Submissions by Cosmonaut-x
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2018 1:09pm
1st Jan 2018 1:09pm
Wandering thoughts
I woke up today feeling the sickness
Of life bearing down on me there's too many illusions
What's gonna stay what's going to fade
New poison floods thru my veins today
I never learned to hold it in
When I do I feel rotten
I fester with insecurities
Fears
The unknowing
I've had people try to kill me
I sleep with my nina right next to me
I want to be free
I hate exceptions
The world doesn't owe you anything
Self entitled
Seems to be a virus
Its spreading to the masses
Heart attack...
Of life bearing down on me there's too many illusions
What's gonna stay what's going to fade
New poison floods thru my veins today
I never learned to hold it in
When I do I feel rotten
I fester with insecurities
Fears
The unknowing
I've had people try to kill me
I sleep with my nina right next to me
I want to be free
I hate exceptions
The world doesn't owe you anything
Self entitled
Seems to be a virus
Its spreading to the masses
Heart attack...
#LifeAsAWriter
421 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
24th Dec 2017 11:53pm
24th Dec 2017 11:53pm
Makin it happen
All your fantasys become a reality with me
Open and free you speak openly
And we've tried so many things
But not everything
This time it was sleep
No not us sleeping
Her asleep while I snuck and I creeped
Kneeling over her I beat on my meat
Smelling her pussy scent waft up to me
Cock turning to granite
Fuck I'm harder than a diamond
I slide my fingers between her cheeks
feeling her warmth and wetness between
Getting it ready to take me gently as can be
Trying not to wake her just yet
I don't wanna spoil the...
Open and free you speak openly
And we've tried so many things
But not everything
This time it was sleep
No not us sleeping
Her asleep while I snuck and I creeped
Kneeling over her I beat on my meat
Smelling her pussy scent waft up to me
Cock turning to granite
Fuck I'm harder than a diamond
I slide my fingers between her cheeks
feeling her warmth and wetness between
Getting it ready to take me gently as can be
Trying not to wake her just yet
I don't wanna spoil the...
#lust
#erotic
#lover
#SelfReflection
#dirty
717 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2017 9:15pm
23rd Dec 2017 9:15pm
Behind the lines
Its not bad but I've been sitting here so sad
I've got logic and a plan
But I got hands all up in my mix
Contaminating it with there oily intents
You don't think I don't stress
All the facts
I see the truth
I see you
I see thru you
I never meant a damn
I'm just a Cog in your master plan
But I'm your jam
You fucked up
You're already marked
You think you've won
But you've missed your mark
Might as well crawl back into the dark
Restart
Because your tricks don't fool me
You just think...
I've got logic and a plan
But I got hands all up in my mix
Contaminating it with there oily intents
You don't think I don't stress
All the facts
I see the truth
I see you
I see thru you
I never meant a damn
I'm just a Cog in your master plan
But I'm your jam
You fucked up
You're already marked
You think you've won
But you've missed your mark
Might as well crawl back into the dark
Restart
Because your tricks don't fool me
You just think...
#PopCulture
461 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2017 7:09pm
19th Dec 2017 7:09pm
Sacrificial lamb
Maybe it's just karma hunting me down
Because I can never be happy now
Go ahead take it all from me
Watch me drown
I'll choke and suffocate
On all our memories
All are dreams
And promises made to me
I'll fade away
It doesn't even matter tho
Because I've always been nothing
A sacrificial lamb for the hurting the used
They Use me in return
Taking from me my essence
leaving me empty
suicidal and hopeless
A Scavenger of human sorrow
Picking at my heart and bones until i have...
Because I can never be happy now
Go ahead take it all from me
Watch me drown
I'll choke and suffocate
On all our memories
All are dreams
And promises made to me
I'll fade away
It doesn't even matter tho
Because I've always been nothing
A sacrificial lamb for the hurting the used
They Use me in return
Taking from me my essence
leaving me empty
suicidal and hopeless
A Scavenger of human sorrow
Picking at my heart and bones until i have...
#PopCulture
504 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Dec 2017 9:03pm
16th Dec 2017 9:03pm
No restraints
It keeps resonating in my mind
What you said
“ a love that depends on a partners fails or success “
But we all have expectations ?
Right?
Like don't cheat ? Hit ? Or lie?
But really there just boundaries
At least for me it seems
Because I've been lied to and cheated on and stayed ,
I'm a hypocrite and insane
I love the heartache and pain
The darkness and rain
I love living in the night
I love the thrill of the fight
My heads missing screws but I don't want it tight
Restricting the free flow of hopes and...
What you said
“ a love that depends on a partners fails or success “
But we all have expectations ?
Right?
Like don't cheat ? Hit ? Or lie?
But really there just boundaries
At least for me it seems
Because I've been lied to and cheated on and stayed ,
I'm a hypocrite and insane
I love the heartache and pain
The darkness and rain
I love living in the night
I love the thrill of the fight
My heads missing screws but I don't want it tight
Restricting the free flow of hopes and...
#dark
473 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Dec 2017 10:32pm
14th Dec 2017 10:32pm
Spiral
I'll Crush your heart
Under the pressure of me
You'll Pick apart all are memories
I Lay in the dark thinking of you
Feeling , seeing the ghost of a spoon
How long will we struggle
Fighting to be
Living a life that was not meant to be
I will never be home with you in my bed
Lying awake with demons inside my head
Spiraling down deeper then I thought I could
Stuck in the crossfire you lost what I should
Life, its a joke take mine if you would
Because I'm so far under
And I can't see the world
I'm tunneling...
Under the pressure of me
You'll Pick apart all are memories
I Lay in the dark thinking of you
Feeling , seeing the ghost of a spoon
How long will we struggle
Fighting to be
Living a life that was not meant to be
I will never be home with you in my bed
Lying awake with demons inside my head
Spiraling down deeper then I thought I could
Stuck in the crossfire you lost what I should
Life, its a joke take mine if you would
Because I'm so far under
And I can't see the world
I'm tunneling...
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
585 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Dec 2017 8:47pm
14th Dec 2017 8:47pm
Closing off
Take
all
this
pain
and drive it away
I've
Become
So
Numb
I hate all the days
You
Poisoned
Me
Now
Life's not the same
You
sold
dreams
Then
You took mine away
And I'm growing colder
Keep pushing me away
I
Can't
Stand
Here
Trapped stuck in This place
You
Made
Created
Now
Lay in your grave
It's hopeless
It's pointless
It's broken
Just take it away
all
this
pain
and drive it away
I've
Become
So
Numb
I hate all the days
You
Poisoned
Me
Now
Life's not the same
You
sold
dreams
Then
You took mine away
And I'm growing colder
Keep pushing me away
I
Can't
Stand
Here
Trapped stuck in This place
You
Made
Created
Now
Lay in your grave
It's hopeless
It's pointless
It's broken
Just take it away
#rejection
#dark
#shadows
#UnrequitedLove
#hurt
642 reads
8 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
12th Dec 2017 2:49am
12th Dec 2017 2:49am
Deeper
You continue to blow my mind
The way are bodies collide
How are souls intertwined
My hands slide over your curves
Caressing your sun kissed skin
Planting kisses every inch
Are lips connect
And we're lost in the kiss
Soon she's kissing down my chest
Biting my abs saying your sexy as fuck
Licking my nipples and biting my pecs
Right down to my cock
Kissing me thru my boxer briefs
Getting me hard and I start growing
Cock swelling inching down my leg
Now I have side pipe .
And she's kissing up and down my...
The way are bodies collide
How are souls intertwined
My hands slide over your curves
Caressing your sun kissed skin
Planting kisses every inch
Are lips connect
And we're lost in the kiss
Soon she's kissing down my chest
Biting my abs saying your sexy as fuck
Licking my nipples and biting my pecs
Right down to my cock
Kissing me thru my boxer briefs
Getting me hard and I start growing
Cock swelling inching down my leg
Now I have side pipe .
And she's kissing up and down my...
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
#passion
1195 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2017 10:32pm
9th Dec 2017 10:32pm
Tainted
Everything felt tainted
Her touch almost a poison
Making his skin crawl and mind haunt him
Its funny because she used to be perfect
At least to him
But now its hard just to look at her
Each day trying to get over the hurt
I mourn the love died that day
Trying to keep living, pushing past the pain
But it's still there etched in my brain
Like an illness eating away
Rotting away
The remorse the regret the shame
My insides swirl like snakes
I just want to sleep and never to wake
I want to feel like I did...
Her touch almost a poison
Making his skin crawl and mind haunt him
Its funny because she used to be perfect
At least to him
But now its hard just to look at her
Each day trying to get over the hurt
I mourn the love died that day
Trying to keep living, pushing past the pain
But it's still there etched in my brain
Like an illness eating away
Rotting away
The remorse the regret the shame
My insides swirl like snakes
I just want to sleep and never to wake
I want to feel like I did...
#anger
#strength
#dark
591 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Dec 2017 3:13pm
8th Dec 2017 3:13pm
Trust fall
I had to burn everything
Incinerate all the memories
Start new
Keeping the few ones I need
To remind me your worth keeping
Worth all this pain and misery
The betrayal and all the evil you brought to me
I'm trying to keep hope
That your telling truth
But still I've built walls
to keep you from striking my core again
I've put on my armour plating
Started securing and protecting
The deeper parts of me
Now I just gotta wait and see
If your words had any meaning
And you plan to follow thru with them ...
Incinerate all the memories
Start new
Keeping the few ones I need
To remind me your worth keeping
Worth all this pain and misery
The betrayal and all the evil you brought to me
I'm trying to keep hope
That your telling truth
But still I've built walls
to keep you from striking my core again
I've put on my armour plating
Started securing and protecting
The deeper parts of me
Now I just gotta wait and see
If your words had any meaning
And you plan to follow thru with them ...
#anger
#conflict
#betrayal
#escape
#revenge
609 reads
3 Comments
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