Totem

I am kneeled before you,
Submitted, full of fear and attempts from you
You're my guide, my light
You're the sense of my existence
Since I was a child.
You were around me
You were constantly in my mind.

I am kneeled before you
My life passed so fast
I wanted to reach you
But you were so far
I've dreamed of you all my life
And fought and struggle to have you
My precious, my dream.

Oh, yes you are a dream
The person I always wanted to be
The princess, the master of the world
I sacrificed all for you,
I realize now, in vane.
As I've waisted my life
Being as you, my perfect image.
I've made you up of my hopes,
My attempts, my expectations,
But now I say no more
I burn you in the flames of hell
As I want to be finally free
Being the true me and not a dream.