Not Ment To Be Happy...

Just when you think the worst is over.
You walk into your own house.
Get abused,
And get kicked out of home,
Why for?.
Because of a lie,
A lie my messed up dads girlfriend told her mum,
And her mum came back and told my nanna.
And so she abused me.
Told me to pack my shit,
Leave and never come back.
She didnt even give me the chance to tell her the actual story,
And what really happened.
But no she had to lose it,
And kick me out on the streets.

This is the part where i cant do it anymore.
When something good comes into my life,
Something shit always has to happen TO ME,
And i cant keep doing this.
No one understands my head,
And how it works.

I'm losing it,
Losing the will to fight.
I cant do it no more.
I have what 3 people to support me.
But none of them understand me.
They say its just life.
But you dont realize,
I CANT DO IT ANYMORE !
Sixteen years of this shit.
I am well and truely OVER IT !!