Dear God

Dear god
can you hear my god
I pray to you daily
and I see what you have given me
I am truly blessed
and I thank you
but why did I need to fight my entire life
just to be seen as worthy
why can't I ask you why
I need answers
it's a simple question
why can't my mother be like me
It's worth more to me then any dollar
I would give it all back
just to have her sane
to take her fears away

God can you let her live
she did nothing to deserve her fate
but yet she accepts it
I just can't help but think
she does it for me
and I want her to give up on the fight
let it go
then maybe she will be okay
if not I need answers
so I can fix her
I need to fix her
I can't see her like this anymore
It's killing me

Dear God
please hear me