The fragments are scattered across the bathroom floor photo frames, the shattered glasses of photo frames and bottles of bourbon. Cocaine glistening from my fingertips and smeared across my fucking face.
There I am, holding her. I never cried so much in my life. Despondent, detached it's as if she's disconnected from reality when I need her the most. We both lost in the heaviness of the dawn. The feeble sunlight avoiding us.
Left in the shadows of despair and darkness a poisonous erroding whatever love we have left. I can't stop fucking...
And everything slipped away. - Letters and symbols and colours collide slipping between my fingers turning my piss to wine. Through the thickness of the fog crowding the depths of its dark.
I fall away.. Fade away.. For this one, this.. precious moment I finally feel free you'll never grasp my soul again. never witness the light overcome the darkness never embrace the beauty of where I roam content.
Su noij Holy Motherfucker of Virgin Mary, my conciousness is free. Join us Our Homage - Commit within you. Su noij. Aptilneilrionaltion - Our Power Within. Join us. Holy Motherfucker of Virgin Mary, my conciousness is free. Su noij.
So many years in question wandering the dark forests through the awe-inspiring rainfall shrouding the horizon before me I raise my hand into my shadow in an attempt to reassemble prying out the third eye I hover through the storm clouds my pillar of faith has ascended.
I fell into the tunnel again, fade away, slipped away, scattered my consciousness again today. I know the pieces fit. I lost 3 of them, Still have another 5 But I haven't come across the 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th 14th, 15th or the 16th.
15 steps into hell for the only step into Heaven. Prying open the third eye Fill my emptiness with enlightenment as I inhale the intoxicating smoke of ambition and once I exhale the smog of the Boilers of Fear I die all over again.
How DARE you for not being a thieving piece of shit sloshed across the pavement, how dare you for pulling your ass off welfare and getting work, I won't have any of that; here's a fuckwit that causes you to smash up your car, how DARE you for trying to get ahead, here's MORE debt for you to pay off you sneaky fucker, how DARE you for pulling your worthless parasitic leech ass in gear and trying to do what you feel is right, I GRACED your insignificant black heart with life, you're here now and you didn't ask for it, How DARE you trying to help your...