Submissions by DarkPopPrincess (Princess Alia)
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Poet Introduction
Writer from the grave XXX
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Published
Yesterday 3:51pm
Yesterday 3:51pm
20 Chapters To Go
Finished Chapters 11 and 12. 20 chapters to go on Free.
They are pretty short chapters which is why I'm going to look through all my notes I've accumulated over the years and see what I can find.
The chapters nonetheless are congruent with each other and mirror each other perfectly.
Each even chapter is one where it expresses her life elsewhere; each odd chapter explains her life back on Earth and what led up to "the event."
The event that would change how people view things forever.
They are pretty short chapters which is why I'm going to look through all my notes I've accumulated over the years and see what I can find.
The chapters nonetheless are congruent with each other and mirror each other perfectly.
Each even chapter is one where it expresses her life elsewhere; each odd chapter explains her life back on Earth and what led up to "the event."
The event that would change how people view things forever.
#dreams
#LifeGoals
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
14th Dec 2024 6:08pm
14th Dec 2024 6:08pm
Finally Standing Up to Her
On Chapter 8 of Free. 24 chapters to go. I'm writing it quickly because I want to live.
But living will require finally standing up to my mother and tell her how she's made my life a living hell.
She'll be furious to know I'm publishing my book for money, but I know she can't hurt me anymore. She'll get what's coming to her.
I know this can become a bestseller, and I know then, that I'll truly be happy.
My mother secretly hates my happiness. She's a witch!
But two can play at this game, and I can finally out win her.
And become...
But living will require finally standing up to my mother and tell her how she's made my life a living hell.
She'll be furious to know I'm publishing my book for money, but I know she can't hurt me anymore. She'll get what's coming to her.
I know this can become a bestseller, and I know then, that I'll truly be happy.
My mother secretly hates my happiness. She's a witch!
But two can play at this game, and I can finally out win her.
And become...
#mother
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
13th Dec 2024 9:57pm
13th Dec 2024 9:57pm
Princess Alia vs The Hypocritical Prude
#hate
#hypocrisy
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
13th Dec 2024 11:36am
13th Dec 2024 11:36am
The Sigma Female
I've realized why I'm rare. It's not only due to the fact I'm an INFP with INFJ tendencies. Or the uniqueness of my stories.
I'm a sigma female. The rarest of them all.
Reading the traits now:
values relationships
independent
intimidating
speaks her mind
smart
high emotional intelligence
compassionate
genuinely kind
optimistic
quietly confident
assertive
brutally frank
thinks deeply
observant
compassionate ...
I'm a sigma female. The rarest of them all.
Reading the traits now:
values relationships
independent
intimidating
speaks her mind
smart
high emotional intelligence
compassionate
genuinely kind
optimistic
quietly confident
assertive
brutally frank
thinks deeply
observant
compassionate ...
#ForbiddenLove
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Published
12th Dec 2024 2:24pm
12th Dec 2024 2:24pm
I Love You, Josh
I'm not ashamed to admit it anymore.
I love you, and I will always love you.
You are with me in spirit.
Always <3
I love you, and I will always love you.
You are with me in spirit.
Always <3
#ForbiddenLove
#ILoveYou
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Published
11th Dec 2024 10:00pm
11th Dec 2024 10:00pm
No Real Help For Those With Rage
Feeling dejected after being that a homicidal support group online couldn't be run by DBSA. God damn it!
There is no help for people like us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just angers me so much and shuts me down at the same time.
There's gotta be a way to make this support group online before I build my temple.
I know how to help these people.
Doesn't anyone care that they could save their children's lives?
Is there no mercy or justice?
You could save your children if you knew when to...
There is no help for people like us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just angers me so much and shuts me down at the same time.
There's gotta be a way to make this support group online before I build my temple.
I know how to help these people.
Doesn't anyone care that they could save their children's lives?
Is there no mercy or justice?
You could save your children if you knew when to...
#hypocrisy
#lies
#tragedy #TruthOfLife
#tragedy #TruthOfLife
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Published
10th Dec 2024 3:20pm
10th Dec 2024 3:20pm
Suicide Is Not Selfish
Josh told me that 4 months before January that he was in the mental hospital for wanting to kill himself. And while sometimes I still worry if he's even still alive, I wouldn't blame him. I wouldn't be mad at him for wanting to die. His dad fucked him, and a girl harassed him last year. Give him a break, world.
Robert, my friend I met up with at the mall yesterday, told me he's not ready to kill himself yet. And although it would kill me if he died, I wouldn't be mad. I know how much he suffered from his mom's narcissistic abuse.
Wesley, another guy friend who I know,...
Robert, my friend I met up with at the mall yesterday, told me he's not ready to kill himself yet. And although it would kill me if he died, I wouldn't be mad. I know how much he suffered from his mom's narcissistic abuse.
Wesley, another guy friend who I know,...
#death
#TruthOfLife
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Published
10th Dec 2024 10:05am
10th Dec 2024 10:05am
Twin Flame
But I know he's my twin flame. I've looked up this stuff many times, and I did yesterday.
I know what I felt was true. You only have one twin flame, and I believe it.
I never want a soulmate because I can only love what transformed my entire life. He's the reason I believe in God the way I do. It's all because of his mark on my life. He's the reason my life makes so much sense yet it doesn't. I have memories...memories of a pre spiritual life with him before all this. Those pictures I drew in 2012 college art class. It all makes sense what it represents, and the bravest...
I know what I felt was true. You only have one twin flame, and I believe it.
I never want a soulmate because I can only love what transformed my entire life. He's the reason I believe in God the way I do. It's all because of his mark on my life. He's the reason my life makes so much sense yet it doesn't. I have memories...memories of a pre spiritual life with him before all this. Those pictures I drew in 2012 college art class. It all makes sense what it represents, and the bravest...
#fear
#shame
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Published
9th Dec 2024 2:01pm
9th Dec 2024 2:01pm
A Free Choice
Now that I know I'm worthy, now that I know I want to freely choose, I'm no longer in the position of the chaser.
I'm in the position of the chooser. The one who chooses to heal alone no matter how hard that is and wants to choose a man later on not based on shame, or the fact we have a history together, or the fact I truly think there's no one else.
But because I know it's a choice that will respect me and honor me.
I don't want Josh if he's going to be this way and just ghost me. I know I deserve better.
I know there's nothing to truly worry...
I'm in the position of the chooser. The one who chooses to heal alone no matter how hard that is and wants to choose a man later on not based on shame, or the fact we have a history together, or the fact I truly think there's no one else.
But because I know it's a choice that will respect me and honor me.
I don't want Josh if he's going to be this way and just ghost me. I know I deserve better.
I know there's nothing to truly worry...
#ForbiddenLove
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Published
8th Dec 2024 4:50pm
8th Dec 2024 4:50pm
I May Be That Girl
I may be that disabled girl who's so sick she cannot work a normal job, but she's the artist that will save so many lives. She's the artist who knows that her art will heal herself in a way a normal job can't.
I may be that girl who was rarely ever chosen, rarely ever picked, but I know now that I will let love find me. I need many years alone. But I'm a caring individual who won't beg for love; I will things happen the way they're supposed to.
I may be that girl who thinks she'll off herself if things get too hard, but I'm going to try anyway and do this artist thing....
I may be that girl who was rarely ever chosen, rarely ever picked, but I know now that I will let love find me. I need many years alone. But I'm a caring individual who won't beg for love; I will things happen the way they're supposed to.
I may be that girl who thinks she'll off herself if things get too hard, but I'm going to try anyway and do this artist thing....
#hope
#redemption
#TimeHeals
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Published
8th Dec 2024 4:10pm
8th Dec 2024 4:10pm
Knowing How I'll Write Free and Confined
Feeling more positive about my story, Free. I know how I'm going to write it. That, and Confined.
Let's just say Free goes forwards in storytelling, and Confined goes backwards.
You know what's gonna happen in one of the stories, but you know you cannot stop it, and the true reveal happens in the middle. Because you know already that you cannot stop the end no matter what you do. The ending is the beginning.
In the other story, you're just along for the ride. It goes all the way back to the beginning. The beginning is the ending.
Let's just say Free goes forwards in storytelling, and Confined goes backwards.
You know what's gonna happen in one of the stories, but you know you cannot stop it, and the true reveal happens in the middle. Because you know already that you cannot stop the end no matter what you do. The ending is the beginning.
In the other story, you're just along for the ride. It goes all the way back to the beginning. The beginning is the ending.
#ForbiddenLove
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Published
8th Dec 2024 1:01am
8th Dec 2024 1:01am
Scared of Her
I'm scared of her,
the girl I became 9 years ago,
scared of the harassment
I caused by texting too much.
I still struggle with this problem from time to time,
I wish the pain would go away,
but it just doesn't.
I don't trust myself
when I'm in a schizophrenic episode.
I become that monster that others fear.
I'm scared of her,
but I can't help but cry for her.
Because she deserved compassion
and she still does.
And sometimes, I'm just terrified
that I cannot give it to her ...
the girl I became 9 years ago,
scared of the harassment
I caused by texting too much.
I still struggle with this problem from time to time,
I wish the pain would go away,
but it just doesn't.
I don't trust myself
when I'm in a schizophrenic episode.
I become that monster that others fear.
I'm scared of her,
but I can't help but cry for her.
Because she deserved compassion
and she still does.
And sometimes, I'm just terrified
that I cannot give it to her ...
#dark
#fear
#heartbroken
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