Submissions by KittyFromHell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write mostly about my day to day emotions, experiences, and thoughts. Every fucked up thought I have usually ends up here.
Tentative Vanity
She stares at her reflection
Gaze darting here and there
Wondering and guessing
What, to others, does she appear?
Some said she's plain and flawed
Others saw an exotic creature
A queen as though her name says
All she sees is imperfection in the mirror
She wants to exalt herself
For the good things she spies
But she sees something amiss
Unsatisfying to her critical eyes
She hesitates to call herself
Any such name as beautiful
But she can't help but say it
To convince it to be factual
She wishes...
Gaze darting here and there
Wondering and guessing
What, to others, does she appear?
Some said she's plain and flawed
Others saw an exotic creature
A queen as though her name says
All she sees is imperfection in the mirror
She wants to exalt herself
For the good things she spies
But she sees something amiss
Unsatisfying to her critical eyes
She hesitates to call herself
Any such name as beautiful
But she can't help but say it
To convince it to be factual
She wishes...
631 reads
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Almost Lover
You promised a sincere truth
Sadly delivering many lies
To my blindly mislead pursuit
It was your little amusement
My willingness to be committed
My faith in unreliable warrant
Playing right into your hands
Your dark eyes held me intrigued
They held some charming allure
You are a mean dangerous plague
To so many more girls than I
You're an addicting intoxication
Spreading through souls and hearts
Leaving broken destruction behind
Your little mischievous twinkle
Was an evil glint disguised well...
Sadly delivering many lies
To my blindly mislead pursuit
It was your little amusement
My willingness to be committed
My faith in unreliable warrant
Playing right into your hands
Your dark eyes held me intrigued
They held some charming allure
You are a mean dangerous plague
To so many more girls than I
You're an addicting intoxication
Spreading through souls and hearts
Leaving broken destruction behind
Your little mischievous twinkle
Was an evil glint disguised well...
2082 reads
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Simple Joys
Greener grass
Tiny baby leaves
New growth for all
Delicate wings
Pastel color
Fluttering across flowers
Leaping legs
Quirky little face
In and out of water
Warm sun
Bright blue sky
Nature shyly awakening
Sneaking out
Heart pounding
Beat up pickup truck
Long walks
Holding hands
Kiss under moonlight
Midnight parties
Sipping on vodka
Making love in the dark
Me myself and I
Childish fun time
Playing in the summer rain ...
Tiny baby leaves
New growth for all
Delicate wings
Pastel color
Fluttering across flowers
Leaping legs
Quirky little face
In and out of water
Warm sun
Bright blue sky
Nature shyly awakening
Sneaking out
Heart pounding
Beat up pickup truck
Long walks
Holding hands
Kiss under moonlight
Midnight parties
Sipping on vodka
Making love in the dark
Me myself and I
Childish fun time
Playing in the summer rain ...
771 reads
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Young Freedom
A youngster breaking into the world
Trying to pave a way for their life
There's always a restraining hand
A voice saying "No, it's not time."
The indignation, the protesting struggle
Building up behind the mouth of this youth
Flowing through their altering body
Inspiring actions hasty and uncouth
They begin to rampage and rage wildly
Breaking laws and their mamas hearts
Attempting to prove their independence
Not realizing the proper way to start
Some curb their impulsive body and tongue
Halting their...
Trying to pave a way for their life
There's always a restraining hand
A voice saying "No, it's not time."
The indignation, the protesting struggle
Building up behind the mouth of this youth
Flowing through their altering body
Inspiring actions hasty and uncouth
They begin to rampage and rage wildly
Breaking laws and their mamas hearts
Attempting to prove their independence
Not realizing the proper way to start
Some curb their impulsive body and tongue
Halting their...
685 reads
0 Comments
If You Only Knew
If you only knew
The things I've seen
The things I've heard
Or better yet the things I've done
If you only knew
About my sleepless nights
Tear stained pillows
Headaches from thinking too much
If you only knew
My deep dark secrets
How to understand me
How to tame my wild wicked heart
If you only knew
The haughty stubbornness
The longing for pleasurable sin
My lack of inhibitions
If you only knew
That my innocence is gone
That I'm not your little angel
If only...
But you'd...
The things I've seen
The things I've heard
Or better yet the things I've done
If you only knew
About my sleepless nights
Tear stained pillows
Headaches from thinking too much
If you only knew
My deep dark secrets
How to understand me
How to tame my wild wicked heart
If you only knew
The haughty stubbornness
The longing for pleasurable sin
My lack of inhibitions
If you only knew
That my innocence is gone
That I'm not your little angel
If only...
But you'd...
761 reads
4 Comments
Story in the Eyes
Eyes are indeed windows
Leading to the heart and soul
They reveal much thats unspoken
Holding secrets untold
I see them as stained glass
Like the ones churches display
They hold an incredible story
Only if you spare attention to pay
Some hide deep rooted pain
Glistening, polished from tears
Some hide wisdom lurking inside
Built from many lived years
Eyes are beautiful to gaze upon
Especially to see affection in a lover
Read the stories laid out to see
Or let them be read by another
Leading to the heart and soul
They reveal much thats unspoken
Holding secrets untold
I see them as stained glass
Like the ones churches display
They hold an incredible story
Only if you spare attention to pay
Some hide deep rooted pain
Glistening, polished from tears
Some hide wisdom lurking inside
Built from many lived years
Eyes are beautiful to gaze upon
Especially to see affection in a lover
Read the stories laid out to see
Or let them be read by another
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Free in Christ?
Ancient teachings
Questionable instructions
Twisted views of women and slaves
Stories and parables
Of love and miracles
Tales of faithfulness of the brave
This God of theirs
Demands love "or else torture"
An eternity in hell for what?
Mere sins of one life
For perpetual strife
To me that won't make the cut
Sitting in their pews
Clinging to their holy books
Unable to fathom any other
They call this heist
"Free in Christ"
Where, in what they follow after?
Trapped in their...
Questionable instructions
Twisted views of women and slaves
Stories and parables
Of love and miracles
Tales of faithfulness of the brave
This God of theirs
Demands love "or else torture"
An eternity in hell for what?
Mere sins of one life
For perpetual strife
To me that won't make the cut
Sitting in their pews
Clinging to their holy books
Unable to fathom any other
They call this heist
"Free in Christ"
Where, in what they follow after?
Trapped in their...
777 reads
4 Comments
Rejecting Redemption
Blackened heart
Rising from the ashes
Incinerated from fire of hell
Not literally
Only metaphorically
But my imaginings are just as well
Rejecting a savior
Challenging the dark one
Seeking a middle ground
There seems none
I must pick one
At least that's what I hear around
Could I ever be saved?
I know this not
But hell makes me shiver in fear
I hesitate surrender
Commitment forever
With all my questions right here
Sins so addicting
Don't wanna give up
The...
Rising from the ashes
Incinerated from fire of hell
Not literally
Only metaphorically
But my imaginings are just as well
Rejecting a savior
Challenging the dark one
Seeking a middle ground
There seems none
I must pick one
At least that's what I hear around
Could I ever be saved?
I know this not
But hell makes me shiver in fear
I hesitate surrender
Commitment forever
With all my questions right here
Sins so addicting
Don't wanna give up
The...
686 reads
2 Comments
For Love of Pain
I take the black bottle you gave me
Turning it over in my hands, here
Poisoned with the taste of you
Lingering on my lips, my dear
Movement of your hips with mine
Still constantly swirling in my head,
With my longing for you coming on
But I stare into empty air instead
Trembling hands open the bottle
Lift it to my thirsty mouth, I'm okay
Taste is bittersweet, pain in my throat
But I drink and drink it all away
I let it flow as a waterfall into me
My mind slowly growing numb
I still keep drinking...
Turning it over in my hands, here
Poisoned with the taste of you
Lingering on my lips, my dear
Movement of your hips with mine
Still constantly swirling in my head,
With my longing for you coming on
But I stare into empty air instead
Trembling hands open the bottle
Lift it to my thirsty mouth, I'm okay
Taste is bittersweet, pain in my throat
But I drink and drink it all away
I let it flow as a waterfall into me
My mind slowly growing numb
I still keep drinking...
823 reads
5 Comments
The Ugly Side of a Dream
"Twinkle twinkle Hollywood star
How I wonder who you are
Up on that pedestal high
Head in the clouds in the sky"
-- KittyFromHell
Fantasies of fame and recognition
Sharing ones music with the world
Having the attention and smiles
Directed at a small town girl
so many get lost in the comotion
I don't want the path they wandered
Forgetting who they are and how
The joy and passion of it was their starter
I want the dream I entertain so precious
But I don't want to become the slave
Of those who...
How I wonder who you are
Up on that pedestal high
Head in the clouds in the sky"
-- KittyFromHell
Fantasies of fame and recognition
Sharing ones music with the world
Having the attention and smiles
Directed at a small town girl
so many get lost in the comotion
I don't want the path they wandered
Forgetting who they are and how
The joy and passion of it was their starter
I want the dream I entertain so precious
But I don't want to become the slave
Of those who...
653 reads
2 Comments
My Words
My words are not graceful
More crude than beautiful
Too many
Swears spoken
At untimely events
Many instances I offend
With my bluntness penned
Harshly done
Inspired by
Angers and frustrations
Most times I don't care
My mouth, my affair
But sometimes
I regret
Hasty words I speak
More crude than beautiful
Too many
Swears spoken
At untimely events
Many instances I offend
With my bluntness penned
Harshly done
Inspired by
Angers and frustrations
Most times I don't care
My mouth, my affair
But sometimes
I regret
Hasty words I speak
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What I Want
Bind my hands
Tie me to the bed
Lay me there at your mercy
With all the thoughts in your head
I'm a little freak
Or maybe just lazy
But I love it when you tease me
The way your touch drives me crazy
Kiss my lips
Gently caress my skin
Tell everything you desire to do
I'll be so far gone I have let you in
Drive me insane
You have a price to pay
Baby please don't leave me like this
The burning inside me won't go away
I need you inside
Tell me you won't stop
Until my legs are wobbly and...
Tie me to the bed
Lay me there at your mercy
With all the thoughts in your head
I'm a little freak
Or maybe just lazy
But I love it when you tease me
The way your touch drives me crazy
Kiss my lips
Gently caress my skin
Tell everything you desire to do
I'll be so far gone I have let you in
Drive me insane
You have a price to pay
Baby please don't leave me like this
The burning inside me won't go away
I need you inside
Tell me you won't stop
Until my legs are wobbly and...
1428 reads
1 Comment
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