Fail.

I failed with this task i set myself.
You were right, yet again.
It's not so easy to forget what we had.
I tried to forget you.
I got with someone else.
It felt wrong.
So i gave up and went home.
Couldn't handle the thought.
I need you in my life.

This sucks.
I wanna move on,
But my heart is set on you.
Why?
I know we will never be again.
I've told myself that every day,
Since the brake up.
I'm just going to wait,
Wait for someone to love me again.
The way you did.

It drives me up the wall.
I'm sitting here yet again,
Writting another one of these.
About you.
I want you to forgive me for everything i said in the past.
I want to start again.
Be friends?

You made me feel good about myself.
I don't know if i can let go.
This isn't normal.
I'm sorry.

You want me to let go.
But its harder then you think.
I realy did love you.

I'm sorry for everything bad i said or did to you.