Submissions by AikoAyame (Raine)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"..Those who can't acknowledge their real selves are bound to fail.."
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Feb 2015 7:51pm
10th Feb 2015 7:51pm
what happened last night..?
Yesterday I felt tense as I walked into my fathers house
I felt like it was my fault or so but I still do not know
My stepmother was nervous and my father seemed annoyed
My little sister on the computer, playing with her toys
Did something happen or is it just my imagination
I felt this feeling once before.. but where?
Nothing could've been changed if I spoke up
This feeling, now I remember..tints of despair
It was like when my family found out about the cancer
My grandmother, bless her soul in heaven
Maybe it will be the same feeling
I fear for...
I felt like it was my fault or so but I still do not know
My stepmother was nervous and my father seemed annoyed
My little sister on the computer, playing with her toys
Did something happen or is it just my imagination
I felt this feeling once before.. but where?
Nothing could've been changed if I spoke up
This feeling, now I remember..tints of despair
It was like when my family found out about the cancer
My grandmother, bless her soul in heaven
Maybe it will be the same feeling
I fear for...
570 reads
SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2015 6:14am
9th Feb 2015 6:14am
.:It Was In The past:.
It's so damn annoying how you act like you know me
Boy, yeah.. boy.. you don't even have a clue
you don't even know me, and I won't ever show you
the sweet girl in front of you hides behind a paper bag
with a smile drawn on it, her life is full of shit
you keep glancing her way and to her smile
I guess you can really see right passed all of it
but as you keep closing and cornering her
the only things she's to do is run away
why do you want to know her so badly?
her life is full of lies and...
Boy, yeah.. boy.. you don't even have a clue
you don't even know me, and I won't ever show you
the sweet girl in front of you hides behind a paper bag
with a smile drawn on it, her life is full of shit
you keep glancing her way and to her smile
I guess you can really see right passed all of it
but as you keep closing and cornering her
the only things she's to do is run away
why do you want to know her so badly?
her life is full of lies and...
691 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Feb 2015 7:24pm
6th Feb 2015 7:24pm
.:Views At Reality:.
Im just sitting down and wondering
About life and the future ahead
I think about this always
Especially when its time to go to bed
Friends tell me to not stress of the life ahead
Others are ignorant and take life the way it goes
I wish i was carefree as they are
But five months and i graduate
Its not that far away from today
I will become and adult in may
But what should i start now
I want to become an artist
I enjoy music, literature and art
Deep down in my heart ...
About life and the future ahead
I think about this always
Especially when its time to go to bed
Friends tell me to not stress of the life ahead
Others are ignorant and take life the way it goes
I wish i was carefree as they are
But five months and i graduate
Its not that far away from today
I will become and adult in may
But what should i start now
I want to become an artist
I enjoy music, literature and art
Deep down in my heart ...
679 reads
7 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
6th Feb 2015 6:10am
6th Feb 2015 6:10am
.:Garden of Love:.
Its a love story
About a girl and a boy
They knew one another since young
Growing up they were inseparable
Whenever the girl was in trouble
He would be there to save her, her hero
The days go by, from day to weeks to years
They would fight and she would be in tears till he came
He would always apologize for his mistakes
She would forgive and forget but never regret.. It all goes well
But there was something wrong with her, A Secret She could never tell
Since she was young, she would...
About a girl and a boy
They knew one another since young
Growing up they were inseparable
Whenever the girl was in trouble
He would be there to save her, her hero
The days go by, from day to weeks to years
They would fight and she would be in tears till he came
He would always apologize for his mistakes
She would forgive and forget but never regret.. It all goes well
But there was something wrong with her, A Secret She could never tell
Since she was young, she would...
763 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2015 1:44am
6th Feb 2015 1:44am
...:Black To White:...
I walk these streets alone
looking to my back
in which everything is pitch black
looking forward are glimmers of white
am i still alive.. or have i died?
am i in heaven? or am i in hell?
my heart feels heavy, a soul that's left
wandering... the only Thing Im left to do
i stumble as i walk towards the light
was this because of you?
does this mean that i'm going to die?
or should I go back into the pit of darkness..
the light surrounds my vision as i awake
colors...
looking to my back
in which everything is pitch black
looking forward are glimmers of white
am i still alive.. or have i died?
am i in heaven? or am i in hell?
my heart feels heavy, a soul that's left
wandering... the only Thing Im left to do
i stumble as i walk towards the light
was this because of you?
does this mean that i'm going to die?
or should I go back into the pit of darkness..
the light surrounds my vision as i awake
colors...
751 reads
6 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Feb 2015 4:23am
5th Feb 2015 4:23am
:.Ink:.
Your An Angel With A Shotgun..
Fighting The Thoughts Inside Your Head
Baby Its Alright, Your Gonna Win This Fight!
I Know You Can Do This, Just Do Your Best..!
Don't Worry Girl, Your Doing Fine, Just Take Your time!
All Wounds Heal , The Bruising we have..
I'll Be Your Shield..whenever Your In Harms Way
I'm Always There For You So You'll Be Okay
I'll Protect You Sis I love You So Much!
You've Always Been there For Me And
I'll Always, Always Be There For You..!
...
Fighting The Thoughts Inside Your Head
Baby Its Alright, Your Gonna Win This Fight!
I Know You Can Do This, Just Do Your Best..!
Don't Worry Girl, Your Doing Fine, Just Take Your time!
All Wounds Heal , The Bruising we have..
I'll Be Your Shield..whenever Your In Harms Way
I'm Always There For You So You'll Be Okay
I'll Protect You Sis I love You So Much!
You've Always Been there For Me And
I'll Always, Always Be There For You..!
...
670 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2015 8:28pm
4th Feb 2015 8:28pm
Avoidance
if i could in a way
run away what would it be like...
not having to fight my conflicts?
would I be a coward running away?
or would it be nothing more of escaping
and being alone as I always have been..
ever since I was ten I escaped my fears with delusions
mom and dad aren't arguing, he's just upset about something
I don't have anxiety, I just have trouble being around others
I don't go out much with friends, am I even a friend to them?
im hardly there for people.. only when they find me...
all I can do is listen and see them...
run away what would it be like...
not having to fight my conflicts?
would I be a coward running away?
or would it be nothing more of escaping
and being alone as I always have been..
ever since I was ten I escaped my fears with delusions
mom and dad aren't arguing, he's just upset about something
I don't have anxiety, I just have trouble being around others
I don't go out much with friends, am I even a friend to them?
im hardly there for people.. only when they find me...
all I can do is listen and see them...
622 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2015 8:01pm
3rd Feb 2015 8:01pm
.:Missing You:.
Call Me Up On The Phone
Tell Me That I'm Not Alone
I Already Know The Answers
She Died Because Of The Cancers
I Will Always Remember Her Smile
Grandmother of Nine, Mother of four
I Will Always Remember Her Love
She's In A Peaceful Place Now
In the sky with the heavens above
The Happiness We Know Is A Distant Memory
The Gravesite I Have Yet To See
I Know I Wasn't There, And I Know She Wouldn't Blame Me
Missing Her So Much It Pains My Heart
From Heaven To Earth I Know We're Not That Far Apart...
Tell Me That I'm Not Alone
I Already Know The Answers
She Died Because Of The Cancers
I Will Always Remember Her Smile
Grandmother of Nine, Mother of four
I Will Always Remember Her Love
She's In A Peaceful Place Now
In the sky with the heavens above
The Happiness We Know Is A Distant Memory
The Gravesite I Have Yet To See
I Know I Wasn't There, And I Know She Wouldn't Blame Me
Missing Her So Much It Pains My Heart
From Heaven To Earth I Know We're Not That Far Apart...
565 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
28th Jan 2015 3:40am
28th Jan 2015 3:40am
I'm OK.. Just..Broken..
You always seem to twist my words around
Making my life seem to be Upside Down
Always say i smile, when i mean to frown
You play the puppet master
And i seem to be the marionette
It never seem to end.. Doesnt it?
Say things about me, that aren't very true
Getting me in trouble with father
No shit, its because of you
Mother, dont spill everything you know
In life, it'll slip.. And theres never an end to it
Your stressing me out, If i talk back
Will I get Kicked out?
I wont...
Making my life seem to be Upside Down
Always say i smile, when i mean to frown
You play the puppet master
And i seem to be the marionette
It never seem to end.. Doesnt it?
Say things about me, that aren't very true
Getting me in trouble with father
No shit, its because of you
Mother, dont spill everything you know
In life, it'll slip.. And theres never an end to it
Your stressing me out, If i talk back
Will I get Kicked out?
I wont...
620 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jan 2015 7:54pm
11th Jan 2015 7:54pm
Break Free . . .
What more stress can i get but that of you
I look like a mess, my heart split in two
I know that its unfair to speak my thoughts
But i don't care, i always silenced my feelings
This Doesn't matter, if i look hell unappealing
Your stressing me to date but question me my fate
I love him.. I love her.. I don't know.. Im not sure
Pressure.. Your pressuring me..
There we have it..my anxiety...
I cant breathe..i cant fight..i cant win.. Its just a sin..
Just wait till im of age..but for now i must behave...
I look like a mess, my heart split in two
I know that its unfair to speak my thoughts
But i don't care, i always silenced my feelings
This Doesn't matter, if i look hell unappealing
Your stressing me to date but question me my fate
I love him.. I love her.. I don't know.. Im not sure
Pressure.. Your pressuring me..
There we have it..my anxiety...
I cant breathe..i cant fight..i cant win.. Its just a sin..
Just wait till im of age..but for now i must behave...
604 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Jan 2015 2:47am
8th Jan 2015 2:47am
L o v e . . .
Just a word that makes me cringe
Every time I think of Him
Such dark eyes, and raven hair
I loved him, but he never even cared
The love we both shared.. Fell apart..
Broke me down.. And Ripped out my heart..
Is it wrong to forgive and still Love?
It doesn't matter what happened before
But please..please don't leave me..
Like you did once before....I Had Loved You
Just.. Not Anymore... Not Anymore...
Every time I think of Him
Such dark eyes, and raven hair
I loved him, but he never even cared
The love we both shared.. Fell apart..
Broke me down.. And Ripped out my heart..
Is it wrong to forgive and still Love?
It doesn't matter what happened before
But please..please don't leave me..
Like you did once before....I Had Loved You
Just.. Not Anymore... Not Anymore...
562 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Jan 2015 2:04am
8th Jan 2015 2:04am
"..Be Strong.."
The little girl didn't "fit in" when her parents decided to separate...
the little girl felt different from herself and her classmates...
the young woman that stands before you feels so weak and scared..
wonders if anyone even cares.. Why is life always so damn unfair..
She has her strong points as well..she went through hell and back..
And unlike others..she made it out alive..even at the times when she felt like she would Die... But each day it drives her closer and closer to the knife.. She knows better to stay away..but what goes through her mind.."..Will I...
the little girl felt different from herself and her classmates...
the young woman that stands before you feels so weak and scared..
wonders if anyone even cares.. Why is life always so damn unfair..
She has her strong points as well..she went through hell and back..
And unlike others..she made it out alive..even at the times when she felt like she would Die... But each day it drives her closer and closer to the knife.. She knows better to stay away..but what goes through her mind.."..Will I...
614 reads
2 Comments
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