Poetry competition CLOSED 11th July 2013 7:34am
WINNER
Blood_xxDespair
Blood_xxDespair
Let The Crazy In
we are all like me.
we are.
and that is why any thing i do is justified
so go on
give me another reason to slicer your penis with the
super slicer new from jml
(available from all good stockists and from jml)
because you didnt listen when i Told You
don't be a dick
don't be a dick
we are.
and that is why any thing i do is justified
so go on
give me another reason to slicer your penis with the
super slicer new from jml
(available from all good stockists and from jml)
because you didnt listen when i Told You
don't be a dick
don't be a dick
- Flayed Soul -
You crucified me, with your fanatical insanity,
Using religion as an excuse to persecute cruelly.
Words can cut deep, like knives flaying skin…
Now it is your turn to suffer, so we shall begin!
You anger me, evil human so filled with hate,
Believing yourself so entitled to judge my kind!
Saying I am going to hell because I love deep,
One who shares my gender as well as my heart!
For you, evil human, it is already far too late…
Your soul is forfeit, your spirit I shall now bind.
With darkest sorcery, devils your soul shall keep!
By the power unseen, you will be broken apart.
How dare you mock me, and so provoke wrath,
Until I long to see your head mounted on a pike…
Whilst wolves nibble at your entrails in red bath!
It is not I you need fear, nor I who shall strike.
Demons will haunt your sleep, of your making.
Torments, shall punish you, leaving you mad…
Until: your flayed limbs lie trembling and quaking,
For you have angered me, angered me so bad!
You say I am going to Hell? I am Hell incarnate.
Behold your vile death knell! Let is swell, fiend,
For though I be a devil in your eyes, my true fate,
Is a brighter thing, than any you could ever glean!
You tie yourself with your own veins torn free…
Thinking yourself better than my generation was.
We did not start world wars that killed innocents,
My only sin was that I said the words ‘blessed be’.
Yet you despise all I am, without thought’s pause,
But it is you, who shall sing the bitterest laments…
Evil human, evil bigot, evil mortal whom I despise!
I am your better; I am superior beyond your hope.
You are beneath my contempt; I am the Queen…
And such sweet suffering Hell shall for you devise!
Whilst around your neck is tied the mighty rope…
You will be lowered into darkness, to so scream.
In the end, you will bow to me in heated chains…
Until your shrieks rise like music, to amuse gods.
Whilst I sit in judgment over your countless pains,
As your inner demons poke you with hot prods….
In the tender places, so that you know my agony,
The hell that comes from being treated much less:
Less than human, though I am more can’t you see!
Your demons will drink your blood in gory mess.
Upon a cross, shaped like an X, you will suffer…
No sleep will be permitted you, no sweet dreams.
You will be broken as you broke me, foul thing…
And no reprieve is mine to, your vileness, so offer.
I am the Queen; you will know the truth of Her…
Your every fear will flow from you in vast streams,
And for every time I cried, you will feel that sting,
Your weeping will so harden into a jeweled coffer.
Nothing of you will be left intact, no sanity whole,
And in Hell there is no death, only eternal horror!
Your torture was never my wish, never my goal…
But you wanted this, and so let demons so confer,
The totality of your misery back unto you: creature.
Your evil makes you reek, and it makes me sick!
I am your better, for I am not childish but mature,
Never stooping as low as you, to ignite the wick…
The flame of war to provoke, as you dared wake!
You woke the Dragon, and now you must so pay.
I will lay not a finger upon you; the evils you make,
You will know in Hell, for you must die, one day.
And thence: be bound eternally by your inner ills!
You judged me, hated me, abused me, and spat.
But one day you will kneel before my dark throne,
Fettered by the weight of your unrepentant evils:
And behold my true face, where your fears sat…
Whilst your fears flay you: to your weakest bone.
You saw me as less than human, you sick beast!
Mocked me, for being bisexual and transgender.
You called yourself, a believer in a loving God?
But I am your better; on you, crows shall feast…
Whilst my love, and I, shall always be together!
Keep hating me: keep calling me freakishly odd.
You mock the Queen of Hell, the bright Angel…
But, I was a child, when you first hurt my spirit!
What gave you the right to tell me I was wicked?
You never had the power to judge me so harsh.
But all things change, things ebb and then swell,
Like a primordial ocean, and how you will fear it!
It is not I who condemns you; you made this bed.
You are a worm, and every worm one can squash!
You crucified me, with your fanatical insanity,
Using religion as an excuse to persecute cruelly.
Words can cut deep, like knives flaying skin…
Now it is your turn to suffer, so we shall begin!
You crucified me, with your fanatical insanity,
Using religion as an excuse to persecute cruelly.
Words can cut deep, like knives flaying skin…
Now it is your turn to suffer, so we shall begin!
You anger me, evil human so filled with hate,
Believing yourself so entitled to judge my kind!
Saying I am going to hell because I love deep,
One who shares my gender as well as my heart!
For you, evil human, it is already far too late…
Your soul is forfeit, your spirit I shall now bind.
With darkest sorcery, devils your soul shall keep!
By the power unseen, you will be broken apart.
How dare you mock me, and so provoke wrath,
Until I long to see your head mounted on a pike…
Whilst wolves nibble at your entrails in red bath!
It is not I you need fear, nor I who shall strike.
Demons will haunt your sleep, of your making.
Torments, shall punish you, leaving you mad…
Until: your flayed limbs lie trembling and quaking,
For you have angered me, angered me so bad!
You say I am going to Hell? I am Hell incarnate.
Behold your vile death knell! Let is swell, fiend,
For though I be a devil in your eyes, my true fate,
Is a brighter thing, than any you could ever glean!
You tie yourself with your own veins torn free…
Thinking yourself better than my generation was.
We did not start world wars that killed innocents,
My only sin was that I said the words ‘blessed be’.
Yet you despise all I am, without thought’s pause,
But it is you, who shall sing the bitterest laments…
Evil human, evil bigot, evil mortal whom I despise!
I am your better; I am superior beyond your hope.
You are beneath my contempt; I am the Queen…
And such sweet suffering Hell shall for you devise!
Whilst around your neck is tied the mighty rope…
You will be lowered into darkness, to so scream.
In the end, you will bow to me in heated chains…
Until your shrieks rise like music, to amuse gods.
Whilst I sit in judgment over your countless pains,
As your inner demons poke you with hot prods….
In the tender places, so that you know my agony,
The hell that comes from being treated much less:
Less than human, though I am more can’t you see!
Your demons will drink your blood in gory mess.
Upon a cross, shaped like an X, you will suffer…
No sleep will be permitted you, no sweet dreams.
You will be broken as you broke me, foul thing…
And no reprieve is mine to, your vileness, so offer.
I am the Queen; you will know the truth of Her…
Your every fear will flow from you in vast streams,
And for every time I cried, you will feel that sting,
Your weeping will so harden into a jeweled coffer.
Nothing of you will be left intact, no sanity whole,
And in Hell there is no death, only eternal horror!
Your torture was never my wish, never my goal…
But you wanted this, and so let demons so confer,
The totality of your misery back unto you: creature.
Your evil makes you reek, and it makes me sick!
I am your better, for I am not childish but mature,
Never stooping as low as you, to ignite the wick…
The flame of war to provoke, as you dared wake!
You woke the Dragon, and now you must so pay.
I will lay not a finger upon you; the evils you make,
You will know in Hell, for you must die, one day.
And thence: be bound eternally by your inner ills!
You judged me, hated me, abused me, and spat.
But one day you will kneel before my dark throne,
Fettered by the weight of your unrepentant evils:
And behold my true face, where your fears sat…
Whilst your fears flay you: to your weakest bone.
You saw me as less than human, you sick beast!
Mocked me, for being bisexual and transgender.
You called yourself, a believer in a loving God?
But I am your better; on you, crows shall feast…
Whilst my love, and I, shall always be together!
Keep hating me: keep calling me freakishly odd.
You mock the Queen of Hell, the bright Angel…
But, I was a child, when you first hurt my spirit!
What gave you the right to tell me I was wicked?
You never had the power to judge me so harsh.
But all things change, things ebb and then swell,
Like a primordial ocean, and how you will fear it!
It is not I who condemns you; you made this bed.
You are a worm, and every worm one can squash!
You crucified me, with your fanatical insanity,
Using religion as an excuse to persecute cruelly.
Words can cut deep, like knives flaying skin…
Now it is your turn to suffer, so we shall begin!
Crazy Day
I am crazy today
I feel like a butterfly
Without the butter
Or butter without the fly
I see the blue sky
From a tunnel
Or is it a funnel
A burrow for my soul
To enter eternity
Or is that flying over
Above the coloured clouds…
I am crazy today
Singing in high octave
Trying to drown
This insanity in
In porous silt
I want to be an ostrich
But I can’t bear
The sounds of falling sand
I hear the distant
Whispers of demand
Be sane be sane be sane
I tell my friend
Don’t say a word
I am damaged goods
He laughs hollowly
‘I am damaged too
Look at me, hear me
I roar like a whisperer’
I fold in, silently
Feeling the arms
Of insanity
Hug me….
I am crazy today
I feel like a butterfly
Without the butter
Or butter without the fly
I see the blue sky
From a tunnel
Or is it a funnel
A burrow for my soul
To enter eternity
Or is that flying over
Above the coloured clouds…
I am crazy today
Singing in high octave
Trying to drown
This insanity in
In porous silt
I want to be an ostrich
But I can’t bear
The sounds of falling sand
I hear the distant
Whispers of demand
Be sane be sane be sane
I tell my friend
Don’t say a word
I am damaged goods
He laughs hollowly
‘I am damaged too
Look at me, hear me
I roar like a whisperer’
I fold in, silently
Feeling the arms
Of insanity
Hug me….
Under The Influence
Listening to my knuckles crack
Arch my back like an alley cat
Ready to attack
The claws are out to scratch
You're an itch I need to get rid of
Forget about that four letter word called love
All I see is red oh wait that's your blood
Coating my fist
As you give my class ring a kiss
Damn it I'm pissed
Let me add a few kicks
Put you in a headlock give your neck a twist
Similar to a lid on a glass jar
My forearm got the impact of a crowbar
Going upside your head cracking your skull
I'm entertained as you're getting mauled
Slam your body up against the wall
Disregarding the fact you're over 6 feet tall
Breaking you down until you hit the ground
Then I hear a beautiful sound
Like a thud or a pop
When your body drops
I actually heard an echo
My rage conditioned from the ghetto
My temper has a sizzle
The fire of a schizo
It's complicated but simple
Just to see your blood drizzle
Is erotica and foreplay
I'll abuse you all day
And all night if you want
I felt froggy so I jumped
Reminded me of the sidewalk the way you've been stomped
Scrape you like the gum on the bottom of my shoe
See what you made me do?
Lose my cool and act a fool
Corners of my mouth foaming with drool
A rabid dog on borderline cruel
Of course you know I have no remorse
Standing over your injured corpse
Laughing as the cops put me in cuffs
My drug dealer sold me some really strong stuff
Listening to my knuckles crack
Arch my back like an alley cat
Ready to attack
The claws are out to scratch
You're an itch I need to get rid of
Forget about that four letter word called love
All I see is red oh wait that's your blood
Coating my fist
As you give my class ring a kiss
Damn it I'm pissed
Let me add a few kicks
Put you in a headlock give your neck a twist
Similar to a lid on a glass jar
My forearm got the impact of a crowbar
Going upside your head cracking your skull
I'm entertained as you're getting mauled
Slam your body up against the wall
Disregarding the fact you're over 6 feet tall
Breaking you down until you hit the ground
Then I hear a beautiful sound
Like a thud or a pop
When your body drops
I actually heard an echo
My rage conditioned from the ghetto
My temper has a sizzle
The fire of a schizo
It's complicated but simple
Just to see your blood drizzle
Is erotica and foreplay
I'll abuse you all day
And all night if you want
I felt froggy so I jumped
Reminded me of the sidewalk the way you've been stomped
Scrape you like the gum on the bottom of my shoe
See what you made me do?
Lose my cool and act a fool
Corners of my mouth foaming with drool
A rabid dog on borderline cruel
Of course you know I have no remorse
Standing over your injured corpse
Laughing as the cops put me in cuffs
My drug dealer sold me some really strong stuff
I say fuck it if I aint withcha and don't call me when them tricks dissmiss ya.
I'm the video and you're the picture but the gold frame don't fit ya, and this real bitch won't miss ya.
That's what happens when life decides to fix ya, you call your ride-or-die, these angel eyes, the ones you always seem to wanna make cry, the one who never stops tryin'; but only when you're high.
There is no us, no team, no unity, just torture, just screams, just you, just me, just them and they and some other broad when you say "WE".
Took all you could dish and you broke out cause I didn't break,
Just bent up and boned out and left your punk ass to skate.
Cuz I folded and had bones broken left that last piece of concrete from my chest as your token.
A souvenier set on that XBOX, something to look at while you're smokin'.
All them times you said "I'm Jokin'"
There was no lies and less truth, just them weak ass stories with no proof, splitting me and half and splitting up my loyalties to you.
And them tears that flooded cities, them boxing matches weren't so pretty, and that kid who's life you left so shitty.
There's no hero in this story
It was all guts, no glory
A good girl turned to a whore see
A hundred niggas who co-signed the whole thing
Not knowing that "ho" had your ring
Laughed and clowned and tried to drown but yall ended up crowining the Queen
Honesty and loyalty breeds love and gets respect
that shit you don't know 'bout, just showin' out,
you spread hate and lies, you a carnival reject,
and believe I'll be around to watch the show when karma comes to cash her checks.
Cause you're on NC status, that's nothing commin, but the world was at your feet,
Now all I see is a clown with a frown, cause I got no love for a liar or a theif.
Sew your hands to your chest and while I bleed out all the rest
Pull the knife you left in my back and put it in your chest.
I'm the video and you're the picture but the gold frame don't fit ya, and this real bitch won't miss ya.
That's what happens when life decides to fix ya, you call your ride-or-die, these angel eyes, the ones you always seem to wanna make cry, the one who never stops tryin'; but only when you're high.
There is no us, no team, no unity, just torture, just screams, just you, just me, just them and they and some other broad when you say "WE".
Took all you could dish and you broke out cause I didn't break,
Just bent up and boned out and left your punk ass to skate.
Cuz I folded and had bones broken left that last piece of concrete from my chest as your token.
A souvenier set on that XBOX, something to look at while you're smokin'.
All them times you said "I'm Jokin'"
There was no lies and less truth, just them weak ass stories with no proof, splitting me and half and splitting up my loyalties to you.
And them tears that flooded cities, them boxing matches weren't so pretty, and that kid who's life you left so shitty.
There's no hero in this story
It was all guts, no glory
A good girl turned to a whore see
A hundred niggas who co-signed the whole thing
Not knowing that "ho" had your ring
Laughed and clowned and tried to drown but yall ended up crowining the Queen
Honesty and loyalty breeds love and gets respect
that shit you don't know 'bout, just showin' out,
you spread hate and lies, you a carnival reject,
and believe I'll be around to watch the show when karma comes to cash her checks.
Cause you're on NC status, that's nothing commin, but the world was at your feet,
Now all I see is a clown with a frown, cause I got no love for a liar or a theif.
Sew your hands to your chest and while I bleed out all the rest
Pull the knife you left in my back and put it in your chest.
Pure evil
The inner body is bloody and sick..
As a cannibal eats away you can hear the skin rip..
The bodies smell lingures and tortures the unknown..
they are feeding on their victims making them strong..
They torture and cut up a few thousand a year..
You think its for pleasure and fun but they are poor here..
No signs of remorse with every kill..
A strange darkness took over them as kids..
Many stay together or eat each other..
A sign of evil spreads within rumors..
No questionings cause no survivors..
No signs of victims they were all devoured..
Insane and mentally aware that there is no forgiveness..
They multiplied by incest..
Inbred evil is what started this..
The inner body is bloody and sick..
As a cannibal eats away you can hear the skin rip..
The bodies smell lingures and tortures the unknown..
they are feeding on their victims making them strong..
They torture and cut up a few thousand a year..
You think its for pleasure and fun but they are poor here..
No signs of remorse with every kill..
A strange darkness took over them as kids..
Many stay together or eat each other..
A sign of evil spreads within rumors..
No questionings cause no survivors..
No signs of victims they were all devoured..
Insane and mentally aware that there is no forgiveness..
They multiplied by incest..
Inbred evil is what started this..
Knock Knock Knock
Where's the lock?
You want insane?
Maybe this'll be my game
Two ties times five
Maybe equals a dive
HOW'S THIS FOR CRAZIER THAN BALLS
I JUST BROKE THE FOURTH WALL
Where will I go?
Don't you know?
Fuck where's my mind?
I'm not writing clear lines
xD
Where's the lock?
You want insane?
Maybe this'll be my game
Two ties times five
Maybe equals a dive
HOW'S THIS FOR CRAZIER THAN BALLS
I JUST BROKE THE FOURTH WALL
Where will I go?
Don't you know?
Fuck where's my mind?
I'm not writing clear lines
xD
the servile nature in which you treat me
indicates that i am no longer great as
i once believed i was
the vicissitudes of life...
the vicissitudes....
...
?
the...
pragmatism is the only way
i know to circumvent the
conspicuous lack of...
to circumvent the conspicuous...
to circumvent...?
my god what is happening to me?
i can hardly think straight
my eyes refuse to see
the deteriorating state
of my mind alarms me
i can hear what they are saying
foibles
mere disturbances unhinge me
my mouth working like a trout
no sound coming out
STOP!!
the despair i feel
overwhelms me
my god what is happening to me?
i can hardly think straight
my eyes refuse to see
the deteriorating state
of my mind alarms me
i can hear what they are saying
shit! i'm repeating my self
i can hardly think straight
the vicissitudes of life...
the vicissitudes...
...
?
shit!
indicates that i am no longer great as
i once believed i was
the vicissitudes of life...
the vicissitudes....
...
?
the...
pragmatism is the only way
i know to circumvent the
conspicuous lack of...
to circumvent the conspicuous...
to circumvent...?
my god what is happening to me?
i can hardly think straight
my eyes refuse to see
the deteriorating state
of my mind alarms me
i can hear what they are saying
foibles
mere disturbances unhinge me
my mouth working like a trout
no sound coming out
STOP!!
the despair i feel
overwhelms me
my god what is happening to me?
i can hardly think straight
my eyes refuse to see
the deteriorating state
of my mind alarms me
i can hear what they are saying
shit! i'm repeating my self
i can hardly think straight
the vicissitudes of life...
the vicissitudes...
...
?
shit!
