Submissions by DeathDefiesMe (Alexis Jackson)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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Alexis
DARK POEM
Published
25th Apr 2013 2:35am
25th Apr 2013 2:35am
Bleeding Evil
There is blood everywhere
Blood on every inch of my wrist
Leaking this poisonous venom
Draining this evil from my body
It feels so good
It also hurts so bad
The chills that go down my spine make me feel abnormal
Only because this pain is a sick addiction and the chills are good
Pain in my heart caused me to be this way
People laugh about it and just brush it off but its serious
They ask me how i can be addicted to pain and i just stare
Cutting is an addiction just like drugs and alcohol
Its just something i cant control
Its...
Blood on every inch of my wrist
Leaking this poisonous venom
Draining this evil from my body
It feels so good
It also hurts so bad
The chills that go down my spine make me feel abnormal
Only because this pain is a sick addiction and the chills are good
Pain in my heart caused me to be this way
People laugh about it and just brush it off but its serious
They ask me how i can be addicted to pain and i just stare
Cutting is an addiction just like drugs and alcohol
Its just something i cant control
Its...
627 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2013 7:40pm
22nd Apr 2013 7:40pm
The days drag on..
I feel absolutely disgusted with myself
How can i still be breathing i constantly ask myself
When will be the day that i take my last breath?
Living is so hard breathing is exhausting and feeling is torture
I want to be happy so bad but i cant force myself to feel happiness
Its so so difficult for me to keep going
Each day its an uphill battle just to get out of the bed
Pain covers my heart and my heart aches for love
There are cuts all over my body
Hiding them is the hardest part of the process
Chasing dreams that are never going to happen...
How can i still be breathing i constantly ask myself
When will be the day that i take my last breath?
Living is so hard breathing is exhausting and feeling is torture
I want to be happy so bad but i cant force myself to feel happiness
Its so so difficult for me to keep going
Each day its an uphill battle just to get out of the bed
Pain covers my heart and my heart aches for love
There are cuts all over my body
Hiding them is the hardest part of the process
Chasing dreams that are never going to happen...
641 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2013 4:20am
23rd Mar 2013 4:20am
Blood everywhere
This blood covers my wrist completely
All i see is red
All i feel is emptiness
I want this pain to end
As i lay down and death takes over
The thoughts of life erase from my mind
I cant remember anything of my past
Just looking at the future
The dark place all alone
No light and no love
This is where i belong
When will my life just end
I have but one request
put me out of my misery
Take me out of this world
Put a gun to my head and shoot me
I dont want this anymore
This broken feeling inside will never...
All i see is red
All i feel is emptiness
I want this pain to end
As i lay down and death takes over
The thoughts of life erase from my mind
I cant remember anything of my past
Just looking at the future
The dark place all alone
No light and no love
This is where i belong
When will my life just end
I have but one request
put me out of my misery
Take me out of this world
Put a gun to my head and shoot me
I dont want this anymore
This broken feeling inside will never...
662 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
1st Mar 2013 00:54am
1st Mar 2013 00:54am
I want you to get hit by a bus!
1000 reads
7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Mar 2013 00:46am
1st Mar 2013 00:46am
When will this hurt stop hurting?
This poem was created by me but my friend Zack also helped hope u like it:
These razor blades in my hand
People try to understand,
The pain inside the kind that i cannot hide
But why, oh why is this world so cruel?
These open wounds
upon my wrists
one can only imagine
this razors kiss
So sharp but sweet
bitter defeats
blood is dripping everywhere
Why do people continue to stare,
at the wounds i have so bare
This hurt inside my soul burns,
it burns like the fires in hell
Cut the skin and set it free
...
These razor blades in my hand
People try to understand,
The pain inside the kind that i cannot hide
But why, oh why is this world so cruel?
These open wounds
upon my wrists
one can only imagine
this razors kiss
So sharp but sweet
bitter defeats
blood is dripping everywhere
Why do people continue to stare,
at the wounds i have so bare
This hurt inside my soul burns,
it burns like the fires in hell
Cut the skin and set it free
...
937 reads
4 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
28th Feb 2013 3:42am
28th Feb 2013 3:42am
A little courage never hurt anyone
Life is kinda like a Robert Frost poem
You have to choose which decisions to make and what road to choose
Sometimes you pull a Robert Frost and go down a lonely ass road with no one to travel beside you
So they have absolutely no idea whats going on in your head
But sometimes you go with the flow and follow everyone that is going down the other road
This way your overwhelmed by everything
And always getting bumped and pushed down
Which road do you choose...
You must have to ask yourself that
Would you rather be a follower?
Or go out of...
You have to choose which decisions to make and what road to choose
Sometimes you pull a Robert Frost and go down a lonely ass road with no one to travel beside you
So they have absolutely no idea whats going on in your head
But sometimes you go with the flow and follow everyone that is going down the other road
This way your overwhelmed by everything
And always getting bumped and pushed down
Which road do you choose...
You must have to ask yourself that
Would you rather be a follower?
Or go out of...
#RobertFrost
#choices
629 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Feb 2013 3:24am
28th Feb 2013 3:24am
The way I've become
As the leaves fall from the trees
The hate inside my heart grows
The faster the days go by
The faster my pain goes to just being numb
I want a heart filled with love
But you people in this world cant give me a break
Your all so evil and cruel
Why? Why do u show no remorse for your actions?
I want to break down and cry
I know that wont help
I want to slice up my wrists
But thats just a temporary fix for my ever going pain
When will be the day where we can all just sit together
Smoke together
And be joined in peace...
The hate inside my heart grows
The faster the days go by
The faster my pain goes to just being numb
I want a heart filled with love
But you people in this world cant give me a break
Your all so evil and cruel
Why? Why do u show no remorse for your actions?
I want to break down and cry
I know that wont help
I want to slice up my wrists
But thats just a temporary fix for my ever going pain
When will be the day where we can all just sit together
Smoke together
And be joined in peace...
647 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
27th Feb 2013 1:22am
27th Feb 2013 1:22am
My heart keeps crummbling for you
It kills me to be away from you
I ache to cut until i have no more blood left
My heart shattered the second you parted from me
I knew i wouldnt see you for a while and i was right
My whole body is exhausted from caring for you
I am mentally destroyed and I feel like dying
I want more than anything to just go to sleep and never wake up
These pills in my hand guarantee that
So does the razor blade in my other hand
Which way do i wanna go, i dont know
I feel so crushed and embarassed that i could just die
I can see a mental image of the...
I ache to cut until i have no more blood left
My heart shattered the second you parted from me
I knew i wouldnt see you for a while and i was right
My whole body is exhausted from caring for you
I am mentally destroyed and I feel like dying
I want more than anything to just go to sleep and never wake up
These pills in my hand guarantee that
So does the razor blade in my other hand
Which way do i wanna go, i dont know
I feel so crushed and embarassed that i could just die
I can see a mental image of the...
758 reads
9 Comments
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