Poetry competition CLOSED 29th June 2013 9:48pm
WINNER
Shadowblood13 (Ashen)
Shadowblood13 (Ashen)
The Words I Never Said
You were the sexiest girl in the world
But you blew me off before I knew what hit me
I felt like you killed me
And what do you care
You hurt me
You killed my dreams
You broke my heart
And yet you sit there and smile
You bitch!
I'm in tears because of what you said
You meant everything to me
I feel broken inside
I feel lost without you
My tears flow like a river down my face
whenever I think of you
I'm lost, I don't know what to do
But I have faith
in finding someone someday
Someone unlike you
Someone who will care
But you blew me off before I knew what hit me
I felt like you killed me
And what do you care
You hurt me
You killed my dreams
You broke my heart
And yet you sit there and smile
You bitch!
I'm in tears because of what you said
You meant everything to me
I feel broken inside
I feel lost without you
My tears flow like a river down my face
whenever I think of you
I'm lost, I don't know what to do
But I have faith
in finding someone someday
Someone unlike you
Someone who will care
The Only Story I Cannot Rewrite
I want to go back to standing in the hallway that day.
I want to not just walk away and have you grab my arm.
I want to not pull you into me and pretend to love you for a few more minutes.
Not let you put your faith in me one last time.
I want to step back from you, ignoring your tears.
Though you and I both know that it killed me to see you cry.
I wish I could go back and redo this but it was always be a fading daydream, a story that can only end one way.
With tears, someone being broken and lost in the end.
But this is the right way, the way things should've gone about.
To kiss you on the cheek.
To say that I'm sorry.
To say that I cheated.
And that I'm sorry but I have to go.
We are not what we were before.
And that I do love you, just not the same anymore.
I did for a very long time.
But we can't be together anymore.
Good-bye.
And than I should've walked away.
Whether I had tears in my eyes or not.
Whether it hurt or not.
We should've broken up.
And I should've went to him.
Let go of you and moved on.
Left you instead of hurting us both in the end.
I'm sorry.
But this is the only story I can't rewrite.
And it hurts me to think about it.
An untouchable dream.
A broken nightmare that will forever haunt me.
To the end of time and back.
I want to go back to standing in the hallway that day.
I want to not just walk away and have you grab my arm.
I want to not pull you into me and pretend to love you for a few more minutes.
Not let you put your faith in me one last time.
I want to step back from you, ignoring your tears.
Though you and I both know that it killed me to see you cry.
I wish I could go back and redo this but it was always be a fading daydream, a story that can only end one way.
With tears, someone being broken and lost in the end.
But this is the right way, the way things should've gone about.
To kiss you on the cheek.
To say that I'm sorry.
To say that I cheated.
And that I'm sorry but I have to go.
We are not what we were before.
And that I do love you, just not the same anymore.
I did for a very long time.
But we can't be together anymore.
Good-bye.
And than I should've walked away.
Whether I had tears in my eyes or not.
Whether it hurt or not.
We should've broken up.
And I should've went to him.
Let go of you and moved on.
Left you instead of hurting us both in the end.
I'm sorry.
But this is the only story I can't rewrite.
And it hurts me to think about it.
An untouchable dream.
A broken nightmare that will forever haunt me.
To the end of time and back.
If Only My Eyes Could Talk
Childhood fleeting glances
lost through the years,
yet the memories remain
If my mischievous looks
could kill, you would be melting slowly...
nothing would be left, but dust of liquid
If only I had the courage
to express my feelings for you
Maybe vibrant colors could have filled
the empty spaces between us
Nowadays that we're getting gray,
there's no more room for regrets
only Faith...let's pray
that our Love won't be broken
Sometimes, life seems cruel tearing us apart
with every tears from your heart,
as you silently scream in your dream
Perhaps I was wrong about not telling you
what I truly feel deep inside me
My mind believes it's better kept that way,
but my heart says otherwise...
Childhood fleeting glances
lost through the years,
yet the memories remain
If my mischievous looks
could kill, you would be melting slowly...
nothing would be left, but dust of liquid
If only I had the courage
to express my feelings for you
Maybe vibrant colors could have filled
the empty spaces between us
Nowadays that we're getting gray,
there's no more room for regrets
only Faith...let's pray
that our Love won't be broken
Sometimes, life seems cruel tearing us apart
with every tears from your heart,
as you silently scream in your dream
Perhaps I was wrong about not telling you
what I truly feel deep inside me
My mind believes it's better kept that way,
but my heart says otherwise...
I had faith that we were going to last,
but now that's just a thing from the past.
I just wish that we can bring it back.
Now I just sit and write these rhymes
in hopes that they will kill these emotions
and thoughts inside my mind.
We have nothing but broken promises and broken dreams.
These tears falling make it harder then it really seems.
you know what I mean?
I could've said this.
I could've said that,
but I was lost in the fact that I didn't know how you would react.
I now know that your heart needed that.
That three word phrase.
I was just too afraid
and there's no way
I can rewind back to those days.
I had a dream that I went back to those days.
I told you the three words that I was too afraid to say..
but now that's just a thing from the past.
I just wish that we can bring it back.
Now I just sit and write these rhymes
in hopes that they will kill these emotions
and thoughts inside my mind.
We have nothing but broken promises and broken dreams.
These tears falling make it harder then it really seems.
you know what I mean?
I could've said this.
I could've said that,
but I was lost in the fact that I didn't know how you would react.
I now know that your heart needed that.
That three word phrase.
I was just too afraid
and there's no way
I can rewind back to those days.
I had a dream that I went back to those days.
I told you the three words that I was too afraid to say..
shoulda told you to get lost
or go fuck yourself
there'd probably have been less tears that way
but I had faith in fate
and five long ass years to kill
gotto allow a fucker to have a dream
before his heart gets broken
My Lost for Words
I've lost.
I admit defeat.
All that remains now,
are my broken dream.
What if I was strong enough?
My faith was overwhelmed my fear.
All I did was love,
but you walked away
Taking my heart, ignoring my tears.
This torture inside me
Screams to kill.
What if I had said something?
Would you be here still?
I've lost.
I admit defeat.
All that remains now,
are my broken dream.
What if I was strong enough?
My faith was overwhelmed my fear.
All I did was love,
but you walked away
Taking my heart, ignoring my tears.
This torture inside me
Screams to kill.
What if I had said something?
Would you be here still?
- I miss u -
I would kill to see you again
to hear your sweet voice
I was lost when you left
Causing my pain
to soar into the sky
My heart shatter
My soul broke
I know its not your fault
you were young
but once you were gone
I became empty
wondering what to do in life
A lost soul
the words I wish to say
but had never been spoken
"You were there
when I needed you
you brighten my world
when I was in a rut
now your gone
and I'm dying
I miss you
and I want you
back by my side
I love you
and appreciate you
for all you have done
I'm sorry
for not being there
when you left"
(Here's a background knowledge. I had a family member who got into an accident on my birthday and died several days later. We were best friends. Lets say she died in her teens,)
I would kill to see you again
to hear your sweet voice
I was lost when you left
Causing my pain
to soar into the sky
My heart shatter
My soul broke
I know its not your fault
you were young
but once you were gone
I became empty
wondering what to do in life
A lost soul
the words I wish to say
but had never been spoken
"You were there
when I needed you
you brighten my world
when I was in a rut
now your gone
and I'm dying
I miss you
and I want you
back by my side
I love you
and appreciate you
for all you have done
I'm sorry
for not being there
when you left"
(Here's a background knowledge. I had a family member who got into an accident on my birthday and died several days later. We were best friends. Lets say she died in her teens,)
Rocks and Regrets
Words are empty vessels
Just the corpses of meanings
But bodies can hurt if their thrown hard enough
I didn't have the strength to throw them then but I've been working hard
I'll throw these bodied words and hope for blood to flow
Fuck.You.
Words are empty vessels
Just the corpses of meanings
But bodies can hurt if their thrown hard enough
I didn't have the strength to throw them then but I've been working hard
I'll throw these bodied words and hope for blood to flow
Fuck.You.
i wish i would have told you
i loved.. i wished i told you i hate
you.. i wish i told you to die
i wish i told you that i need you..
and i cant live without you...
that my world is nothing without
you..... i wish i told you
fuck you... i dont need you
get out my life....
i love you/hate you...
i wish i wish i wish i told
how i felt....
i loved.. i wished i told you i hate
you.. i wish i told you to die
i wish i told you that i need you..
and i cant live without you...
that my world is nothing without
you..... i wish i told you
fuck you... i dont need you
get out my life....
i love you/hate you...
i wish i wish i wish i told
how i felt....
When I picture you, I think of that time at the park
Holding you close on that bench, head on my shoulder
The thought of it brings me to tears, knowing it’s over
The dream of us being together is lost in the sands
As I watch the glass shatter along with my heart
I should have looked into your eyes and said “I Love You”
It was so perfect, the butterflies in my stomach
The timing was just right to let you know how I felt
But somehow I managed to choke as I held you tighter
I would kill a thousand men just to get back seconds of that memory
But instead I lay broken, beating myself to inevitable misery
Watching you enjoy your new relationship, I lose faith in us
You have probably already forgotten me, and that day
But it haunts me nightly, breaking me down slowly
Knowing I could have sealed the deal with the words I never said,
“I Love you, my dearest Lauren.”
Holding you close on that bench, head on my shoulder
The thought of it brings me to tears, knowing it’s over
The dream of us being together is lost in the sands
As I watch the glass shatter along with my heart
I should have looked into your eyes and said “I Love You”
It was so perfect, the butterflies in my stomach
The timing was just right to let you know how I felt
But somehow I managed to choke as I held you tighter
I would kill a thousand men just to get back seconds of that memory
But instead I lay broken, beating myself to inevitable misery
Watching you enjoy your new relationship, I lose faith in us
You have probably already forgotten me, and that day
But it haunts me nightly, breaking me down slowly
Knowing I could have sealed the deal with the words I never said,
“I Love you, my dearest Lauren.”
Anonymous
now you're gone
the day we lost you was like no other.
the thoughts racing through my head.
there are so many things i never said.
i knew how you felt.but i never lost faith.i hoped one day you would understand.my soul was killed ,broken in two when you said through pouring tears i was damned to hell. when i screamed back i hate you i was reckless.and now that you're dead all i can do is dream that you hear me when i cry out hoping that you hear me say im sorry that my last words to tou were i hate you.because i dont.i'll always love you.
the day we lost you was like no other.
the thoughts racing through my head.
there are so many things i never said.
i knew how you felt.but i never lost faith.i hoped one day you would understand.my soul was killed ,broken in two when you said through pouring tears i was damned to hell. when i screamed back i hate you i was reckless.and now that you're dead all i can do is dream that you hear me when i cry out hoping that you hear me say im sorry that my last words to tou were i hate you.because i dont.i'll always love you.
