Choker Of Emotions

You replaced me the moment you thought I'm boring.
A trauma is what is forming. Now all my bones are broken.
 You choked me with your lies. None hears my cries,
 
Even if they are in the same boat. You broke my heart in two.
 I thought you loved me too. But I guess I can't see through.
 I was a fool for your love. Oh,it's making me mad.  
 
You thought my material is cheap. Now every night I weep.  
In my soul,the thoughts I sweep. But I can't listen to this song no more.
 In my heart, it's making a hole. And nothing can fill it all.
 
 It's dripping into a bloody door.  
But nobody entered that door.  
You noticed my mistakes,not my feelings.  
 
The blood is dripping onto the ceiling.  
It's giving me a terrible feeling. I feel like puking and pleading.
 I just want to taste the healing. Even if it tastes sour,
 
I can drink it a whole hour. So give me lemonade of emotions,  
before here come explosions. Explosions so big, they destroy my heart.
 I had a chance at happiness and you ripped it apart.  
 
Now I'm left with no emotional spark.  
So gift me the fruit of friendship. I want to bite it,just this once.
 It's not permanent,but it heals all the parts.
 
 I'm abandoned in the valley of broken hearts.  
I just want to feel warm embrace.  
Please, save me from this race.