Dark Feelings

In the dark,
In your comfort zone,
As others achieve,
So much more than you,
As you try to step out,
The wind of Hate,
Keeps you in your zone,
And pushes you back,
Filling you with despair,

Trying to solve your plight,
Living in hell,
Masking fear,
To show bravery,
When there is none,
Cowering behind lies,
Lies of reason,
To your weak mind,
Trying to live two lives,
At one time.
Killing your self,
Killing your friends,
A plight that's unsolvable,
Live if you can.