Drugs Poems by New Members

There
I did it again
This vile chemical splendor
This poison by any sane criteria
This wonderful horrible madness
Waiting to be lifted by the Songs of Angels
Onto the plain of infinite infinitesimal introspection

Oh, glorious knowledge
Take me to where I've never been
Show me the deepest most exalted truths
About me and you

But it is not the Songs of Angels I hear
In a gray room constructed of grimy shadows
It is the dark incessant sub-aural throbbing hum and vibration
Of sinister subterranean machinery
In...

Waking slowly.
I feel your breath upon my neck.
So rancid.
I want to vomit.
Last night fades as morning light hurts.
My eyes feel raw.
Make up sticks .
Every line shows my habits.
You look fucked.
Useless and ugly.
Why we do this, I will never know.
Its just the high right ?
The sex is forgettable.
Awful in fact.
I dont even want to get wet with you again.
Its just the high right?

And now dirty sheets cling.
My body shivers as you pour sweat.
How I hate stale semen.
Fucking...

Drugs was my answer to
         everything
Took the pain away even if
         Only for a while
Put me in my own prison in
       in my mind and life
Always making me wonder
              what if
What's this life for anyway
I've already condemned
               Myself
How could I go any further
At what point do I stop
      sabotage myself
At what point do I see a
      pathway forward