Submissions by DystopianMelody
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction Here lie some words. They will be remembered.
Intentions
Could you please
At least
Spit first
Before the thought of you
Within me
Unfurls itself
Rising from the depths of my gut
Slime and fetid stench
Coming to rest at the back of my throat
Settling just beneath the bile
To keep me on my toes
You
My noose
In one way or another
How do I subvert the purpose of the rope
Around my neck
When the reaching of my hands
Loses its meaning
And the lighthouse of my soul has begun to lean
In storm winds it wasnt built to withstand
But...
At least
Spit first
Before the thought of you
Within me
Unfurls itself
Rising from the depths of my gut
Slime and fetid stench
Coming to rest at the back of my throat
Settling just beneath the bile
To keep me on my toes
You
My noose
In one way or another
How do I subvert the purpose of the rope
Around my neck
When the reaching of my hands
Loses its meaning
And the lighthouse of my soul has begun to lean
In storm winds it wasnt built to withstand
But...
#hate
#LifeGoals
#MovingOn
#acceptance
#SelfDiscovery
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Mystic
I am an unlit torch
Waiting for a spark to find me
I was made to carry an eternal flame
But those fires struggle in the meagre light and spitting rain of civilising countries
I am an unlit torch
Doused in oil
No longer timber
Not yet flame
Waiting to be set alight
By the ever burning soul of the Beloved
Who's light shone in so many others
In the land my father left behind
It calls to me
hums and rattles inside my veins
And sets my feet to itching
Wander
Says Beloved
Shed your name...
Waiting for a spark to find me
I was made to carry an eternal flame
But those fires struggle in the meagre light and spitting rain of civilising countries
I am an unlit torch
Doused in oil
No longer timber
Not yet flame
Waiting to be set alight
By the ever burning soul of the Beloved
Who's light shone in so many others
In the land my father left behind
It calls to me
hums and rattles inside my veins
And sets my feet to itching
Wander
Says Beloved
Shed your name...
#love
#hope
#forgiveness #spiritual
#forgiveness #spiritual
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Adulting
His eyes skitter across the room
Like scuttling beetles
Searching for a crack to seep in to
Our questions turn to paupers bowls
uplifted and hungry
And again the veil rises
Sunshine and butterflies
All thoughts of hunger forgotten
What right do we have
He asks
And again we look to our almost empty hat
Counting pennies
Add them up, your better at math
How many rights does that make?
We paid a bill, is that a smile?
The dishes are done, does that unbend our backs?
Or is it always this...
Like scuttling beetles
Searching for a crack to seep in to
Our questions turn to paupers bowls
uplifted and hungry
And again the veil rises
Sunshine and butterflies
All thoughts of hunger forgotten
What right do we have
He asks
And again we look to our almost empty hat
Counting pennies
Add them up, your better at math
How many rights does that make?
We paid a bill, is that a smile?
The dishes are done, does that unbend our backs?
Or is it always this...
#abuse
#bullying
#escape
#disappointment
#FeelingTrapped
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A Lullaby
It slots in to the corner of my eye
Edges ragged, water pooling
It scratches it's way back in
every jarring movement
Whispering
You know you missed me
My way of seeing life
Through a sceptic lens
You never wrote
It says
You tried
And you tried
But without my hand to guide your pen
It hangs limp
not even broken, just a pointless thing
Like you without me
It coos to me
like a loving mother
with a voice of honey
Laced with cyanide
You used to know me
She says ...
Edges ragged, water pooling
It scratches it's way back in
every jarring movement
Whispering
You know you missed me
My way of seeing life
Through a sceptic lens
You never wrote
It says
You tried
And you tried
But without my hand to guide your pen
It hangs limp
not even broken, just a pointless thing
Like you without me
It coos to me
like a loving mother
with a voice of honey
Laced with cyanide
You used to know me
She says ...
#anxiety
#depression
#insomnia
#denial
#nightmares
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The Perks of Parenthood
Yes god.
You're right I am a leach and a free loader
I dont deserve any of the things I want
No place to sleep no food to eat no worthiness of love no right to speak no right to laugh
I am eternally grateful for the ongoing gift of breathing and I'll lay at your feet like the grateful dog you've raised me to be
You've often asked what the point of having kids was, and i dont know either
What point was there to having kids who had to hold each parents hand and walk them through the basics of life as little more than toddlers
What point was there to...
You're right I am a leach and a free loader
I dont deserve any of the things I want
No place to sleep no food to eat no worthiness of love no right to speak no right to laugh
I am eternally grateful for the ongoing gift of breathing and I'll lay at your feet like the grateful dog you've raised me to be
You've often asked what the point of having kids was, and i dont know either
What point was there to having kids who had to hold each parents hand and walk them through the basics of life as little more than toddlers
What point was there to...
#children
#parent
#childhood
#memories
#responsibility
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Praying for miracles
Every Christmas tree
begs me to stand in its shade
to feel the light of love
Each one a portal
to the warmest place
filled with happy faces
heartfelt gestures
a place I've never been
begs me to stand in its shade
to feel the light of love
Each one a portal
to the warmest place
filled with happy faces
heartfelt gestures
a place I've never been
#Christmas
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The way that clouds feel
A strange feeling has been washing over me
like waves brushing driftwood
reminding me
with fingers trailing in my hair
lingering a moment longer
every time they touch my parched skin
I'm not alone anymore
for a while now
and for a while longer
I have this embrace
and I will feel it forever
never more so
than when it finally fades
I think
in those restful moments
nestled within raging storms
of the warmth that shelters me
so strong that she snatches moments
to reassure me ...
like waves brushing driftwood
reminding me
with fingers trailing in my hair
lingering a moment longer
every time they touch my parched skin
I'm not alone anymore
for a while now
and for a while longer
I have this embrace
and I will feel it forever
never more so
than when it finally fades
I think
in those restful moments
nestled within raging storms
of the warmth that shelters me
so strong that she snatches moments
to reassure me ...
#love
#kindness
#depression
#relationships
#marriage
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Reductio ad absurdum
A little man atop a dead horse
sings a song for valor
come fight with me
he sings
join me in my quest
I'll adorn you with collars of freedom
drown you all in riches
stop the greedy, feed the poor!
come to me
you feckless serfs
I'll heal the hurts that haunt you
one hand pumps his dick
the other cups his lips
over the hill
there be dragons!
with me lies your salvation!
alas!
for my hands are tied in the deeds of destiny
is there some kindly soul
whose charity could feed me?
sings a song for valor
come fight with me
he sings
join me in my quest
I'll adorn you with collars of freedom
drown you all in riches
stop the greedy, feed the poor!
come to me
you feckless serfs
I'll heal the hurts that haunt you
one hand pumps his dick
the other cups his lips
over the hill
there be dragons!
with me lies your salvation!
alas!
for my hands are tied in the deeds of destiny
is there some kindly soul
whose charity could feed me?
#politics
#LifeStruggles
#CallToAction #rebellion
#CallToAction #rebellion
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The sailor man
It's been a while, quiet one
since you've let your shadow
creep into the corners of my eyes
I smiled an Inch above the line
A time or two too many
I tilled the soil myself
and now your seeds take root again
in these lovingly laid furrows
I'd tell you
if I could, i would
I'd show you, quiet one
that my home is full of sunshine
there's no room left for you
I'm afraid
but still I must insist
the soil here has changed
much too light for how your tastes
run
away
with you ...
since you've let your shadow
creep into the corners of my eyes
I smiled an Inch above the line
A time or two too many
I tilled the soil myself
and now your seeds take root again
in these lovingly laid furrows
I'd tell you
if I could, i would
I'd show you, quiet one
that my home is full of sunshine
there's no room left for you
I'm afraid
but still I must insist
the soil here has changed
much too light for how your tastes
run
away
with you ...
#depression
#insomnia
#MentalHealth #healing
#MentalHealth #healing
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Holding breath
You
my moonlit night
my lovely breeze of summer days
born of sighs
cradled within a lovers breath
as they wait poised upon a kiss
I wait for you
as mountains wait for summers touch
hold me close
you summer breeze
that bears the fruits of life
I wait for the hitch of hurt held close to your heart
that once let go
becomes the wind
To brush against my lashes
and smooth my furrowed brow once more
from where you sigh
the fullness of this world away
my moonlit night
my lovely breeze of summer days
born of sighs
cradled within a lovers breath
as they wait poised upon a kiss
I wait for you
as mountains wait for summers touch
hold me close
you summer breeze
that bears the fruits of life
I wait for the hitch of hurt held close to your heart
that once let go
becomes the wind
To brush against my lashes
and smooth my furrowed brow once more
from where you sigh
the fullness of this world away
#love
#holiday
#travel #separation
#travel #separation
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Not Again
I’m traveling the world
Living with love
And showing her as much as I can
That my smile has deeper roots now
I smile at least once a day
And I’ve learned to let shit slide
The way it likes to
I don’t believe in bliss
Or happily ever afters
But karmas swung my way
at least a couple times
It’s always there though
Lingering
Like blood on shirt collars
Never pure white again
She’s always there
wether I know I need her or not
A hand to pull me back
A word for me to lean on
A...
Living with love
And showing her as much as I can
That my smile has deeper roots now
I smile at least once a day
And I’ve learned to let shit slide
The way it likes to
I don’t believe in bliss
Or happily ever afters
But karmas swung my way
at least a couple times
It’s always there though
Lingering
Like blood on shirt collars
Never pure white again
She’s always there
wether I know I need her or not
A hand to pull me back
A word for me to lean on
A...
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A little death
I don’t have time to write
I don’t have time to trap emotions
Stretch and pin them to blank paper
Like specimens
Here is what I felt today
Look and marvel
No
As much as I try
I can’t see what’s missing
I see the empty rows
where heavy words should squat
Instead I look at blankness and smell the acrid smoke of artificial things
Like bloody gaps felt by a probing tongue
Things used to live here
Feelings used to die here
Impaled by pen as if by sword
Now...
I don’t have time to trap emotions
Stretch and pin them to blank paper
Like specimens
Here is what I felt today
Look and marvel
No
As much as I try
I can’t see what’s missing
I see the empty rows
where heavy words should squat
Instead I look at blankness and smell the acrid smoke of artificial things
Like bloody gaps felt by a probing tongue
Things used to live here
Feelings used to die here
Impaled by pen as if by sword
Now...
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