Drugs Poems by Top Critiquers

Here
I go
Again
Just
One more
Like i always say
One turns to two.
Two is quickly four
Just another night
Just another drunk
Can’t kick the habit
But can’t live with it.
I find myself pouring
Just one more drink.
One day I will quit it.
One day I will beat it.

Feel like I'm float away, God
Counting down them days I
See heaven above- hell is on earth
Levels of pain I know how to hurt

Feel like living in cursed
Vivid as liquid give me rebirth  
I feel so deep - I feel my worth  
Feeling so grounded - I rise from dirt
 
Nothing stays the same, God  
Show me the way through change I
Fall down a lot, fuck up I got-
Problems mostly corrupting my thought
 
No one can save me  
Let alone make me
Break me shake me
Ever so crazy
 
Riding...

●While I sit here and wait for my life's poison, Every second seems like a minute, every minute seems like an hour, and every hour as if it was an eternity.
● While I sit here and wait for my life's poison, I have this mortifying rage that intensifies with every tick and tock.
●While I sit here and load my bowl, the unbearable anxiety of my body, while it trembles with a dying urge to intake all I possibly can.
●While I sit here and load my bowl, there is a sensationable,  calmness that relieves my voracious personality.
●While I sit here as the...