She was the drug that your parents warned you to never get addicted to. She slowly took over your mind, body, and soul. You got addicted to the way she made you feel, the way she took all your troubles away, the way she made your pain stop, the way she actually made you feel human again. She was a drug that was so deadly, you were even warned, but still proceeded.
Gonzo Days...part I [ jukebox breakfast special # 9 ] ...Somewhere in the middle of the desert by the side of the road is a little diner called "Eats".....Kafka's cockroach & I decide to stop & have breakfast....I get "your brains on drugs" with toast & orange marmalade & a tall glass of iced tea....the Metamorphosis gets the house special...we sit in silence for forty five minutes waiting for Death to arrive....but she doesn't show........so back in the car & on we went...
Gonzo Days...part III [.leaving Las Vegas on our way to the city of Angels] ...
Black and insatiable Cream and a little hazelnut Barista, you fill up my cup Your scent, always seems to interrupt Hot, steamy and always wet In love with you since the day we met Your caffeine, my only outlet No good for me, but no regret I can’t live without you in my soul Coming or going? I never know When you’re with me, I lose control Coffee, I’m addicted to your flow
The Terrors of Confusion Are But Psycho-terminal Manifestations of the All-But-Gone SELF
thee balmy swamee reconnoitered with dear Mother (o'mine) in some I n s u l a t e d (univers[ity] ) where deads go to fur'thur they's edUcation in whatever the ocCult'ing moment(s) demand(s)-------------------
OG Cush delivers that xtra push Mary Jane’s herbal douche cleansing feelings of Doubt Provided by the greenest thumb print Leaving smoke clouds in a room Forming unified full pockets of air That drift and stare and show love like a “CAREBEAR” She gives me a JOYFUL hug that a beautiful “NUG” Feels like your walking bare foot on a“PERSIAN RUG” That burns on my turn freeing up my CONCERNS This I’ve Learned from a herbal Push from a natural bush that identified herself as ogEE*CUSH—>extra•PUSH
If one is Brave and wants to face Ones Fears yet does not see or understand ones fears one must take a Natural Drug to see ones fears that lay hidden deep within But if one Fears to face ones fears with the help of natures tears One shall become Lost within the Shadows of ones fascist fears lost within the chaos of ones own Unnatural Paranoid Tears
April 11th #11 SLAUGHTER OF SOBRIETY After hungry hours of a fluid fast I feast, I devour once again at last I gently kiss her glistening glass lips slowly consuming her liquid soul Ethereal golden blood floods my heart's hollow tomb warming my veins while caressing my mind as I wander with wonder within a whispering womb in a whirling euphoric world of bliss undefined Her amber life force filling me, fulfilling me Oh my dainty deity of satiety sensual succubus of society sweet slaughter of sobriety