Shame Poems
#shame
Painful poems about shame and feelings of a distress for a regrettable situation. Shame poems includes poetry about being ashamed of a something which was not your fault.
Schizo affective
Every new beginning.
Exists more poignantly.
In my fantasy.
Than in reality.
And the grandiose delusions.
Are finally wrong.
I'm simply.
Mundane.
Important to no ones.
Story.
I have no deus ex machina.
Just personal private moments.
And poorly worded.
Psychosis poetry.
Exists more poignantly.
In my fantasy.
Than in reality.
And the grandiose delusions.
Are finally wrong.
I'm simply.
Mundane.
Important to no ones.
Story.
I have no deus ex machina.
Just personal private moments.
And poorly worded.
Psychosis poetry.
#bittersweet
#sadness
#shame
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No Way Out
I’ve been screaming at the glass all night,
But it only stares, it never fights.
Who am I? What have I become?
A shadow left of someone numb.
I reach, I claw, I beg, I burn—
But you just twist, you never turn.
If I break the glass, will I feel the pain?
Or am I nothing, just a stain?
Tear me down, I’m begging you,
Show me the truth I never knew.
Am I the curse? Am I the sin?
Or just the cage I’m trapped within?
I’m falling fast, there’s no way out—
Tear me down, erase the doubt.
I can’t stand this endless...
But it only stares, it never fights.
Who am I? What have I become?
A shadow left of someone numb.
I reach, I claw, I beg, I burn—
But you just twist, you never turn.
If I break the glass, will I feel the pain?
Or am I nothing, just a stain?
Tear me down, I’m begging you,
Show me the truth I never knew.
Am I the curse? Am I the sin?
Or just the cage I’m trapped within?
I’m falling fast, there’s no way out—
Tear me down, erase the doubt.
I can’t stand this endless...
#dark
#loneliness
#regret
#sadness
#shame
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A Thousand Tiny Deaths
I die a thousand tiny deaths
Each time I hear his voice
Memories of how I waited in anticipation
My heart beating erratically
Beats of sweat rolling between peaks and valleys
My breath in staccato before he opened my door
The sounds our bodies made
As he brought me to unimaginable heights of pleasure
My tear stained pillow when he left
My life on hold as I yearned for his return
The cycle of shame, damnation and denial each time I walked away
Then went back
The jolt I felt
When I saw that my yearning had turned into...
Each time I hear his voice
Memories of how I waited in anticipation
My heart beating erratically
Beats of sweat rolling between peaks and valleys
My breath in staccato before he opened my door
The sounds our bodies made
As he brought me to unimaginable heights of pleasure
My tear stained pillow when he left
My life on hold as I yearned for his return
The cycle of shame, damnation and denial each time I walked away
Then went back
The jolt I felt
When I saw that my yearning had turned into...
#heartbroken
#hope
#lover
#shame
#UnrequitedLove
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The Source
Life's been cruel to me so far
If I could catch a falling star
I wouldn't wash away my scars
I'd piece together all the shards
Of broken glass
Shattered years past
Filthy memories left unbathed
But no one walks away unscathed
Long ago I got the point
Aching bones and creaking joints
Any comfort is a privilege
Afforded only by indifference
I see the light
Can't close the distance
Sprinting toward sweet deliverance
Long after my feet are blistered
Where most would yield,...
If I could catch a falling star
I wouldn't wash away my scars
I'd piece together all the shards
Of broken glass
Shattered years past
Filthy memories left unbathed
But no one walks away unscathed
Long ago I got the point
Aching bones and creaking joints
Any comfort is a privilege
Afforded only by indifference
I see the light
Can't close the distance
Sprinting toward sweet deliverance
Long after my feet are blistered
Where most would yield,...
#dark
#denial
#loneliness
#regret
#shame
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Loneliness
Loneliness
I spend every day
I don't see anybody
That I know
When I am walking outside
I walk around the block
I think everybody still sleeping
Be cause it is early in the morning
Today is raining
I am also wearing
My raining jacket
And I have an umbrella with me
The umbrella is keeping me dry
Now I finally return home
I went to my living room
I turn my computer on
I finally started to write
Some poems for my Father
All my poems have different feelings
That comes out of my heart
The night...
I spend every day
I don't see anybody
That I know
When I am walking outside
I walk around the block
I think everybody still sleeping
Be cause it is early in the morning
Today is raining
I am also wearing
My raining jacket
And I have an umbrella with me
The umbrella is keeping me dry
Now I finally return home
I went to my living room
I turn my computer on
I finally started to write
Some poems for my Father
All my poems have different feelings
That comes out of my heart
The night...
#anger
#jealousy
#regret
#sadness
#shame
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Naked Emotion
As I lay here naked on the foor, I think back to what we were. We were fun, we were free, we couldn't keep our hands to ourself.
Now I am broken by your tongue. Your words stab deeper than seraded blades. I just wanted to please you. What we had was great. Now it's gone. I am the fool I know. I gave you all that was me. You consumed.
I have no more to give. Your greedy paws your greedy jaws...you put me on a pedistool..only to point at my flaws. Im shamed, broken and alone. I was just a game, a passtime, a plaything. You made me a mockery. Now here I lay in puddled...
Now I am broken by your tongue. Your words stab deeper than seraded blades. I just wanted to please you. What we had was great. Now it's gone. I am the fool I know. I gave you all that was me. You consumed.
I have no more to give. Your greedy paws your greedy jaws...you put me on a pedistool..only to point at my flaws. Im shamed, broken and alone. I was just a game, a passtime, a plaything. You made me a mockery. Now here I lay in puddled...
#emptiness
#heartbroken
#rejection
#sadness
#shame
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Never too late
Never too late
To make new
Friends in our
Lives
Because we
Just have
A few friends
And we want
To increase the number
Of friends
We are going
To take our
Time making new friends
Because we feel that
We should not rush
Making friends
Yes we need to
Chose our friends
And hope that
Our friends will accept
Us the way we are
We are choosing
The middle class
People to be our
Friends
And not the rich
People
Because they
Hate the middle
Class people
To make new
Friends in our
Lives
Because we
Just have
A few friends
And we want
To increase the number
Of friends
We are going
To take our
Time making new friends
Because we feel that
We should not rush
Making friends
Yes we need to
Chose our friends
And hope that
Our friends will accept
Us the way we are
We are choosing
The middle class
People to be our
Friends
And not the rich
People
Because they
Hate the middle
Class people
#boredom
#grief
#loneliness
#regret
#shame
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No me ama mais
No me ama mais
Porque my dear friends
It leaves me sad
Knowing that you
No me ama mais
I am also feeling very sad
My dear friends
Now you had abandon me
And never came back to see me
Again
Now I am living in isolation
And I lost the touch of the outside
World
Also now I have to start all over
Making friends again
And it is not going to be easy again
Yes I wonder if the people I chose
To be my friends will accept me
The way I am
Porque my dear friends
It leaves me sad
Knowing that you
No me ama mais
I am also feeling very sad
My dear friends
Now you had abandon me
And never came back to see me
Again
Now I am living in isolation
And I lost the touch of the outside
World
Also now I have to start all over
Making friends again
And it is not going to be easy again
Yes I wonder if the people I chose
To be my friends will accept me
The way I am
#boredom
#frustration
#greed
#rejection
#shame
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Move on, leave the scene
She snickered in my face
I told her all the things that I felt and she laughed me right out the door
I can still hear her laughing at me
Even when I'm alone, I can hear her cackling like a witch
I want to get out
Get in my car at night and drive an endless road to somewhere but nowhere
Affection is a disease
Don't succumb to it, it will destroy you!
It's for weak fools
I've moved on
I told her all the things that I felt and she laughed me right out the door
I can still hear her laughing at me
Even when I'm alone, I can hear her cackling like a witch
I want to get out
Get in my car at night and drive an endless road to somewhere but nowhere
Affection is a disease
Don't succumb to it, it will destroy you!
It's for weak fools
I've moved on
#fiction
#rejection
#relationships
#shame
#ShortStory
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CAN'T GET RIGHT part 3
Yep yep that's right.
It is i says me.
Can't get right.
Aka the B.E.D.
I'm still alive just barely breathing.
Speaking on alot of bullshit.
Shit my eyes just can't stop seeing.
I relocated my residence.
Makes no difference, my thoughts are still hella bent.
Moved back close to family and friends.
Friends? Maybe not so much.
My dad has gone back to despising me since I'm back. Fuck.
No matter. My time is close at hand.
My body here on earth may be damned.
My soul is with God.
I have no self-esteem no confidence....
It is i says me.
Can't get right.
Aka the B.E.D.
I'm still alive just barely breathing.
Speaking on alot of bullshit.
Shit my eyes just can't stop seeing.
I relocated my residence.
Makes no difference, my thoughts are still hella bent.
Moved back close to family and friends.
Friends? Maybe not so much.
My dad has gone back to despising me since I'm back. Fuck.
No matter. My time is close at hand.
My body here on earth may be damned.
My soul is with God.
I have no self-esteem no confidence....
#disappointment
#emptiness
#loneliness
#sadness
#shame
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Imagine
Imagine
If we could mind our business
Imagine
If we could live in peace
Imagine
If we had more education
Imagine
If there were no people starving in the world
Imagine
If there weren't people dying in the world of Aids
Imagine
If there wasn't any child abuse in the world
Imagine
If there was no rape in the world
Imagine
If we could learn to forgive people
Imagine
If there was no protest in the street
Imagine
If there wasn't prostitution in the streets
Imagine
If there wasn't people...
If we could mind our business
Imagine
If we could live in peace
Imagine
If we had more education
Imagine
If there were no people starving in the world
Imagine
If there weren't people dying in the world of Aids
Imagine
If there wasn't any child abuse in the world
Imagine
If there was no rape in the world
Imagine
If we could learn to forgive people
Imagine
If there was no protest in the street
Imagine
If there wasn't prostitution in the streets
Imagine
If there wasn't people...
#anxiety
#disappointment
#emptiness
#hate
#shame
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What Love Is
I lied when I said it was infatuation
I knew you was a fragment of my imagination
Was it love?
Was it lust?
You never had no patience
Gave you the most praise
I feel humiliated, never appreciated
Always opinionated, never communication
Different sides of the fence, call it segregation
When it came to me and you, I felt so separated
All the time I put in, All the love that I give
I can’t see myself falling ever again
I took it all to the chin
Can’t let my heart break again
Its so hard to pretend
So let me...
I knew you was a fragment of my imagination
Was it love?
Was it lust?
You never had no patience
Gave you the most praise
I feel humiliated, never appreciated
Always opinionated, never communication
Different sides of the fence, call it segregation
When it came to me and you, I felt so separated
All the time I put in, All the love that I give
I can’t see myself falling ever again
I took it all to the chin
Can’t let my heart break again
Its so hard to pretend
So let me...
#FirstLove
#IMissYou
#sadness
#shame
#women
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