Submissions by addictedhelp (lonely-soul)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello everybody I'm a poet and would like to share my work
SELF POEM
Published
4th Feb 2018 2:05am
4th Feb 2018 2:05am
Soldier
To us it is a normal day,
We laugh and joke have fun and play,
For them its war were every second costs,
No choice but fight there side no matter the team mates lost,
Damp and dark fighting through the cold,
Were there only wish is to just grow old,
No little worries is the door locked or shut,
No crying and moaning over a little cut,
Family is golden and times are blessed,
Every minutes a struggle from the families they left,
So when you laugh and walk at ease,
Remember manners thanks and please?
To you your world feels over and...
We laugh and joke have fun and play,
For them its war were every second costs,
No choice but fight there side no matter the team mates lost,
Damp and dark fighting through the cold,
Were there only wish is to just grow old,
No little worries is the door locked or shut,
No crying and moaning over a little cut,
Family is golden and times are blessed,
Every minutes a struggle from the families they left,
So when you laugh and walk at ease,
Remember manners thanks and please?
To you your world feels over and...
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STORY POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 5:51am
29th Aug 2017 5:51am
Loneliness
To wake every day is a lonely task,
Just a normal conversation is to much to ask,
I sit in my chair and the windows my view,
My wife passed away theres no more me and you,
My meals are equally frozen there bagged for one meal,
Has i silently eat hoping this pain isnt real,
The days are getting harder my legs dont want to move,
My health deteriorates fast not much a day improves,
My vision now is much shorter tunnel vision is what i see,
Losing you has changed my life its slowly killing me,
So all i have is family and a house no longer a home, ...
Just a normal conversation is to much to ask,
I sit in my chair and the windows my view,
My wife passed away theres no more me and you,
My meals are equally frozen there bagged for one meal,
Has i silently eat hoping this pain isnt real,
The days are getting harder my legs dont want to move,
My health deteriorates fast not much a day improves,
My vision now is much shorter tunnel vision is what i see,
Losing you has changed my life its slowly killing me,
So all i have is family and a house no longer a home, ...
582 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Aug 2017 5:05am
29th Aug 2017 5:05am
Forever in my heart friend
Sometimes it's hard to think about
The good times we used to have
When I remember our happy times
I can't help but feeling sad
You said you'd never leave me
You didn't want me being alone
So I can't help but feel betrayed because I had to watch you go
I can't help but feel your absence
I miss you every day
I wish i had one more chance
To say all that's left to say
I'd tell you how much I love you,
How you made my life seem brighter
I know you tried your best, I know you was a fighter
I felt so helpless in those months,...
The good times we used to have
When I remember our happy times
I can't help but feeling sad
You said you'd never leave me
You didn't want me being alone
So I can't help but feel betrayed because I had to watch you go
I can't help but feel your absence
I miss you every day
I wish i had one more chance
To say all that's left to say
I'd tell you how much I love you,
How you made my life seem brighter
I know you tried your best, I know you was a fighter
I felt so helpless in those months,...
573 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2017 5:00am
27th Aug 2017 5:00am
Friend
Your one in a million a friend thats hard to find,
Your different from the rest to everyone your so very kind,
You do all you can to help your there for anyone,
You even go out your way for them who treat you wrong,
Id change your kind nature in a heart beat to change how you are tret (treat),
You deserve so much better in life your the kindest women that I've met,
You give your all at being a mum even when your down and low,
So dont you doubt yourself has a mum you do better than youll ever know,
I love that your so clumsy your funny and accident...
Your different from the rest to everyone your so very kind,
You do all you can to help your there for anyone,
You even go out your way for them who treat you wrong,
Id change your kind nature in a heart beat to change how you are tret (treat),
You deserve so much better in life your the kindest women that I've met,
You give your all at being a mum even when your down and low,
So dont you doubt yourself has a mum you do better than youll ever know,
I love that your so clumsy your funny and accident...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2017 4:58am
27th Aug 2017 4:58am
Anxiety and panic disorder
Sometimes life gets hard and you don't know what to do,
All you want is to feel normal and be back to the old you,
Hate waking in a morning for the hard day that lays ahead,
Hate going to sleep at night just wishing myself dead,
No more worrying of going out no anxiety attacks to stop you,
No more pain and suffering daily bo more heart ache to go through,
Im fed up of living in fear the negativity sweats and shakes,
And fed u that when i wake is the moment my heart breaks,
I always let people down a thing iv never done,
Depression and anxiety...
All you want is to feel normal and be back to the old you,
Hate waking in a morning for the hard day that lays ahead,
Hate going to sleep at night just wishing myself dead,
No more worrying of going out no anxiety attacks to stop you,
No more pain and suffering daily bo more heart ache to go through,
Im fed up of living in fear the negativity sweats and shakes,
And fed u that when i wake is the moment my heart breaks,
I always let people down a thing iv never done,
Depression and anxiety...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Aug 2016 8:31pm
1st Aug 2016 8:31pm
Anxiety and Panic disorder
I feel broken and scared don't know what to do,
I've been trapped by an illness i just cant get through,
The fear and the panic thats constantly there,
In my mind every day i darent go any were,
I try take control feeling positive this time,
But once again im defeated by this illness of mine,
Slowly it breaks you till your confidence has gone,
your isolated and trapped away from everyone,
To many cancelled appointments and friends iv let down,
Trapped in this illnes were i slowly drown,
Cant even explain they will think that im weak,
For...
I've been trapped by an illness i just cant get through,
The fear and the panic thats constantly there,
In my mind every day i darent go any were,
I try take control feeling positive this time,
But once again im defeated by this illness of mine,
Slowly it breaks you till your confidence has gone,
your isolated and trapped away from everyone,
To many cancelled appointments and friends iv let down,
Trapped in this illnes were i slowly drown,
Cant even explain they will think that im weak,
For...
539 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Jul 2016 12:42pm
13th Jul 2016 12:42pm
My panic attacks
You wake up feeling nervous not kowing what today holds,
Just the thought of going out a little panic then unfolds,
This time you beat it at least its what you think,
Half way on your travels your heart begins to sink,
But you carry on walking take each step in your stride,
When all you want to do is go home alone to hide,
Your hands begin to shake sweat begins to show,
Your heart is beating faster you've no place else to go,
Legs turn to jelly your eyes slightly fade,
Everything becomes so blurry at home you wish you stayed,
Each breath feels like...
Just the thought of going out a little panic then unfolds,
This time you beat it at least its what you think,
Half way on your travels your heart begins to sink,
But you carry on walking take each step in your stride,
When all you want to do is go home alone to hide,
Your hands begin to shake sweat begins to show,
Your heart is beating faster you've no place else to go,
Legs turn to jelly your eyes slightly fade,
Everything becomes so blurry at home you wish you stayed,
Each breath feels like...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jun 2016 3:22am
25th Jun 2016 3:22am
My friend R.I.P
Youv gone and left me like like most people do,
Why couldn't you fight i was helping you through,
I cleaned you i fed you silently watched while you sleep,
I thought that this friend was one id always keep,
You made me a promise that i wont forget,
That you'd never leave me so lost and upset,
i wasnt fighting for nothing i fought for me and you,
After all you said our friendship would be enough to get you through,
I watched your life drain still i held ur hand,
You said the angels needed you but id not understand,
At least you're out of pain...
Why couldn't you fight i was helping you through,
I cleaned you i fed you silently watched while you sleep,
I thought that this friend was one id always keep,
You made me a promise that i wont forget,
That you'd never leave me so lost and upset,
i wasnt fighting for nothing i fought for me and you,
After all you said our friendship would be enough to get you through,
I watched your life drain still i held ur hand,
You said the angels needed you but id not understand,
At least you're out of pain...
596 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jun 2016 3:16am
25th Jun 2016 3:16am
being an auntie again
Me and my baby shes my world and more,
Can i share my affection im just not sure,
Il love and protect him like an auntie should,
Be some one he depends on im his flesh and blood,
Im nervous and scared i won't be good enough,
To be there for my nephew and make him tough,
its been me and alesha no one else but us,
Bonding together through all she does,
Scared and nervous our bond might break,
When im an auntie to little baby jake,
I hope i can love them be his everything too,
Cos alesha shes my world and all that gets me through,
Il share my love...
Can i share my affection im just not sure,
Il love and protect him like an auntie should,
Be some one he depends on im his flesh and blood,
Im nervous and scared i won't be good enough,
To be there for my nephew and make him tough,
its been me and alesha no one else but us,
Bonding together through all she does,
Scared and nervous our bond might break,
When im an auntie to little baby jake,
I hope i can love them be his everything too,
Cos alesha shes my world and all that gets me through,
Il share my love...
529 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2016 1:37am
2nd Jan 2016 1:37am
To my friends
Thank you for being my friend and giving love to me,
For helping me get through at times i couldn't see,
You help me smile through sadness so i get through the day,
You guide me to the path when i lose my way,
You show me that im strong when im down and weak,
You make me feel so special that im a friend of yours to keep,
I thank you for your efforts when you didn't want to live,
I thankyou for being you which is the best thing you can give,
So heres to show my care and say that i love you,
And has long has we are friends i promise il get you through....
For helping me get through at times i couldn't see,
You help me smile through sadness so i get through the day,
You guide me to the path when i lose my way,
You show me that im strong when im down and weak,
You make me feel so special that im a friend of yours to keep,
I thank you for your efforts when you didn't want to live,
I thankyou for being you which is the best thing you can give,
So heres to show my care and say that i love you,
And has long has we are friends i promise il get you through....
664 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2016 1:15am
2nd Jan 2016 1:15am
My eating disorder
Just when I feel I'm coping and finally doing well ,
My mental illness is there to remind me I'm still here living hell,
i lay deep in thought at night counting everything iv ate,
Be sure iv exceeded the limit to afraid i might lose weight,
I wake half way through the day first thoughts are iv missed a meal,
But il binge on food all day to stop the sadness i feel,
i hold my stomach after eating to see if it has changed,
But no one understands people think that im deranged,
I dont dare to walk that far cos exercise i just dont do,
People think i hide away...
My mental illness is there to remind me I'm still here living hell,
i lay deep in thought at night counting everything iv ate,
Be sure iv exceeded the limit to afraid i might lose weight,
I wake half way through the day first thoughts are iv missed a meal,
But il binge on food all day to stop the sadness i feel,
i hold my stomach after eating to see if it has changed,
But no one understands people think that im deranged,
I dont dare to walk that far cos exercise i just dont do,
People think i hide away...
659 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Nov 2015 2:05am
9th Nov 2015 2:05am
friend on the edge of death from alcohol
my heads in a spin is this happening to me,
my best friends laying dying its so painful to see,
he lays limp and lifeless as I grasp on his hand,
hes done nobody bad I just don't understand,
I darent blink I may cry il be strong just for him,
il hold back all my tears hoping this fight he will win,
he taught me to love when when my body filled with hate,
please god spare my friend It's never to late,
I read all his poetry I was taught to write well,
I can sketch a nice landscape taught by this man u give hell,
I no hes so strong and...
my best friends laying dying its so painful to see,
he lays limp and lifeless as I grasp on his hand,
hes done nobody bad I just don't understand,
I darent blink I may cry il be strong just for him,
il hold back all my tears hoping this fight he will win,
he taught me to love when when my body filled with hate,
please god spare my friend It's never to late,
I read all his poetry I was taught to write well,
I can sketch a nice landscape taught by this man u give hell,
I no hes so strong and...
743 reads
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