From All Sides

from all sides they come, appearing as if from the very walls
they want me bad, their hot for me, and the need to fulfill their pleasure to them calls
they turn to me
the girl they used to come to when they'd get lonely
their blatant lust burning in their eyes
they proclaim that they love me, but it's just lies
my heart is heavy, filled with dread
so heavy, feels like lead
the one I love say everything will be alright
but I know these guys, and to them screwing a girl with a boyfriend is just alright
they know my body, know what to do
to make me see fiery lusty red, instead of my sad calm blue
I try to refrain,
from my own bodies lust caused pain
they mean nothing to me
they were just there when I was lonely
they were friends once upon a time
but their not worth cheating with, aint worth that crime
only one man will ever have me
only one man, will claim me as his, and when he does I'll be happy
though I have never kissed or touched him, at least not yet
he makes my body ache and oh so wet
seems like i have waited my whole life for this one guy
and now that I have found him, but can't have him makes me want to cry
no one knows that I struggle so
nor would I want those squalo's to know
so i'll lock my door and ignore the squalo's call
because I would rather die then for their lies fall