Demons Of My Heart

I told you that's not what I like. But you told me already to fight.
 Your sentences broke my heart into three.
Oh, will I ever flee? You thought I'm stupid,but that's not how it is.

I had to drink venom on a daily basis. Now I can't recognize the voices.
 I only hear screeching noises. The voices were pleasent,
 now they are death threats. I just want my happiness to return.

But instead I tend to burn. My lip hurts from all the biting.
There's no point of fighting, if nobody's on my side.
I'm lost in space and there's no air to breathe.

Love is floating on a tiny sheet. If it gets too heavy,it may be defeat.
 I obeyed for years and now I can't even think.
Oh,why can't I blink? Now my eyes are sore and red.

I really just want to be dead. Can you spare me some love?
 Can you fix my broken heart? It shattered to pieces in the dark.
 All I want is an emotional spark.

Because I can't even sing my part.
Especially if there's a lot of people in the dark.
 I'm not responsible for anything in that part.

I wish I could take a turn back. I might have taken the wrong path.
Now everyone is laughing behind my back.
 In my soul,there's a crack.

 Out of the crack come out things you can't imagine.
Those are the demons of my heart.