Popular Poems About First Love

how did it feel?  
when you stood there  
out on the reels  
looking down  
from the building  
    
did night  
lean  
apologetic  
against you?  
 
Sometimes I bleed  
unfinished letters  
my pencil hesitant  
opening into acceptance  
    
revealing how  
    
he must have landed in my heart chamber  
when he jumped from the 14th floor
I incubated lavender in each splinter
knowing it is his birthday soon
and once again I remember
how his chestnut hair ...