Submissions by KittyFromHell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write mostly about my day to day emotions, experiences, and thoughts. Every fucked up thought I have usually ends up here.
If You Only Knew
If you only knew
The things I've seen
The things I've heard
Or better yet the things I've done
If you only knew
About my sleepless nights
Tear stained pillows
Headaches from thinking too much
If you only knew
My deep dark secrets
How to understand me
How to tame my wild wicked heart
If you only knew
The haughty stubbornness
The longing for pleasurable sin
My lack of inhibitions
If you only knew
That my innocence is gone
That I'm not your little angel
If only...
But you'd...
The things I've seen
The things I've heard
Or better yet the things I've done
If you only knew
About my sleepless nights
Tear stained pillows
Headaches from thinking too much
If you only knew
My deep dark secrets
How to understand me
How to tame my wild wicked heart
If you only knew
The haughty stubbornness
The longing for pleasurable sin
My lack of inhibitions
If you only knew
That my innocence is gone
That I'm not your little angel
If only...
But you'd...
702 reads
4 Comments
Story in the Eyes
Eyes are indeed windows
Leading to the heart and soul
They reveal much thats unspoken
Holding secrets untold
I see them as stained glass
Like the ones churches display
They hold an incredible story
Only if you spare attention to pay
Some hide deep rooted pain
Glistening, polished from tears
Some hide wisdom lurking inside
Built from many lived years
Eyes are beautiful to gaze upon
Especially to see affection in a lover
Read the stories laid out to see
Or let them be read by another
Leading to the heart and soul
They reveal much thats unspoken
Holding secrets untold
I see them as stained glass
Like the ones churches display
They hold an incredible story
Only if you spare attention to pay
Some hide deep rooted pain
Glistening, polished from tears
Some hide wisdom lurking inside
Built from many lived years
Eyes are beautiful to gaze upon
Especially to see affection in a lover
Read the stories laid out to see
Or let them be read by another
572 reads
0 Comments
Free in Christ?
Ancient teachings
Questionable instructions
Twisted views of women and slaves
Stories and parables
Of love and miracles
Tales of faithfulness of the brave
This God of theirs
Demands love "or else torture"
An eternity in hell for what?
Mere sins of one life
For perpetual strife
To me that won't make the cut
Sitting in their pews
Clinging to their holy books
Unable to fathom any other
They call this heist
"Free in Christ"
Where, in what they follow after?
Trapped in their...
Questionable instructions
Twisted views of women and slaves
Stories and parables
Of love and miracles
Tales of faithfulness of the brave
This God of theirs
Demands love "or else torture"
An eternity in hell for what?
Mere sins of one life
For perpetual strife
To me that won't make the cut
Sitting in their pews
Clinging to their holy books
Unable to fathom any other
They call this heist
"Free in Christ"
Where, in what they follow after?
Trapped in their...
701 reads
4 Comments
Rejecting Redemption
Blackened heart
Rising from the ashes
Incinerated from fire of hell
Not literally
Only metaphorically
But my imaginings are just as well
Rejecting a savior
Challenging the dark one
Seeking a middle ground
There seems none
I must pick one
At least that's what I hear around
Could I ever be saved?
I know this not
But hell makes me shiver in fear
I hesitate surrender
Commitment forever
With all my questions right here
Sins so addicting
Don't wanna give up
The...
Rising from the ashes
Incinerated from fire of hell
Not literally
Only metaphorically
But my imaginings are just as well
Rejecting a savior
Challenging the dark one
Seeking a middle ground
There seems none
I must pick one
At least that's what I hear around
Could I ever be saved?
I know this not
But hell makes me shiver in fear
I hesitate surrender
Commitment forever
With all my questions right here
Sins so addicting
Don't wanna give up
The...
633 reads
2 Comments
For Love of Pain
I take the black bottle you gave me
Turning it over in my hands, here
Poisoned with the taste of you
Lingering on my lips, my dear
Movement of your hips with mine
Still constantly swirling in my head,
With my longing for you coming on
But I stare into empty air instead
Trembling hands open the bottle
Lift it to my thirsty mouth, I'm okay
Taste is bittersweet, pain in my throat
But I drink and drink it all away
I let it flow as a waterfall into me
My mind slowly growing numb
I still keep drinking...
Turning it over in my hands, here
Poisoned with the taste of you
Lingering on my lips, my dear
Movement of your hips with mine
Still constantly swirling in my head,
With my longing for you coming on
But I stare into empty air instead
Trembling hands open the bottle
Lift it to my thirsty mouth, I'm okay
Taste is bittersweet, pain in my throat
But I drink and drink it all away
I let it flow as a waterfall into me
My mind slowly growing numb
I still keep drinking...
756 reads
5 Comments
The Ugly Side of a Dream
"Twinkle twinkle Hollywood star
How I wonder who you are
Up on that pedestal high
Head in the clouds in the sky"
-- KittyFromHell
Fantasies of fame and recognition
Sharing ones music with the world
Having the attention and smiles
Directed at a small town girl
so many get lost in the comotion
I don't want the path they wandered
Forgetting who they are and how
The joy and passion of it was their starter
I want the dream I entertain so precious
But I don't want to become the slave
Of those who...
How I wonder who you are
Up on that pedestal high
Head in the clouds in the sky"
-- KittyFromHell
Fantasies of fame and recognition
Sharing ones music with the world
Having the attention and smiles
Directed at a small town girl
so many get lost in the comotion
I don't want the path they wandered
Forgetting who they are and how
The joy and passion of it was their starter
I want the dream I entertain so precious
But I don't want to become the slave
Of those who...
591 reads
2 Comments
My Words
My words are not graceful
More crude than beautiful
Too many
Swears spoken
At untimely events
Many instances I offend
With my bluntness penned
Harshly done
Inspired by
Angers and frustrations
Most times I don't care
My mouth, my affair
But sometimes
I regret
Hasty words I speak
More crude than beautiful
Too many
Swears spoken
At untimely events
Many instances I offend
With my bluntness penned
Harshly done
Inspired by
Angers and frustrations
Most times I don't care
My mouth, my affair
But sometimes
I regret
Hasty words I speak
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2 Comments
What I Want
Bind my hands
Tie me to the bed
Lay me there at your mercy
With all the thoughts in your head
I'm a little freak
Or maybe just lazy
But I love it when you tease me
The way your touch drives me crazy
Kiss my lips
Gently caress my skin
Tell everything you desire to do
I'll be so far gone I have let you in
Drive me insane
You have a price to pay
Baby please don't leave me like this
The burning inside me won't go away
I need you inside
Tell me you won't stop
Until my legs are wobbly and...
Tie me to the bed
Lay me there at your mercy
With all the thoughts in your head
I'm a little freak
Or maybe just lazy
But I love it when you tease me
The way your touch drives me crazy
Kiss my lips
Gently caress my skin
Tell everything you desire to do
I'll be so far gone I have let you in
Drive me insane
You have a price to pay
Baby please don't leave me like this
The burning inside me won't go away
I need you inside
Tell me you won't stop
Until my legs are wobbly and...
1347 reads
1 Comment
Thoughts on My Life
Sometimes I sit and wonder
If I have a reason to be here
All I can do is over-ponder
My purpose is not clear
I'm not good for much
I'm selfish and I hurt people
I constantly crave sexual touch
My body is an inevitable evil
I deserve nothing
But I still want everything
I want my dream of having a successful singing career
I want a love that's real and forever
I want all the fun and memories my life can hold
I want courage and confidence to be bold
I want beauty and strength and health when I am old
I want so much
But...
If I have a reason to be here
All I can do is over-ponder
My purpose is not clear
I'm not good for much
I'm selfish and I hurt people
I constantly crave sexual touch
My body is an inevitable evil
I deserve nothing
But I still want everything
I want my dream of having a successful singing career
I want a love that's real and forever
I want all the fun and memories my life can hold
I want courage and confidence to be bold
I want beauty and strength and health when I am old
I want so much
But...
673 reads
3 Comments
Tired
I'm sick of yelling back and forth
Between the different rooms
I'm sick of playing the role of nurse
Sick of this old frayed broom
Tired of people changing their minds
When they decide to keep me down
Tired of my head spinning unstoppably
Around and around and around
Fed up with being told what I can and can't do
And with never really having a say
Fed up with this same old tiring routine
Day after day after day
Between the different rooms
I'm sick of playing the role of nurse
Sick of this old frayed broom
Tired of people changing their minds
When they decide to keep me down
Tired of my head spinning unstoppably
Around and around and around
Fed up with being told what I can and can't do
And with never really having a say
Fed up with this same old tiring routine
Day after day after day
608 reads
6 Comments
Not in the Mood
Heat of summer dragging on
Running errands in this hot sun
AC is shot
God damn its hot
Beads of sweat forming now
My upbeat mood going down
Not feeling good
I wish I could
Finally home, hours later
Confronted by a hater
One here I find,
And More online
My patience wearing thin
Can't handle this cackling hen
That's all she is
Spouting her shit
I'm hot, I'm cranky, too bad
Don't start it if you get mad
When I return
To settle and burn
Get on with you, bitch
I can't...
Running errands in this hot sun
AC is shot
God damn its hot
Beads of sweat forming now
My upbeat mood going down
Not feeling good
I wish I could
Finally home, hours later
Confronted by a hater
One here I find,
And More online
My patience wearing thin
Can't handle this cackling hen
That's all she is
Spouting her shit
I'm hot, I'm cranky, too bad
Don't start it if you get mad
When I return
To settle and burn
Get on with you, bitch
I can't...
762 reads
2 Comments
The World is my Judge
For the past three years I've sought
To live without people on my back
Or down my throat for things I lack
My entire life I've been taught
Things I now distrust and question
Now I try to live to my own discretion
I can't change the people around me
It's a joke to think that I could
And a debate as to whether I should
It's a constant battle, me against them
I rock the wagon, the rut they're in
It's a deadlock contest, I never win
Should I just lay down and surrender?
Ha! No, it's a war worth being...
To live without people on my back
Or down my throat for things I lack
My entire life I've been taught
Things I now distrust and question
Now I try to live to my own discretion
I can't change the people around me
It's a joke to think that I could
And a debate as to whether I should
It's a constant battle, me against them
I rock the wagon, the rut they're in
It's a deadlock contest, I never win
Should I just lay down and surrender?
Ha! No, it's a war worth being...
721 reads
3 Comments
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