Drugs Poems by New Members

I live in a world of grey
What else can I say?
When I look into my own eyes
A part of me dies
I'm living a lie
Because I am dying inside
Waiting for another fix
Waiting for another hit
Waiting for someone to save me from this
At my lowest when I am the highest
Asking myself, "Why did I even try this?"
It staves off the emptiness
It helps the edginess
It helps fill the hole
That's in my soul
That's growing out if control
Just like a staircase I'm spiraling
And just like that I'm dialing
A number...

My drugs of choice
           The Times we shared
           Seemed to be the best
           You never let me down
           Always gave me s sense of.           belonging
          When it lasted all those times
         It was an adventurous fun ride
        I think it's time that we part ways
       Time for me to walk away and to
       Never look back good bye my old
        I have plans to Never come back.

I used to be a fat man,
A drunken little mess.

I used to get on the wrong side of the law,
I was always in distress.

Came along a little birdy,
She showed me how to fly.

She taught me how to love myself,
To this was my reply.

I lost a ton of weight,
I got myself fit.

I lived a life of happiness,
For once a gave a shit.

I have many days ahead of me,
I hope they stay this way.

Then maybe one day when I'm old,
I can party when I'm grey.

I wrap my lips around you
And inhale
Fill my lungs with your poison
And exhale

My lips become numb
As I breath out
My problems and doubt
To which I will never succumb

The smoke
Swirls around inside of me
Freeing me from the demons
That so often make me choke

You're killing me
I'm dying
But as you can see
I feel like I'm flying