tired

Positive they say, is how to be
Is it so easy to just be me
To raise above the hurts and pain
To feel I have a life to gain
To smile, laugh and joke and play
How many times, I have to pray
To ask for just a chance to live
To see that someone else can give
Instead of always being me
The one who has to cry to see
Sick of all the take, take, take
Stop it now for goodness sake
Walk away, just like you do
Im so used to feeling blue
Tired of the games you play
Tired of the things you say
Telling me what/how to do
Just sit back and look at you
Leave me be to run my life
You cause me pain and give me strife
Tired is just how I feel
Im saying this coz this is real