Long Poems About Confusion
#confusion
Isn't That What You Wanted?
Why do y'all wish your children to never be intimate?
Or at least not sleep around, and have only one mate?
Y'all get so mad, when you talk to or hear of people
Who have no sexual desire, or even want to sleep with people.
Why do you not want your kids to do that,
But when they come out as asexual, you can't have that?
You want grandchildren so badly you want to force the issue?
So mush so, that for your eyes, you reach for a tissue?
Because you see this as a human glitch?
Or do you want them to have an un-scratchable itch,
That you can attack...
Or at least not sleep around, and have only one mate?
Y'all get so mad, when you talk to or hear of people
Who have no sexual desire, or even want to sleep with people.
Why do you not want your kids to do that,
But when they come out as asexual, you can't have that?
You want grandchildren so badly you want to force the issue?
So mush so, that for your eyes, you reach for a tissue?
Because you see this as a human glitch?
Or do you want them to have an un-scratchable itch,
That you can attack...
#CallToAction
#frustration
#confusion
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Diary entry 05-03-2023 “We have changed again”
I’ve not been myself the last few months. I’m ….. different now. I changed again. Coping, defending, morphing, or was I going on the offence? So much pent up aggression, so much anger and rage storming through my mind right now. A short fused bomb ready to go off. The slightest misstep could ruin everything. I could destroy everything I ever believed in, everything I ever loved and cared for. I can’t control myself anymore, I’m at the mercy of others to fight for me. Because if I do, nothing will be left untouched, nothing or no one can stop me. Never mind how high the cost may grow, I cannot...
#anger
#depression
#identity
#SelfHarm
#confusion
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Rural Springs, Florida

#LifeStruggles
#confusion
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Why can’t love literally be sensibly straightforward?
By Stanley Collymore
No number of lame excuses nor
serial, evidently unconvincing
explanations are ever likely
now to persuade me towards believing
a solitary word that you’re implausibly
saying for you have simply again and
again and seemingly too significantly
very indifferently also, demonstrated
that you’re totally untrustworthy and
therefore realistically, it’s essentially
very impractical, for me to trustingly
believe anything that you say to me.
A most heart-rending shame which
now completely,...
No number of lame excuses nor
serial, evidently unconvincing
explanations are ever likely
now to persuade me towards believing
a solitary word that you’re implausibly
saying for you have simply again and
again and seemingly too significantly
very indifferently also, demonstrated
that you’re totally untrustworthy and
therefore realistically, it’s essentially
very impractical, for me to trustingly
believe anything that you say to me.
A most heart-rending shame which
now completely,...
#anger
#confusion
#despair
#denial
#fear
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We‘re alright
Note: This one’s actually a rap song, but you can read it as a poem I guess. Just didn’t want it to disappear in the lyrics section, yk
Long time ago there was no question how to be a man
And there was no question how we give a chance
Times ago all this changed, what is wrong with you?
Why do you think spreading hate is what you‘re supposed to do?
In the beginning was no question what is human
Switch flipped and we still don‘t know what we‘re doing
We give the love, all we get is refuse
If we go on like that our lifes will get abused
...
Long time ago there was no question how to be a man
And there was no question how we give a chance
Times ago all this changed, what is wrong with you?
Why do you think spreading hate is what you‘re supposed to do?
In the beginning was no question what is human
Switch flipped and we still don‘t know what we‘re doing
We give the love, all we get is refuse
If we go on like that our lifes will get abused
...
#politics
#environment
#misunderstood
#confusion
#culture
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A Dream
I had a dream last night,
It seemed so real, like my eyes were open to sight,
About somehow ending up in another dimension,
To a different place, I had never been,
A place, I could not quite pin.
It was like the world I knew,
But slightly different, too.
It was a dimension where I had never existed,
But when I brought my things, they existed,
As if they were transfered seamlessly,
I had my wallet, therefore my bank account was there,
I had my phone, therefore my notes, bookmarks, and history were there....
But it was different, it...
It seemed so real, like my eyes were open to sight,
About somehow ending up in another dimension,
To a different place, I had never been,
A place, I could not quite pin.
It was like the world I knew,
But slightly different, too.
It was a dimension where I had never existed,
But when I brought my things, they existed,
As if they were transfered seamlessly,
I had my wallet, therefore my bank account was there,
I had my phone, therefore my notes, bookmarks, and history were there....
But it was different, it...
#confessional
#confusion
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
#StreamOfConsciousness
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When You're Small

#dark
#confusion
#denial
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Then til now
Born in the troubles Dublin knows.
Cyprus, Greece and East Timorese.
Somali and Lebanon, claimed souls.
Yugoslavia and Chadian always no peace.
Few times UN send us into the sand box.
Convinced myself I was doing right.
Til I was looking at a kid oh this sucks.
Am I different than those that gave me blight.
Vomit oh God what the hell am I
Am I really this monster I just can't see.
Why won't you just let me die.
Why do you keep haunting me.
Drinking becomes my temperate release.
Only a moment of peace.
It...
Cyprus, Greece and East Timorese.
Somali and Lebanon, claimed souls.
Yugoslavia and Chadian always no peace.
Few times UN send us into the sand box.
Convinced myself I was doing right.
Til I was looking at a kid oh this sucks.
Am I different than those that gave me blight.
Vomit oh God what the hell am I
Am I really this monster I just can't see.
Why won't you just let me die.
Why do you keep haunting me.
Drinking becomes my temperate release.
Only a moment of peace.
It...
#anxiety
#ILoveYou
#confusion
#admiration
#denial
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In the beginning
Quick light so bright its blinding.
Takes a few days for sight.
Nurtured and loved no worries binding.
Three years old begins the blight.
Can't forget the first they say.
I slipped hit my head on the wall.
She kicked me in my ribs.
Punched me in my jaw.
Grabbed my hair lifting my head.
Slammed it to the floor.
Said if I tell any ill be dead.
Informed me I was the child of a whore.
Woke up next day sore still feel.
Her old family Bible she slams in back my head
She was destroying all my will
Smiled...
Takes a few days for sight.
Nurtured and loved no worries binding.
Three years old begins the blight.
Can't forget the first they say.
I slipped hit my head on the wall.
She kicked me in my ribs.
Punched me in my jaw.
Grabbed my hair lifting my head.
Slammed it to the floor.
Said if I tell any ill be dead.
Informed me I was the child of a whore.
Woke up next day sore still feel.
Her old family Bible she slams in back my head
She was destroying all my will
Smiled...
#birth
#childhood
#LifeCycle
#confusion
#fear
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My name is,
v.1/
Woah, baby.
When did you, slide right into my lane?
Pause, replay.
A look-see near the back door,
Soon the tip of my tongue tasted like your last drink.
\pre-ch\
Can’t breathe, can’t seem, to speak,
When you’re onto me.
Against the wall, fingers reach in between.
You wanna believe that this is it,
You wanna believe all along I needed this.
Ooh~
/ch/
When every word you whisper washes over mine,
It don’t even matter if I wanna know why~
As soon as you knew it,
If I was...
Woah, baby.
When did you, slide right into my lane?
Pause, replay.
A look-see near the back door,
Soon the tip of my tongue tasted like your last drink.
\pre-ch\
Can’t breathe, can’t seem, to speak,
When you’re onto me.
Against the wall, fingers reach in between.
You wanna believe that this is it,
You wanna believe all along I needed this.
Ooh~
/ch/
When every word you whisper washes over mine,
It don’t even matter if I wanna know why~
As soon as you knew it,
If I was...
#identity
#confusion
#FallingInLove #sensual
#FallingInLove #sensual
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A tale of sleep paralysis
Let us pray for the daylights shield out of fear of nighttime’s sword. J.I.G…..
};;;;;;;;}(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((>
After I liiedown and pray for forgiveness and assistance that never comes.
I begin floating into divine warmth and comforting clouds. Sleep should be a well recognized feeling person to person.But it’s a feeling well served and well deserved for all.
fucking Bathed in Egyptian cotton naked While The hour glass of today becomes slowly ignored.
And My body’s destruction is not forgotten
but restored.
My exhausted rest. ...
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After I liiedown and pray for forgiveness and assistance that never comes.
I begin floating into divine warmth and comforting clouds. Sleep should be a well recognized feeling person to person.But it’s a feeling well served and well deserved for all.
fucking Bathed in Egyptian cotton naked While The hour glass of today becomes slowly ignored.
And My body’s destruction is not forgotten
but restored.
My exhausted rest. ...
#anxiety
#dark
#confusion
#disappointment
#fear
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DEAR DIARY
I fkd up.
I fell in love.
Then the bitch broke my heart.
Ghosted me.
Played me.
She said she loved me.
Bitch manipulated me.
Cunt decimated me.
Sliced & diced my heart completely
Oh how i loved her brown curly hair, loved her green eyes.
Her luscious tits & her thick theighs.
All those things burned into my mind from the first time I met her.
I knew it would be difficult to forget her.
Truth be known, i fell in love with her.
Now here i am with this fkn broken & shattered heart.
Finding...
I fell in love.
Then the bitch broke my heart.
Ghosted me.
Played me.
She said she loved me.
Bitch manipulated me.
Cunt decimated me.
Sliced & diced my heart completely
Oh how i loved her brown curly hair, loved her green eyes.
Her luscious tits & her thick theighs.
All those things burned into my mind from the first time I met her.
I knew it would be difficult to forget her.
Truth be known, i fell in love with her.
Now here i am with this fkn broken & shattered heart.
Finding...
#sadness
#anger
#rejection
#heartbroken
#confusion
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Confusion