Her voice resides [suicide note competition]

An old friend once said"sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. "
A bunch of shit that this fool doesn't understand.
Words can hurt and impact you.... Just look at me and you'll understand.
Look at my cuts.
Look at me holding the knife like if that's what was keeping me alive.
This fucken voice in my head won't leave me alone.
It's only my mind playing tricks on me so I try to control it by punching myself in the head until I see blood.
The next morning I looked at myself and smiled in the mirror.
I stopped doing that along time ago.
Because of the words that that voice keeps reminding me of every single time I smile or even begin to think about a happy thought because that voice would always remind that I didn't deserve being happy.
Silence.........
*bang*
Then all of a sudden everything that I've done came to me like a gunshot.
I could hear the people making fun of me again.
I also remember killing my girlfriend for not sucking my dick.
But at least I got it in.....
I start to hear myself scream.
I could also hear that same voice that's been torturing me just laughing and laughing and laughing so I kept punching until it got quiet.
That bitch haunted me until she got her revenge.