For all the times...

Here's to all the times you've gone away.
Left me here broken and ashamed.
Like I wasn't worth shit.
Here's for all the times you've put me down.
When you kicked me in the guts after breaking my heart.
But I ain't shit right?
I'm worthless, no body will ever want me.
Here's for all the times you said you loved me.
Said I was your everything.
You told me you would rather die then lose me.
What bullshit.
But I'm just a mistake.
Another one to add to your list.
When I looked into your eye's.
I saw nothing, no path way to your soul.
Nothing... Just empty.
Shallow and dark but full of questions.
With no answers.
But don't tell me I don't matter.
Because I'll be the death of you.
I swear to you, on your grave bitch.
Here's to all the bullshit you ever told me.
When you cried because you didn't want to lose me.
Screw that, I'm gone and your never getting me back now.
So give in now before I take this to far.
Before I bring you down to my level.
Before I take you to my paradise.

Welcome to hell...