soul. I am becoming a ghoul.
Please,don't go yet. I need your help. I might wear bright clothes,
but inside I am colorless. Please,add new blood to my body.
The old one has escaped. You took me to the park,but you got dark.
You broke my heart. Fog is appearing around me.
I suppose...
My fears are escaping out of my mouth.
All you needed was my heart,but you did not do your part.
Migraines forming in my soul. I am becoming a ghoul.
Please,don't go yet. I need your help. I might wear bright clothes,
but inside I am colorless. Please,add new blood to my body.
The old one has escaped. You took me to the park,but you got dark.
You broke my heart. Fog is appearing around me.
I suppose...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #heartbroken
#loneliness #heartbroken
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