Submissions by BlueEyes

Time falls through my fingers,
sands in a hour glass.
I live my life
without looking back.
Forward just keep moving
like a coursing river.
I walk through my life
seeing no one, feeling nothing.

I float through life
trying to stay alone;
it's better that way,
there is less pain
but it never lasts.
They notice me.
They become my friends,
then I have to leave,
to become a shadow again.

Fear of becoming the Holiday Man
surrounded by non-existing memories
sleeping with dreams of the possibilities
I don't want to become him
never being there for a child
trying to buy the love of a son
He tries to erase what he has done
I will never forget how long he was gone
to only come around for the glory
trying to convince me with make-believe stories
My sadness turns to anger when he speaks
He makes excuses for his absence
I will never forgive him for leaving
deep down I love him he is my father
but i will not become him The...

I fear of falling beneath the Mirror
losing my breath the darkness surrounding
deeper in the abyss I fall
the pressure rises as he comes
to take my soul from its bonds
I shall never see the light again
for forever I shall sleep under the waves
in my reflecting grave shall I stay