Submissions by Liziantus-Marantus (Ivelina Boneva)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Mar 2022 9:07am
25th Mar 2022 9:07am
Bulgarian Poem #5
Тази държава умът ми превъртя. И сега над мен няма дъга.
Моля те,дай ми твоята ръка, За помощ аз те викам...
Моля те,дай ми твоята ръка, За помощ аз те викам...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression #loneliness
#depression #loneliness
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2022 3:09pm
23rd Mar 2022 3:09pm
Eaten By Rats
I'm tired of lies. You made me eat a thousand flies.
I'm covering my insides. It's full of parasites.
Creepy voices in my head tell me to die. Love tasty turned out poison.
My eyes see illusions you can't see.
You try and call the police,but i keep escaping.
Here's a tour of my head. The main parts are dead.
Loud banging on my locked door.
Oh,bloody floor,full of bloody tears.
My ghost is wheeping loud. Isn't my life just great?
Now i'm laying dead. Heart and guts eaten by rats.
Why did you abandon me?
I'm...
I'm covering my insides. It's full of parasites.
Creepy voices in my head tell me to die. Love tasty turned out poison.
My eyes see illusions you can't see.
You try and call the police,but i keep escaping.
Here's a tour of my head. The main parts are dead.
Loud banging on my locked door.
Oh,bloody floor,full of bloody tears.
My ghost is wheeping loud. Isn't my life just great?
Now i'm laying dead. Heart and guts eaten by rats.
Why did you abandon me?
I'm...
#depression
#heartbroken
#emotional
467 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Mar 2022 10:49am
15th Mar 2022 10:49am
Bulgarian Poem #4
Аз те зърнах и сърцето ми запя. И това проблемите ми изгоря,но беше само илюзия.
Чувствата ми запали...
Чувствата ми запали...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeAsAWriter
#loneliness #LifeAsAWriter
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Mar 2022 2:28pm
5th Mar 2022 2:28pm
Shining Bright
May you step out,please? You are making it increase.
You promised to be nice. Oh,broken promise.
I'm building up my self - esteem. Loud noises in my head.
Do not step in my bed. Salt and pepper in my eyes.
Please,repair this twice. I can't live with mice.
They are eating up my liver. A van of candy you were,
but you had too much sugar. Now I have cavities.
Please,let me live healthy. My sanity is melting.
Free my heart,free my soul. A ray of light on my fright.
We chatted all night. How could you be so light?
Now i'm...
You promised to be nice. Oh,broken promise.
I'm building up my self - esteem. Loud noises in my head.
Do not step in my bed. Salt and pepper in my eyes.
Please,repair this twice. I can't live with mice.
They are eating up my liver. A van of candy you were,
but you had too much sugar. Now I have cavities.
Please,let me live healthy. My sanity is melting.
Free my heart,free my soul. A ray of light on my fright.
We chatted all night. How could you be so light?
Now i'm...
#anxiety
#depression
#betrayal
213 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2022 11:43am
22nd Feb 2022 11:43am
Bulgarian Poem #3
О,скъпи,очи затвори. В страната на сънищата се пренеси. Преди това,бонбонче си хапни.
Направено бе от...
Направено бе от...
#breakup
#death
#ignorance
198 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Feb 2022 12:11pm
18th Feb 2022 12:11pm
Folding
I am not your lady,you are crazy. I'm folding my heart onto clothes.
You're calculating my love through percentages. then you cracked my insanity. I'm fearless towards betrayal,i'm used to it. My form is getting hollow.
I'm trying not to be like you. The view is different down here. I represent death. I'm leaning on my bed.
You all trapped my head. I'm looking through my window, dead.
You say this is perfect,rad. I'm willing to taste the death. please,reset my head.
I'm shaking from fear from head to toe. Can't you see i'm dead? Please,clean my head.
You're calculating my love through percentages. then you cracked my insanity. I'm fearless towards betrayal,i'm used to it. My form is getting hollow.
I'm trying not to be like you. The view is different down here. I represent death. I'm leaning on my bed.
You all trapped my head. I'm looking through my window, dead.
You say this is perfect,rad. I'm willing to taste the death. please,reset my head.
I'm shaking from fear from head to toe. Can't you see i'm dead? Please,clean my head.
#depression
#ImSorry
#heartbroken
302 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
14th Feb 2022 11:12am
14th Feb 2022 11:12am
Too Late
I'm starting to feel paranoid. I just can't resist your love.
you approached me with a hi,then you said goodbye.
Harsh words cut my heart. My mind is based off my reality.
You hit my soul with a pan. My youth is running out.
Go ahead,bash me. i already hurt my body.
Apologies don't count. I drank the forbidden juice.
It's not my soul you choose. You might be famous with your looks
,but you put on me locks. Believe me,I see through your soul.
Oh,I got abandoned. You try and encourage me,but it's too late.
you approached me with a hi,then you said goodbye.
Harsh words cut my heart. My mind is based off my reality.
You hit my soul with a pan. My youth is running out.
Go ahead,bash me. i already hurt my body.
Apologies don't count. I drank the forbidden juice.
It's not my soul you choose. You might be famous with your looks
,but you put on me locks. Believe me,I see through your soul.
Oh,I got abandoned. You try and encourage me,but it's too late.
#depression
#heartbroken
329 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2022 1:50pm
7th Feb 2022 1:50pm
All Alone
My front is not the real me. You are not my queen,
believe me. I try and polish my heart. Please,don't blow this up.
All your time is up. i was hesitant at first,then i felt lust.
Your love ain't no cheap. You felt my level, creep.
The loneliness you might feel. Please,let this love be real.
My heart is empty as a drill. I tried to apply glue,
this only broke the rule. Oh,horrific pain.
i express myself in this game. Trembling fear over my brain.
Should I trust your gain,or let you drain my fame?
The space is infinite,yet I am...
believe me. I try and polish my heart. Please,don't blow this up.
All your time is up. i was hesitant at first,then i felt lust.
Your love ain't no cheap. You felt my level, creep.
The loneliness you might feel. Please,let this love be real.
My heart is empty as a drill. I tried to apply glue,
this only broke the rule. Oh,horrific pain.
i express myself in this game. Trembling fear over my brain.
Should I trust your gain,or let you drain my fame?
The space is infinite,yet I am...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles #FallingInLove
#LifeStruggles #FallingInLove
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2022 12:37pm
4th Feb 2022 12:37pm
Save Me
You convinced me to trust your lies.
Then you ate my eyes. You disguised as my light.
My heart is fading away. You infected my brain.
I'm building on my pain. Please,don't let it stain.
I am losing my mind around you.
Dear Satan,save me from this hell.
I'm slowly melting into vain.
Please treat the cuts on my heart.
My tears became blood. Didn't the bell just ring?
The air is getting polluted.
You hit me with violent words. I hope you go to Hell.
Vanish from my mind. You are starting to feel what I feel.
Then you ate my eyes. You disguised as my light.
My heart is fading away. You infected my brain.
I'm building on my pain. Please,don't let it stain.
I am losing my mind around you.
Dear Satan,save me from this hell.
I'm slowly melting into vain.
Please treat the cuts on my heart.
My tears became blood. Didn't the bell just ring?
The air is getting polluted.
You hit me with violent words. I hope you go to Hell.
Vanish from my mind. You are starting to feel what I feel.
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles #LifeAsAWriter
#LifeStruggles #LifeAsAWriter
225 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
29th Jan 2022 3:27pm
29th Jan 2022 3:27pm
Taped
My mouth is taped against my will. The clock is ticking fast.
Fizzy cola in my hand. I'm trying to be clean inside.
I threw away the ring. What an illusion you are.
All hail the pumpkin song. Bravery is missing.
I try and reset my soul. Trying to look acceptable outside.
I'm lying,don't you see?! My mouth is taped shut.
A limp in my neck keeps me in silence.
Oh,funny but painful games.
The wheel decides my future. Such skillful culture,
hiding their pain. Protest of the brain.
It blew up my future. Such a painful past on my back.
Fizzy cola in my hand. I'm trying to be clean inside.
I threw away the ring. What an illusion you are.
All hail the pumpkin song. Bravery is missing.
I try and reset my soul. Trying to look acceptable outside.
I'm lying,don't you see?! My mouth is taped shut.
A limp in my neck keeps me in silence.
Oh,funny but painful games.
The wheel decides my future. Such skillful culture,
hiding their pain. Protest of the brain.
It blew up my future. Such a painful past on my back.
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression #dark
#depression #dark
190 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
21st Jan 2022 3:42pm
21st Jan 2022 3:42pm
Wind
The wind of insanity blows in my face.
I screwed up again. Stop pushing me into the flames.
i am not a vegetable for you to eat.
I am singing to the beat of defeat. Oh, violent lies.
A brainstorm coming through my eyes.
i am choking on your lies. You crashed my sense of demise.
I swallowed these flies. You wore a devilish smile.
I saw it in your heart. your contents are bad.
Oh,certified death. I drowned in this lake.
I hope I go to Heaven. Please,set me free.
A devil I might be. Please ,let me flee
I screwed up again. Stop pushing me into the flames.
i am not a vegetable for you to eat.
I am singing to the beat of defeat. Oh, violent lies.
A brainstorm coming through my eyes.
i am choking on your lies. You crashed my sense of demise.
I swallowed these flies. You wore a devilish smile.
I saw it in your heart. your contents are bad.
Oh,certified death. I drowned in this lake.
I hope I go to Heaven. Please,set me free.
A devil I might be. Please ,let me flee
#sadness
#depression
#dark #suicide
#dark #suicide
465 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Jan 2022 3:11pm
8th Jan 2022 3:11pm
Ready To Die
Let the groove live on. You don't need to say anything.
i am locked in a cell. You're lying to my face.
You are not handsome, you are a pest.
Oh,I slipped on your lies. You promised to be nice.
I woke up in demise. Stiff eyes and nose.
I left this world forever. Not because of the weather.
You left me hanging on a tree. I tried to climb up and flee.
This clothing is not for me. Please, let me be free.
Oh,cover my insanity. Release me like a firefly.
You fiested on my heart. I am ready to die.
Oh,alone in a boat. It's time to release my...
i am locked in a cell. You're lying to my face.
You are not handsome, you are a pest.
Oh,I slipped on your lies. You promised to be nice.
I woke up in demise. Stiff eyes and nose.
I left this world forever. Not because of the weather.
You left me hanging on a tree. I tried to climb up and flee.
This clothing is not for me. Please, let me be free.
Oh,cover my insanity. Release me like a firefly.
You fiested on my heart. I am ready to die.
Oh,alone in a boat. It's time to release my...
#depression
#conflict
#suicide
382 reads
2 Comments
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