I have fallen

I'm wide awake and it's 3am
I need to flow my thoughts through this pen
They gnawl at my brain and keep me awake
How much longer should I fake?
I've tossed and turned for the last few hours
My sanity feels like its being devoured
I'm trapped in the middle of heaven and hell
He's got me under his love struck spell
Trying to decide if I should just let go
Give in and let my feelings show
I'm so fucking scared to give him my heart
What are his intentions?
What's he want to start?
How am I supposed to know if I'm not part of some game
I don't know his past, what he's done, his shame
He's crazy about me! Why? For what?
Does he really give a fuck?
There's something in my eyes that give me away
With his heart I wouldn't play
I wish he knew that I'm really deep
The things he does, they make me weak
You can call it what you wanna call it
All I know is that I have fallen!