Watch your step

What I'm supposed to do
You took that shine and dulled it to
Just like the rest if them
And you said you were different

All people are the same to me
I've lived so many life's its all a blur to me
Forgotten faces of lovers
Pixelated memories
Forgive me for not remembering

I'm to understanding
Because I've done so much damage
Allowing pain in my life so I'm punished
A self fulfilling masochistic

I know I'm sick
And usually cause my own shit
Self fulfilling prophecy's
Self destructive tendencies
Lack of empathy
I have to many burdens that hinder me

But I won't let you use me
Playing me stupid
I've got many options to choose from
But you wanna play this game
One your not very good at
But I am ,I'm fluent in sick and twisted

You kinda got the picture last night
When I was tired of being disrespected
Had you backed up in the corner terrified
And I made you piss yourself
Standing right there
Fully clothed soaking your jeans

That's just me angry
Not me snapping
And I didn't lay a hand on anybody
One look into my eyes and you know not to  fuck with me
That's just me
 an alpha dominating
I lead

Don't ever try to punk me
I'll have you on both knees
Like there was a gun to your head
And you're blowing me like a dope fiend
Sucking that dick like its your last hit