Fear Of Trust

I insisted you should atleast try. But instead,you told me a lie.
After all this time, you said goodbye.
That hurt me, I'm telling this as I cry. Now I can't even fly.

Meanwhile everyone is up in the sky.
 I will never forget all the times we had.
 I trusted you ,even when you treated me bad.

Because I had nobody to rant.
All I wanted was someone to talk.
But instead, all they did was bark.

I hid myself in a wooden shack,
to escape all the problems I had.
But eventually,they got me,and stole all my money.

 Why do you think this is funny?
You said you can't live without me.
But it seems like you lied.

 Oh, all the nights I cried. My pillow is wet of tears.
 I cannot control my fears.
And so I stuff them down my throat.

Always looking like I will choke.
Out of my throat is coming smoke,
 from all the fire I swallowed. I can't help it,that I let it happen.

 I was afraid,and so I swallowed it,not letting anyone know.
 But one day,even you might go. Nobody stays forever.
 I don't seem like it,but I care.

Stress is something I cannot bear.